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✿spooky angel✿

@babyangelkitten.bsky.social

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♥!!i am disordered, this is a vent acct!!♥ ★[26]★[it/they]★[bpd]★[anxiety]★ ⚠︎ tw: ed/sh/drvgs ⚠︎ ♡pls block me if u need 2, stay safe ily♡ DNI: under18, non-edsky accts

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✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · Aug 26

✿angel✿
⚠︎disordered individual⚠︎
♡26♡it/they♡lots of anxiety♡

pro recovery, but currently not recovering myself that being said pls feel free to block me if you personally find any of the content i post triggering. stay safe <3

☆MDNI, also i block normalsky accts☆

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 12h

okay well now i’m @ a new lw so i guess i did lock in.

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 20d

how tf did i ga!n like 10 p0unds over the weekend wtfff we locking tf back in

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✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 23h

hahahahaha i’m so stupid i got drvgs for HALLOWǝǝN and i’ve already done most of them what the fuckkkk is wrong w me (◞‸◟)
now idk if i get more or suffer my own consequences? i probably just shouldn’t but the demons do want more ;-;

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 23h

i’m so overwhelmed w life rn & i’ve been trying to get help for years and idk what to do anymore, other than the fact i’ve successfully made myself worse and still no one takes me seriously

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 1d

i said i would keep working but my ass does not want to do that. like almost to the point where i might just tell my boss i can’t cause my mentaI heaIth is just 2 fucking bad rn

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 1d

i was literally crying saying i didn’t understand why no one would help me 🤪 as she just kept telling me “i care” and doing nothing. girl u wouldn’t even realize if i d1ed???? like no offence, i understand it’s her job to “care” about clients, but like also u care as a job not a real person lol

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 1d

damn well apparently if u don’t have an actual plan and r just an impulsive fuck u don’t get any help!!! should i have lied and said i had a plan ?? i dont get it

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✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 2d

i also sent them a helpful guide to where things were unfortunately my partner cannot decipher wtf my messages mean and tbh i’m struggling as well lmaoooo

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 2d

i told my partner i was gonna organize my cards for just a quick second then would be back. anyways now they have a video of me sleeping on the bedroom floor with manga and cards scattered around me lmaooo i guess i wast as up to the task as ithought 😴

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 2d

also at some point years ago i used a bunch of p•kèm0ñ etbb boxes as bookshelf raisers which 99% of the time is GREAT expect they weren’t all empty so i have a shit tone of 2020/2021 bulk in there. i just wanna SORT but the EEP

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 2d

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✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 3d

whenever i say something and no one responds i just say “insightful”

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 3d

to be fair the first dude did ACTUALLY made me uncomfortable, the guy last night it was just kinda silly cause he just kept asking questions as everyone else at the table was like DUDE SHUT UP lmao

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 3d

men who have made me uncomfortable about the tattoo i got 4 my dead dad (a tattoo i got at 16 mind u) counter is up to 2 now!!!!!
/silly like idc but like i do kinda regret how lil me designed the tattoo & would have done something rlly different if i did it now

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✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 3d

i think i’ve complained about this b4 but like WHY won’t they just confirm it, i think it could GENUINELY be relevant lol but also to break a 7(?) year no contact w my uncle just to say hey can u remind me how ur dad died is crazy lmaooo

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 3d

99% sure my mom also lies to me about the extent of our family history with mh & tbh i think it’s extremely relevant. my uncle told me when i was like 16 and i don’t talk to him anymore & idk is it rude to just ask my grandma to clarify HOW my grandpa died she kinda did once but in less words so idk

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✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 3d

my mentaI heaIth has been incredibly bad my entire life like idk how to answer those questions like in the last two weeks have u.. idk bro that’s been my default for over a decade how should i know its not normal. my mom claims i just didn’t want help when i was a teen but i was just 2 scared :\

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✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 3d

i just realized my mentaI heaIth assessment is on monday & i have no fucking clue what to say lmao so far all i have is being wrong shouldn’t cause me physical pain i guess? (which my partner has been trying to explain to me & i just don’t get lol like it makes my muscles contract and it hurts?)

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✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 4d

ooo i didn’t even know the butterfly one looks different, i had to look it up cause it blue for me lol

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✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 4d

i know, do they just not double check before posting it 😭 like i feel like at some point it had to be a photo that would have loaded the same anywhere but idk

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 4d

oh yeah no issue w it, i’m cool w all of it, just the first time i had a dude straight up ask me & my partner if it was a pet play thing & now im hm i wonder if other ppl think that too

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 4d

finally got the pet play allegations from my ears, now i’m wondering if more ppl think they are about kink???? im just v kemonomimi-core lol

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✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 4d

my drvgs came with a random free tab, do we trust the free tab chat? well lsd doesn’t seem to affect me much cause of the antidepressants BUT idk if maybe it was just shit stuff last time? not tonight tho.

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✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 4d

seeing ppl with actual hopes and dreams and hobbies makes me SO sad & i can’t really describe it why. they just feel so much more real.

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 4d

to be fair i cried a lot for someone who certainly would not have been ready on time (my partner said no to a ride w a friend cause it was 2 soon but i wanted to not drive lol, they will drive my car now tho so i guess half a win)

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 4d

our dishwasher is broken i stayed up literally ALL night hand washing dishes and cleaning off the counters and they don’t even NOTICE fuck this

✿spooky angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 4d

it makes me giggle everytime i see this ad (also i know literally nothing about this company it was just an ig ad i got)

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