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i want to lay down but i don’t want to sleep yet so i want to be on my phone but my phone needs to charge and if my phone is charging i have to lay on my left side to use it but i finally got my seasonal vaccines today (both in my left arm) and it’s SORE. no one has suffered like i have
like okayyy everything is falling apart!!
i understand that my mom needs to vent to somebody but my god it stresses me out so bad
man i wish i didn’t hate therapy
no but for real, how long does it take to read an ultrasound
just going ahhh i’ll get it later every time i drop something in the sink
i have got so much cleaning to do before my parents get home from their trip, why do i do this to myself
that being said, the dog has been sleeping with me while my parents are away and that is a potential train wreck i MUST avoid
my arms are covered in scars because i am too willing to risk her sleepy wrath. she is my perfect girl.
my poor little angel baby is the one who has fits in her sleep, so she starts thrashing around with claws and teeth and, more recently, piss, but she is the sweetest girl in the whole world and she loves me the most
my poor baby kitty wants to snuggle with me so bad but i need to go to sleep and she can’t stay with me through the night, oh my angel i would cuddle you all the time if i could
i got NO sleep, i CANNOT handle any shit that happens today
i post a lot of my bad brain bullshit here bc way fewer people follow me, apologies to the three people who do
if you don’t go to bed then tomorrow might not show up at all! unlikely, but there’s a first time for everything!
i am just saying words because i don’t want to go to bed because if i go to bed then tomorrow will come faster
not to feed the whole “antidepressants ruin your creative output!!” thing but i was writing SO much when i was unmedicated. is it the meds or is it getting older and losing hope for a future as a writer? who’s to say!
what if i just stopped taking all my medications. just cold turkey. i’m on so many that it probably wouldn’t go well, and i don’t actually WANT to anyway, but i have been thinking “what if” a lot
i wish i didn’t hate therapy
i felt way better than this over the weekend, not great but better, and my mood has plummeted now that it’s work time again, this isn’t sustainable but what the hell else am i supposed to do
tired? why not try Four Hour Afternoon Nap?

you certainly will not regret Four Hour Afternoon Nap
well i survived. i thought i remembered hearing about the results right away but i guess not. so i’ll be sitting with that anxiety for the next couple days probably
they’re gonna tell me i haven’t had enough and i have to drink more and i may die
you know when chugging water just makes you feel sick. that blows, man
it’s taking all my energy to get myself to this doctor’s appointment and you’re telling me i still have to go to work tomorrow? when does it fucking end
their second favorite place is the bathroom while you’re peeing