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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 23h

To whoever gifted me a hair care product via my throne; thank you so much. 💛🦆

Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

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Thank you so much for reading through and sticking with me.

If you'd like to support me through this rough time it's so greatly appreciated. Help would go towards everyday expenses like travelling, food, and childcare costs.

Ko-fi: ko-fi.com/ducc
Throne: throne.com/ducc

💛🦆

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

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Thank you so much for reading through and sticking with me.

If you'd like to support me through this rough time it's so greatly appreciated. Help would go towards everyday expenses like travelling, food, and childcare costs.

Ko-fi: ko-fi.com/ducc
Throne: throne.com/ducc

💛🦆

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

F) If you feel you need proof to believe any of these points that I have made, please DM me, and I will talk things through with you with relevant, suitably redacted screenshots as they contain real names, faces, and numbers.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

E) I am keeping replies limited/off on these posts. Too many notifications gives me anxiety. Am so grateful, don't get me wrong, I've just gotta try and protect my brain the best I can.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

D) So, to summarise content creation;

1) ASMR channel will take as much priority as I can give it.
2) Art on ko-fi (static art will always stay PWYW).
3) Occasional stream, perhaps, when life eases up on me.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

C) Ko-fi shop: I have recently drawn so many new emotes to upload to the shop. They will be uploaded as soon as possible, hopefully over this weekend. Ko-fi is also the best way to support me. Follow me over there to be one of the first to see the new shop uploads.

ko-fi.com/ducc/shop

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

B) I want to focus on my ASMR channel. This way I can still create, but take my time recording and editing with no strict schedule. I'd greatly appreciate it if you'd subscribe.

youtube.com/@moonbirdiea...

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

CONTENT CREATION GOING FORWARD:

A) Streams are on an indefinite hiatus. I am constantly exhausted and cannot muster the energy to shower, let alone stream. This does not mean I am abandoning content creation.

Tentative plan in next post:

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

9) As the colder weather kicks in, am in more and more pain with my EDS. My joints lock up, am prone to more subluxations and injuries.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

8) I am questioning my gender identity. I have said in a previous post but will reinstate it here; please do not use she/her for me, please use they/them, until I am brave enough to speak up about it. Perhaps after talking with my therapist about it all.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

7) Speaking of my mental health; I am seeing a new therapist. It is extremely intensive psychotherapy and it's wrecking me inside out. This coupled with being off my meds means that am currently living in mental health hell. The thoughts have been horrific and am struggling to cope.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

6) Said ex husband keeps going away on holiday leaving the children with me for long periods of time. I haven't been able to take care of myself, not been able to pick up my medication, so I have been off my Duloxetine for nearly two weeks now. The withdrawal is hell.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

5) I have had to take out credit cards. I am currently in approximately £500 worth of CC debt. I know this is my own fault but it's the only way I have been able to keep barely afloat. I am being financially screwed by my ex husband.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

4a) they do not carry out this behaviour when in the care of their father. They do not misbehave at his house the way they do when they are with me.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

4) Again, RE; the kids. Am having behavioural problems with both of them; destroying my things that I cannot afford to replace, flooding my kitchen and bathroom causing water damage, causing property damage. I know they're kids, but they're at the age when they know right from wrong, and;

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

3a) Said ex husband is being emotionally and verbally abusive towards me once again. He's roping his girlfriend in to do the same; threatening me with court and potential jail time over matters.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

3) Unfortunately a potentially messy custody battle has started between my ex husband and I. I have to seek legal advice and get lawyers involved. If I can't get free legal advice, am gonna have to work my arse off to work something else out.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

2) My dad: He was diagnosed with Functional Neurological Disorder. He's really not well, and it's like he's constantly having strokes, without them being strokes. It might be different for *your* relative with FND, but that's how it is for my family at the moment. We do not think he will get well.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

1) The relative who is actively passing away is fighting like hell, but he *is* EoL. He's delirious, forgetting who we are, forgetting all kinds of things. Spending what time we can to make peace as it was a tumultuous relationship.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 1d

Ducc Update:

A thread of posts🧵

RE: My current situation, what's going on with content creation moving forward, new projects and such.

Appreciate you reading through to the end.

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Batpool @theoriginalbatpool.bsky.social · 1d

@ducc.uk thought of you

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

- Battling on how to deal with a new gender identity that am not ready to talk about yet. All I'll say is please don't use she/her for me anymore.
- Ignoring my piling credit card debt lol
- ko-fi shop update soon!!

Notifs are still off as am just so fucking overwhelmed right now, my apologies. 💛

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

Update:

- Still learning how to live life with my dad's newly dx'd illness.
- Family member is still in the process of leaving us. he's experiencing the "surge".
- Went off the rails with my MH but am working on getting myself stable again.
- Potentially having to face a custody battle. Yay.

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 5d

Hopefully *this* evening. I've been drawing non-stop. 💛

Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 8d

New emotes & other art coming to my ko-fi shop this evening. I've really appreciated the help so far; unfortunately extortionate travel costs have run the well dry, so am gonna be offering you new art to pick up, & perhaps tip for. All help is appreciated, including shares 💛

ko-fi.com/ducc/shop

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Ducc [See Pinned] 🦆 | VTuber @ducc.uk · 8d

New emotes & other art coming to my ko-fi shop this evening. I've really appreciated the help so far; unfortunately extortionate travel costs have run the well dry, so am gonna be offering you new art to pick up, & perhaps tip for. All help is appreciated, including shares 💛

ko-fi.com/ducc/shop

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