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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · Oct 6

yahaha you found me!!

stuff that will probably be posted on here:
📸 selfies/irl pics
😿 anxiety/depression stuff
☕ venting about work lol
🚫 occasionally some ED stuff (in case that's triggering)
🎮 viddy games and movies and shows
💜 whatever else i wanna talk about!!!

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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 4h

im kinda tired of everything I care about feeling like a joke but also i put myself in the position to be made fun of all the time to fend off actual criticism so that's that I guess

myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 4h

i think bc im nearing the end of my 20s and im just in a shitty no entry level required hospitality job that im already regretting how ive spent a lot of my adult life and im gonna regret it if I don't at least try. but who knows

myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 5h

that said its something I really actually give a shit about. physics degree was a panic attempt at doing something academic parents wouldn't be mad at me for. audio engineering is something I do enjoy and have interest in but mostly as a vehicle for being able to make stuff

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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 5h

having it as a side hobby thing kinda shields me from getting upset if I make something shit and makes my mediocrity feel ok cause I can justify it as like "well it's not my job ive got other stuff going on"

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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 5h

maybe I should give up on the audio engineering job shit and just try and make it as an artist but also failing at that would probably hurt way more

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Kuru Kuru Kururin @marcophilia.bsky.social · 1d

kass doodle before starting the day

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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 1d

i have not spoken to him since I was like 16/17 im a fully grown fag now i have had my entire adult life to become a christian hating homo please leave me alooone

myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 1d

youth worker I knew from church is living in my area which is CRAZY because I thot he moved to australia a decade ago and now we're just in the same part of glasgow. and he finally recognised me and sent me a message and im like oagh . do not talk to me please

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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 2d

playing with aseprite im gonna make pixel furrys and gonna make em wiggle

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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 2d

imagine if guy fawkes had managed to do it. that would've been so awesome

myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 2d

Ive also done so much writing for the album I wanna make after the ep too lmao. i do not wanna think too far ahead but like it's kinda crazy knowing what I'm gonna be working on through til 2028 besides maybe a single or 2 in 2027. da lazypines roadmap

myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 2d

like a lot of work doesn't necessarily mean there's a lot to show and that's ok. like writing it and being happy with it is half of the whole process and even then shit will keep changing right up until I put it out

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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 2d

I need to remember ive not been unproductive bc ive not finished the 3 singles I planned bc I have almost fully written and done demos for the next ep like that was my other main music goal this year which was to have ep3 pretty much ready to go ham on as soon as 2026 starts

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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 2d

i have da song written I have da demo mostly done so I know what im doing maybe I can whack out this last single in a month and ill have stuck to my goal

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Cashew @mintcashew.bsky.social · 2d

close shave ✨

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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 9d

I know the year isn't up but I don't think I'll finish my 3rd single I planned by the end of the year. maybe I will but it does worry me that I set a very simple goal of finishing 3 songs and I may have failed to achieve that

myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 9d

half of it is me worried about how it comes across and the other half is me actually looking at it critically and going hmm. Hmm. I would not be proud to release this / if someone else released this I think it would be bad

myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 9d

i will go insane if I never make this ep but at the same time ive never redrafted stuff as much as this its making me insane anyway

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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 9d

it is so hard to write stuff about how I feel about fuckin faith and god and christian stuff without sounding like a spoiled brat who hates their parents or a total reddit atheist im genuinely questioning if I wanna keep working on this or if I should pivot over to my other project

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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 9d

struggling with some of the tracks for this ep but had a urethra moment where I realised a half finished song I've had kicking around for ages will work well and I know how to finish that song now so yay yippee

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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 9d

Oaghh saw it a week or so ago. really really good but extremely strong TW for sexual assault

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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 9d

I have to give myself a date to just quit. if I am still working there this time next year I think I need to just leave for my own sanity

myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 9d

🤏 this close to just walking out especially on hour 6 of making coffees and I just wanted to do literally anything else besides have a verbal brawl about soup portion sizes and milk temperatures of the coffee machine. like this is not worth anything to me

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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 9d

legitimately one of the worst work weekends ive ever had

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myst 💜✨🏳️‍🌈 @feelsbadscoob.bsky.social · 11d

work was so hell getting home was so hell and ive got to do it all again tomorrow