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feya / フィヤ
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i want to bed him.
hhhrnngrhr. rrrnnghr. biting him biting him
oh whoops you alr got it suggested and it doesnt seem to work, my bad
maybe Dark Reader might do it? i think theyve got a setting that just inverts a page's colors so theoretically it should turn a dark page light, but im not sure
oh. so we're giving teachers the ability to cane schoolkids again. okay. sure. i love to see my country backslide further and further from progress
mr prime minister the tenth. i thought my opinion of you cannot fall any lower and Yet, you continue to prove me wrong
whyst the fucketh is mr usamerican president coming to this country for the asean summit. why
any vampires wanna make out with me
ehe. ate like a whole bulb of roasted garlic
dont even look at my nyanbare personal tlsub. that play is full of onomatopoiea/verbal sfx so i. filled the subtitles with kaomoji
SO REAL when i did a personal tlsub of skypi i wrote henry's tehepero as (´>ω∂`)☆
i dont know how to live in the long-term. i dont see a farflung "future" to look forward to. all i have are the small things. i want to read the next fic update. i want to play the next esuri event. i want to maybe try and start drawing again and make a fanpv again. a lifeline of little things
i told her i stood at the top floor of the dorm building and looked down over the railing and Considered. but decided to "postpone" it to another day. another day, another day. i was just living every 24 hrs promising myself "not today"

i still live like that, to be honest. a mantra of "not today"
how to explain? my gramma is trying so hard to understand but she keeps trying to find a Cause. no, i was not bullied nor threatened nor ostracized in uni. i was just not able to be happy. i wish i could tell her how depression is. the fog that just keeps you lost
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windows is an angry parent, linux is a domme

"No. Absolutely not. Put that back. Sit down or I'm turning this car around." (crashes)
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"Are you sure about that, baby? If you are, say it to me again with confidence <3" (fucks up your life exactly as instructed)
frankly put, i think it might be genuinely better for me if i just repress all my gender thoughts again. if i simply refuse to think about it then thats just one less upsetting topic to constantly think about. like. will i be unhappy about it? yea, but there aint much else doable
oh god why is my phone keyboard doing the glitchy again. plEase
if thats the line from phantom that i think it is, ive personally tl'd it as "let us dance, o fellow competitors"? or smth along that. wait. squints. 競走? i thought its 競争?
oh i love how all my computer mice keep breaking their scroll wheels. surely i dont scroll that violently to warrant the damage?
i forget "dead fish" is right there when im mentally trying to tl maguro in That context. idk why my brain defaults to "pillow prince/ss" first when it doesnt sound nearly as insulting
i will pioneer and captain every citron rarepair, which is all of them except citoita and maybe guycito bcs citron doesnt rly get shipped at all which is so sad. i love citwon
........citojuza..................
as a seemingly natural evolution of my "citron dates everyone" hc i now have a fun new thing called "juza gets a lil crush on everyone" spinning around in my head
bought some at a petrol station
ah fuck. i didnt bring any of my painkiller meds. ow. ow. owww
geh. werewolfism? here? now? while im out here in the ricefields?
its very serene... but i can only tolerate living here for no longer than 2-3 days at a time orz, too much of a city guy