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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 4h

is this normal or

cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 4h

my inner monologue goes like:
me: [thought]
me again: you are so fucking dumb you stupid bitch i fucking hate you why don't you fucking kill yourself i fucking haaate you

repeat ad nausem in a variety of phrasings until i give up on doing anything at all and turn to maladaptive coping skills 👍

cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 4h

i remember having the thought like a week or two ago that ohh some med or something must be working bc i no longer feel constantly self-loathing and suicidal, that's cool

lol the current family drama has absolutely negated that and my ocd is taking over my brain again 🙃

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 4h

you got this Chen!!!

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 4h

i remember having the thought like a week or two ago that ohh some med or something must be working bc i no longer feel constantly self-loathing and suicidal, that's cool

lol the current family drama has absolutely negated that and my ocd is taking over my brain again 🙃

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 4h

I'M SO SORRY it's late night for me 😭

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 4h

had to be me. someone else might have gotten it wrong.

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 7h

jesus you are genuinely unintelligent and, as i said, boring. bye!

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 7h

huh that's so interesting i wonder who antifascists disagree with

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 7h

yeah man, antifascists are definitely mainly concerned about the concept of free markets right now and not the innumerable human and civil rights violations happening every day in our home towns, you've really got your finger on the pulse

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 8h

oh yeah they're actually kinda great

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 8h

my favorite part about america is the 12-day stretch in which i have to re-enroll for health insurance and if i forget or fuck up i don't get to have insurance the next year :)

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 8h

i think it's counting down the duration of some buff you have active but i could be wrong

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 8h

goddd you're all so fucking boring. fReE mArKeTs lmao

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 9h

your question is literally answered in the post you are replying to

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[No//Thrones] @krakoan-lorax.bsky.social · 20h

I could do without all the smug misinformed commentary on American politics from people who don't live here tbqh

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 1d

💗💗

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 1d

everything is very bad :)

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 1d

this dude fucking rules and is 1000% correct. i love my city so much

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 1d

hope my canadian friends have a nice thanksgiving 🫶

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 2d

i mean i guess we all have different reactions to hot ones

my orange tabby cat Billy sitting on his butt licking his stomach. behind him on the TV is Sean Evans in a Hot Ones episode

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 3d

last saw my little sister at the beginning of february but i get to see her for a little bit tomorrow and spend more time with her next month 🥲

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 3d

oh for sure

another angle of Billy eating the churu in the baby sling

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 3d

disclaimer: i have reached a peak level of cat lady. i know i've talked about Billy being extra yowly and needy lately but idk if i've mentioned that he recently also really likes being picked up. so i have been carrying him around a bit the past week and then i thought...well...

Billy, the famous big orange tabby cat, resting in a baby sling tied to me, clutching and licking a churu enthusiastically

a closeup of the little ginger guy eating the churu very happily

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cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 3d

😏😏

cat 🎃🍁 @canavarisvhenan.bsky.social · 3d

and then the little cm punk storyline that followed it 😭😭 i also loved him i was getting so emotional

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