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Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · 12d

im so tired but ive never felt rested.

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · 12d

why tf did my last thing get likes😭 anyways. the concept of your seasonal depression getting triggered in your favourite season and you can't enjoy your days because your thoughts are eating you up and you can't do anything right but hey its winter soon am i right?? i just want to feel content.

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Oct 6

im UGHHHH okay. i think i might AT LEAST 20% owe my life to ao3 authors and haikaveh writers. BL manhwa artists and novel authors that later get turned into said manhwas. god bless. as much as i hate the state of the world rn im glad to be alive and being able to 😔 yaoi 🥺

(regrets typing instantly)

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Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Sep 1

yap.

whenever i look at anything uki related, i feel so??upset?? upset wouldn't be the right word... sorrowful? i guess? i just think they feel so alone and it makes me feel so bad knowing/feeling it. i wish them all the best. i wish i could do more than wishing. i hope they are okay and i'm wrong.

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Aug 17

happy birthday, friend.

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · May 23

i just needed to ramble, i'm okay

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · May 23

just poof? i want to leave something behind. i want to be a safe space for people. i think i'm desperate at this point lmao. for now it's just a waiting game. i know i'll be just fine but my mind keeps spiraling and uGH the loneliness hits and its so disgusting 👹👹 take care of yourselves people.

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · May 23

every month, every week and day has been difficult after difficult and i'm scared i'll never be able to have an air bubble amidst all this. i've seen and lived through a lot but sometimes i wonder if it's all worth it. what if my goals are cut short? what if i never be able to help people before i

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Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · May 23

i know how tough it's been on you. you're doing so good. i love you. 🤍🫂

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Apr 21

i'll always wish him the best wherever he goes and whatever he does because he is such an amazing person. i just hope he feels that way someday. he is so loved and treasured by so many people. i want his last stream to be a totsu so that people can tell him that. i need him to listen, not reflect.

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Apr 21

i am definitely in a slump after the news, because that character is such a huge safe space for me. i know he's not going anywhere but it's so painful regardless. at the same time i'm so so happy for him for taking the step of becoming something more and more.. him, i suppose. i really do love him.

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Mar 17

it hasn't been the nicest month, i do believe that things are getting better though. i'm writing again, enjoying music again, enjoying being just.. awake? i guess. reading has been awesome!! i like going back to books or fics ive read previously and it's my favorite thing ever.

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Jan 6

EHEHEVEBEBHBEHEHEHHE

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Dec 27

hello new year wish takers (what.) please. please. ONE magnificent psyborg collab at the minimum.
please. please.

😔

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Jan 6

i thought i was dreaming but uhh

our psyborg prayers have been answered.

thank you fulgur 😮‍💨 i never lost hope but sometimes you need a lil kick and i just got the biggest kick 🏎️🏎️🏎️

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Jan 1

your growth is something that makes so many people proud seeing. i'm incredibly glad you are here with us. though i don't know you well enough, i still think you are a very precious person. i hope for this year, you can do the things you have in mind and strive for much more. take care, as always. 🤍

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Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Jan 1

happy new year!!! for this year.. well, i generally don't have goals so let's all just be healthy, happy and together. take care of ourselves and do all the things we love.

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Dec 27

hello new year wish takers (what.) please. please. ONE magnificent psyborg collab at the minimum.
please. please.

😔

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Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Dec 18

this year so many people have wished me a happy birthday, i'm so so grateful. i thought it'd just be another day lmao

i'm glad to be wrong for once 🤍

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Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Dec 18

i stare at B4 like:

vitamins?😟😟😟😟

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Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Dec 18

thank you rachel 🥺🤍🤍🤍

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Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Dec 18

i mean i don't understand them... so 😭

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Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Dec 18

birthday!!!! 😆😆😆😞😞

0 plans, family is away, no friends that i would want to celebrate with

so im going to be playing league (probably)

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Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Dec 16

I HATE ASKING PEOPLE FOR STUFFhelp

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Dec 16

i'm so freaking glad that you feel this way, finally 😭 can't wait to see it🤍 having said that i too should probably start being more selfish. my journey of learning to "give less" has been a long one.

(ivebeentryingtofindawaytowordthis can i get a happy early birthday 😥 its on 18th!!😨🫵sorry😭😭)

Lee 🐈‍⬛🪷 @deathlymist.bsky.social · Dec 14

i feel this. very much. i've lost all my best friends following 6~ years. all due to their choices in life. it hurts, it changes you and how you think. i wish the best for you vemy, always. 🤍

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