trying to work with that shit in grade 10/11 when I was learning Unity drove me fucking crazy C can go ; itself

it's 1:45 AM and here I am stuck in a limbo of wondering whether I should go any further with Godot or find some other low-level language that isn't a C fork

more progress, holding off on effects for now since I wanna focus on structures and stuff a bit more

the voices told me to start building a map pack level with special effects

completely and utterly funstarved with no energy or motivation to make/do anything urgh

ughhhhh I don't wanna do anythinggggggggggggg fuuuck

FUCK external libraries n PyPi shit, if I wanna get something done imma figure it out myself so that I can dig into all the itty bitty details and have it run fast without it outputting 5 gazillion errors

if your program downright requires me to install more than 1 dependency I'm not using it, those 15 GB coulda been used for several more useful things sorry

the final result

I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT I'M DOING BUT IT LOOKS REALLY COOL SO IMMA KEEP DOING IT

cleaned up a bit, feels kinda jarring not having files piled up on either side of my screen lmao

imagining all of my icons on a sheet of glass and make it look like there's an incredibly deep scene behind it, and then meh-quality bloops and jingles formed out of sine waves and pads, fuuuuckk

inspiration and motivation to completely fuck up my PC's theme are real high rn, probably for the best considering the state of my desktop

implementing menu music for when there aren't any windows open would also be really cool but I have NO clue how I'd manage that

tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow please tomorrow ple

I can't fucking do this anymore

gmod is wonderful
www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5I8...

raaaahh I wanna make a really cool 3D-ish F-Zero fangame but I can't find the patience to either model or learn more parts of Godot

my sick-ass remote control plywood

for some reason OBS changed the output resolution so you get to watch this in glorious 360p

thank u

learned the basics, couldn't figure out how to switch back from the axis tool, clicked around frantically, did whatever the fuck this was

last memory I have of it was playing as Mario's head from SM64 and spamming ropes on a Minecraft map because I couldn't figure shit out lmao