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i am tired of loving you. i am tired of grasping grief like a root in the stumbling dark.
holyaches.bsky.social
the darker the fruit, the sweeter. i ask him if he's okay with that. he's mean, i'm meaner. my baby says that he's not afraid of that.
holyaches.bsky.social
to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die.
holyaches.bsky.social
i desire the things that will destroy me in the end.
holyaches.bsky.social
you care for me. i feel it like an ax in my chest.
holyaches.bsky.social
you are killing me, and you are keeping me from dying. that is love.
holyaches.bsky.social
you are never not in my thoughts. part of me wants to set you on fire and hold you while the flame consumes us both, to eat your heart so i know that only i possess it entirely.
holyaches.bsky.social
there is blood everywhere and i am lost in it. i breathe blood, not air.
holyaches.bsky.social
i've loved everything about you that hurt.
holyaches.bsky.social
i don't mind waiting, if i know you're going to come back. and when you aren't here, i think of what you're doing.
holyaches.bsky.social
then i wouldn’t have to scream your name atop of every roof in the city of my heart, if i could see you, once more to see you.
holyaches.bsky.social
there's something disturbing about recalling a warm memory and feeling utterly cold.
holyaches.bsky.social
the reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.
holyaches.bsky.social
i will remember the kisses our lips raw with love and how you gave me everything you had and how i offered you what was left of me.
holyaches.bsky.social
i have become so like him that i might be his ghost.
holyaches.bsky.social
people need to be told they're worthy of being alive by someone else, or else they can't go on.
holyaches.bsky.social
girl frightened. girl destroyed. girl as a symptom. ᛤ girl in a paroxysm of rage. girl disappeared in a ᛤ death-like loss of feeling. girl as indescribable evil.
holyaches.bsky.social
if you wanted me dead, you should've just said.
holyaches.bsky.social
you're a defiant act of creation. you're a whole solar system pretending to be a person.
holyaches.bsky.social
in my head, i do everything right.
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i’m not used to being loved, i wouldn’t know what to do.
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what should i do …? my heart feels like it’s going to rip apart. even though i hate you more than anyone, i miss you more than anyone.
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i felt there was no point in telling anyone anything that was happening inside me.
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i could fall in love with you. i know i could. you could become my god.
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love of mine, someday you will die, but i'll be close behind. i'll follow you into the dark.