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へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 18

sooooooooon

へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 13

im getting bday money which is barely enough to cover 1 comm (avg price 1.5k-2k) but I'm sure i'll manage somehow 🫠

へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 13

this is the most rmoa i've ever done i haven't done anything for them in a while (because i've been holding it off) so if I need a way to show I care about them I have to go all out even if it means I get fucking bankrupt gg

へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 13

that's like two full salaries and a half and I seriously don't think it'll even be enough uhajksuhwkjsj

へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 13

first splash costs 1470 rmb, second splash is 850 rmb (fully paid), third splash is 1400 rmb (paid deposit of 138rmb I think), fourth splash not req'd yet but it'll be 2000 rmb, fifth is by meow (hopefully), 6th will likely be 1500ish rmb. In purely splash arts it's been near to 7000 rmb....

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へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 13

my moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 💔💔💔💔 but oh well it's been worth it thus far, I haven't seen the results tho but any rmoa fanart is good regardless

へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 13

oh god I finally paid one of the cmms in full......approximately, I've needed 6 splash arts, 2(3) arts for story 1, 1(2) arts for story 2, 1 art for story 3, 2(4) arts for story 4, (full comic) for story 5, and also (half full comic for story 6), which, for story 6 it's at least 40~ pages of comic.

へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 10

idk, maybe because you don't encourage people other than what's benefitial to you?

へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 10

eng fandom never cares about jp/cn/kr people as "people" just art machines, that's why they always make excuses about "but i don't know the language </33333" and then go "why is the fandom so small? where are all the english speakers </333"

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へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 10

the metaphor fandom is so sinophobic that it's so glaring to witness lmao, or maybe that's just an english fandom thing? It happened in my previous fandom too. Whenever it's a jp artist or anyone that speaks in jp, everyone flocks to them with praises but when it's a cn artist, nobody cares

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へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 9

UUUUUUUU MY MOA CMMM SO KAWAIIII

へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 9

mew was doing most (if not all) of the sketches needed and tbh I would've paid her everything if not for the time constraints.......and also, she needs to do a full comic too so that's a lot......fkng rumoa.......

へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 9

I could have bought a cabinet or a new pc desk or something that would improve my personal QOL but instead I'm spending it all on rmoa comms 😔😔😔😔 WELL, NOBODY LIKES THEM ENOUGH SO I HAVE TO DO IT....

へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 9

HONESTLY, subliminally I was thinking I didn't want Louis fans to eat "for free" specially not rshs that don't deserve anything so that's probably why the focus is Moa + Rui (emphasis on Moa) and if there's an illust with Louis in it, it'll probably have Moa either in the forefront or the background

へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 9

I was lowkey thinking, that a lot of my stories are mostly from Louis POV, so I thought that it would result in a lot of Louis illusts but instead it turned out that most of the illusts that would end up being needed ended up having Moa as the focus LOL even solo Moa (with implied Louis).

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へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 9

oh god I finally finished---KIND OF, all the drafts needed for cmms, it's so much I think I may need ANOTHER loan if I want to achieve everything I want..... 1 single story is costing me 2000 rmb.... I already paid at least 3 things....

へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 4

anyway I really hope bots don't look through this acc aghh let me say my thoughts in peace aaaa

へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 4

That whole "If our positions were switched... Would our fates be different? Would I have your life, and you mine?" is him basically going "Had Eva come for me instead of you, would everything have changed? Would you have turned out the same as me?" I love how poignant it is god I love dmc x100

へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 4

Like, Vergil is just canonically a mommy's boy that's his entire character. All his words about POWER are because he's seething that Eva saved Dante first and this *IS* the truth. Like, Vergil straight up says it.

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へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 4

I find it funny that a lot of vergil's fanboys see him as such a cool chad but there's a scene where V (emo Vergil) is talking to Trish as if that's going to take his own personal grievances about Eva away and Trish literally tells him "I'm not your mommy" so that's still so fucking funny to me.

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へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 4

can i trade all the louis yumes for the male fanboys that vergil has that think he's the masculine ideal instead......

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へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 4

That can still lead to resentment, specially if Louis also started to feel like Hythlodaeus had "replaced him" the moment he actually got a son.

へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 4

He's never had to claw his way to the top but be born into it, and he was saved from the fire when Louis had to fend off by himself alone with nobody being there to help him or assure him.

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へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 4

Not only did his birth led to the massacre of his people albeit unintentionally, but he's basically a privileged child wishing for world peace where everyone worships him like a God for existing while he knows nothing of the world.

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へ @060323.bsky.social · Aug 4

I just don't want it to be Prnce because it'd be hollow and completely ruin Louis's character. Also, I don't understand *why* would a supposed connection, if it existed, it HAD to be positive? Why wouldn't Louis could have HATED the Prnce even back then?

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