Amy
@furbuki.bsky.social
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Fujoshi ● she/her ● 24y ● Alphinaud's girlfriend ● Furina IS the best girl☝️ Meatbun ● shota enjoyer ● MDNI🔞 https://furbuki.straw.page/
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Please give naeuri love, hes so sweet @/naeuriii.bsky.social and his art is amazing!!!!!
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Yesterday naeuri drew this to me as a present, I was so happy that I legit cried a little haha🥹 look at them please they are so adorable

"to amy"god😭😭 they will be in my room forever and ever
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#caramachiart #calyx #eald'narche #ffxiv
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Thank you for undstanding 😢
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Thank you fives;_; I feel sad but I need to have more space to myself. I will still post but thats it, if anyone needs me I still have my discord... for now I will be chilling in my little cave (priv)
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This is exactly it.. I don't mind if youre a freak (Im one too!!) Im here exactly bc I wanna share with people who likes the same things as me! But theres also boundaries and space to respect I wish they could understand that🥹

And please don't think like this its not anyone fault but them
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I created a priv account to cool down for a week and it's feels so nice, its like having my bubble again, its safe, it's confortable. I can breath.

This is whats happening these last months. I will probably not interact here much eitheir sorry, Im just very sensible rn
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And now Im so stressed that anyone that say something a little off to me, my blood boils. I don't even reconize myself sometimes. I thought of nuking my account so many times these past weeks i still do tbh
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Im so paranoid and stressed I did not wished for this, I do not draw for these people. The THOUGHT of them seeing my art, and liking makes me wanna legit throw up I feel sick in my estomach and anxiety fucks kill me. I hate them so much I wish them gone please
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Fuck I don't know these people, I don't know none of them, we are not friends, we are not close. Its like someone offering a sweet first and then invading my place, Im so scared, Ive blocked them but if i do they come again with the alt. If i close my dm they fill my straw page
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But with that it also came a lot and I mean A LOT. of guys trying to web sex, people dumping my DM with porns that i did not asked for (it wasnt even related to ffxiv), people sending me unasked nudes, try to include me into their sexual fantasy. And they all started with "hey your art its so nice😊"
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I just suddenly got hyperfixed on alphi and ali, and at the beggining when few ffxiv people followed me there it was really nice, everyone was nice and sweet with me.

On april to july I got a lot of followers out of no where, which from artist pov anyone would be happy and so I was!!
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In a long explanation,

I. never received much attention into my art, as a matter of fact my account on tt it was originally a fan account. I just casually dropped some drawings here or there.

I made a lot of friends there, it was my little peaceful and comfort bubble
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Thank you for your concern, this is might be a long thread so my apologies in advance

In a very short explanation, weird people says weird shit to me and I have be tanking this for a while. But Im so fed up rn I can't help but be paranoid
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They triggered my anxiety and I cant fucking sleep and its always with Alisaie, alwaysoh my gosd I wanna trow up
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Everytime I post. Everytime seriously Im so tired I don't think I can do this anymore
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"Alisaie would never look at me like that" no shit mf SHES LOOKING AT ALPHI NOT YOU!!! im not drawing for you you narcisist dumb fuck🖕🖕🖕
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I need everyone to know that whenever I draw alisaie with a smug/tease smile it's because of alphinaud. Shes looking at him. This is for her so dearest brother
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Did you? 🥹 I missed you too
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this is why i dont like how im getting followers here like dont get me wrong I'm obviously grateful for everyone who gave and still gives me support but Im scared of my bubble turn the same as twitter.
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Like I know I'm a nsfw account i get it, but sometimes I post something to be haha funny or wholesome and yet someone will make it about sex or break my personal boundaries and its tiring im so tired.
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i feel so unsafe on twitter like its genually making me depressed, I love that account so much I made so many friends there. But now I feel like if I post ''ate churros today yippie'' somebody will send me a dm with a sexual comment about it
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LALAA THANK YOUU 🫶🫶 greek alphi is eating my brain he looks so😵‍💫😵‍💫