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he/she \ 22 \ full-time artist \ FUB free > very kink/sex positive‼️\ ship and let ship > tumblr/ao3: calqmity > ascended astarion enjoyer 🦇🩸 > I always put CWs on my #art \\ #bg3 #roguetrader
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calqmity.bsky.social
I'm temporarily closing comms for like a week or 2 so I can figure out how tf I'm going to do vgen, and so I can set up the YCHs

**if you are already on my waitlist, this doesn't affect you**

Also, I would really appreciate it if you followed me on vgen so I can get verified!🫶🏻 vgen.co/calqmity
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kawareo.bsky.social
They're on the same wave length
#Astarion #TheDarkUrge #BG3 #Durgestarion
three panel comic of Astarion and Durge. The Durge is a male 'drow' with poorly cut grey hair, purple skin, draconic scales, and bad scarring on his face and ears. 
In the first panel, they are kissing in the camp, Astarion's hand is on Durge's throat. 
In the second, Durge has jumped forward and bit Astarion on the lip, grabbing his wrist. Astarion looks surprised, Durge is smiling. A line above them says 'nom!' and they're in a slight motion blur.
In the third, Astarion is holding Durge by the jaw, squishing his cheeks. Durge asks, "What, not used of being on this side of it?~" to which Astarion replies with "We ask before we bite, darling." Durge is grinning smugly. "Sorry, sorry," he says, clearly not sorry. Astarion's ears are dropped.
calqmity.bsky.social
I could also just get some self confidence and not care what everyone around me thinks, but really, in this economy??
calqmity.bsky.social
Day 24689 of wishing for private accounts because this fic is going to be posted anonymously (at least at first) but I have the desire deep down to talk about the premise *somewhere* 😔
calqmity.bsky.social
Sometimes being a fic writer means looking up in depth info on what happens in pregnancy week by week, and trying to translate that to vampire biology

So anyways,,
Woman from glee meme that says "I am going to write a fanfic that is so self-indulgent"
calqmity.bsky.social
I've always joked that despite never being raised catholic or even religious in general, I have a very catholic-like way of self-criticism/punishment so I didn't need this call out tyvm 😔 it is actually impossible for me to do anything I enjoy unless I know it benefits others in some way
calqmity.bsky.social
*painfully smiling through my tears* Awesome! Fun! Great! I definitely needed that!
Repentance
You create from repentance.
There is a feeling of
burdensomeness that you can't shake, that has led you to constantly repent. You feel as if your existence itself demands you apologize, and so your art is just that an apology. It has become another aspect of your eternal repentance, a means of seeking forgiveness for simply existing as you are. For you, forgiveness is permission to be alive, to begin to shed the guilt of your painfully human self, with all its faults and imperfections. Your art is apologetic, presented as a means of making up for your own lacking. It seeks to produce something of worth to redeem the trouble you cause. Your work is the essence of your undeserved repentance, the culmination of your inability to forgive yourself for what could never be helped. It is an apology presented with an apology.
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dieselbrain.bsky.social
People calling tame sexuality in media "goonerbait" and "degenerate" is akin to those 1800s pastors who discouraged adding spices to food because it "leads to masturbation"

Like im sorry, its the same shit
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tavvy-says-hi.bsky.social
Nightly visitor. ✨🐻

#BG3 #baldursgate3 #Astarion #NSFW #Halsin
calqmity.bsky.social
I do really like the combination of prayer/religion and advanced technology, especially since I've always associated them to be kind of opposites and clash together
calqmity.bsky.social
I won't lie, I'm not super educated on them in depth. Like I have a general knowledge of the different groups but I don't know the intricacies and nuance of them, but if I just go off of aesthetics and surface value things I'll say the priesthood of mars simply bc I think robotic stuff is hot 💀💀
calqmity.bsky.social
Thank you!! I just love all the companions so far and some of the decisions have me stressing 😭 which is fun
calqmity.bsky.social
Oh yeah, I've had to ask my brother a few things for medical stuff since he's much more of a nerd in that area than I am lmao, but for this long ass fic I needed something much more in depth asjksnsjsk
calqmity.bsky.social
I know it's not everyone's cup of tea but I just love pregnancy fics, especially ones that get in depth with it. The pain, how the body's changing, the joyous happy parts, all of it. I have absolutely no interest in ever being pregnant, but it's a whole different story when it comes to my blorbos,,,
calqmity.bsky.social
Sometimes being a fic writer means looking up in depth info on what happens in pregnancy week by week, and trying to translate that to vampire biology

So anyways,,
Woman from glee meme that says "I am going to write a fanfic that is so self-indulgent"
calqmity.bsky.social
Yes!! This is my first introduction into warhammer, and I'm having a lot of fun, although I'm very thankful rogue trader gives you definition's when you hover over important lore stuff in dialogue or else I would be extremely confused 24/7 😭
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templarstar.bsky.social
day's dawning, skin's crawling
calqmity.bsky.social
This is my official submission to join the rogue trader fandom 😔 also, if you don't play RT, just pretend this is my Celestia from bg3 lmao
calqmity.bsky.social
CW: a scar that spells "slut"

Celestia — Rogue Trader

Hey so this game is fun and you should play it 🫵 #art #roguetrader #wh40k #oc
Art of my OC Celestia standing in front of a window that you can see space through it with bright teal galaxy clouds. He is holding a sword with a little electricity coming out of the hilt. His other hand is holding the sword in front of his face, and a little blood is dripping from his fingers. He is wearing loose thick pants with a skull belt buckle, and is shirtless. He is muscular but the soft kind of muscular with not much ab definition. His right arm has part of his forearm replaced by a teal cylinder container with two metal coils in it. He has more metallic attachments on left elbow, his left shoulder, his middle finger on his right hand, and his chin is also made of metal. Deep scars are on the skin that meets all these parts. He also has rough deep top surgery scars. "SLUT" with a heart is engraved in his upper right pectoral, and he has nipple piercings connected by a chain. He has white moon and star tattoos on his body. He is looking to the viewer with his black eyes with glowing pink irises. His hair is a light pink that's half pulled back.
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brabblesban.bsky.social
Worship me.
#Astarion #Astarionfanart #BG3
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mutualcombat.bsky.social
what 2 warlocks and a vampire get up to in their free time
#bg3 #astarion #wyll #bg3tav #wylltavstarion #tavstarion
calqmity.bsky.social
He's just as masochistic and freaky in this universe 😩
calqmity.bsky.social
Ty!!🫶🏻 I just got tired of my little player card icon not matching his character in my head so I took matters into my own hands lol
calqmity.bsky.social
It's always a terrible idea to read a 250,000 word fanfic before bed, and yet I never learn 💀