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#ednotsheeran | 22 yo | audhd + ocd arfid, bed, osfed/ednos just here for community and to yap ab my interests & complain ab shit HARM REDUCTION ADVOCATE!!! backup acc @dollhunger.bsky.social dnf: minors, fatphobes, bigots, anti-recovery

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · Nov 15

migrating from edtwt to edsky & curating ur own timeline guide:

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · Nov 15

tips/advisories for adults migrating from edtwt to edsky:

most of us are anti-fatphobia/toxicity! way friendlier here

add edsky feeds!!! & then add "mutuals" feed to ur home too & "popular with friends"- links below.

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 5d

miserable

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 5d

t*ktok shop

dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 15d

the white one is less spicy but more citrusy...

the "bold" one is more spicy but closer to takis flavor

but the white one is still close enough to mimic that flavor omg im going crazy i love this sm

dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 15d

bro. carrots dipped in this seasoning just annihilated my craving for takis

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 18d

its so miserable to know im destroying myself with sugar and i feel so out of control like i cant even stop even though i know my health is in danger

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 18d

i would but i feel like i would block you and then disappear out of embarrassment if i couldnt get back on track and i dont want to do that 😭

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 18d

i think imight be prediabetic again or developing t2..... cuz i just cant help myself with sugar. im hungry often and now the past few days ive been sleeping so much like im never awake. many other symptoms idk hoping my doc will put me on wl meds if i go see her though. dont want my blood drawn :(

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 18d

hi everyone i actually dont have like any money for the rest of the month so im hopeful i can actually start restricting again bc i wont have money to buy snacks. i feel so redundant and guilty coming here talking about what im dealing with but whatever.

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 27d

i wish i could restrict without counting

dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 27d

so i ate a ton of sugar last night and def regretting it but Man it was a hard night. my cat is ok tho he’s in recovery now at the hospital

dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 27d

cat went in for emergency surgery last night and it’s gonna cost up to 9k but i have pet insurance so i might only have to pay a few thousand instead of the full 9k. and my dad triggered the fuck out of me last night by telling me he hopes he doesn’t die mid surgery and it would be a waste of money

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 29d

i enjoy it. and then i eat too much.

idk wat to do either about all this. i dont want to put low cal shit on him. like if i make dinner... i want to feed tf out of him. i love getting food for him. and eating with him. but man ive just been eating so much and it sucks

dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 29d

also like having my bf live near me is very nice in so many aspects but man needs food all the time and its so tempting for me to eat so much with him

i get overwhelmed realizing i need a plan for dinner every night hes here. i dont want dinner most of the time but then i eat and

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 29d

i feel ashamed to even tell you guys this because i feel i should be able to control myself better ....... like i complain all the tiem man why dont i just do something about it!! why am i making myself suffer through binges

dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 29d

im so embarrassed and ashamed to be gaining again like i wasnt even skinny and i feel like i ruined all my progress and i feel like ill never have control like i did last august ever again

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 29d

omg i also have so many popular songs from this time period that also send me into a panic...... i cant listen to ad*le without wanting to throw up

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 29d

i dont have money for size inclusive small brands..... i hate that i have to have money to dress the way i want to if im big. i hate companies, i hate society, i hate the way everything is ran, i hate feeling so inferior. i need to get back down to a medium. i miss it so much. i need it.

dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 29d

i felt all my control slipping away from me. i hated going into the store knowing it would be a rare occurence to find anything in the juniors section that would even fit me. waddling over to the plus size section just to see styles only older women would wear... i felt my youth slipping away at 21

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 29d

honestly ik im big-ish but it baffles me a bit when im humbled by sizing. there are people who are much bigger than me and i feel so bad for them because stores are so fucking terrible with inclusivity. at my highest (which im literally less than 15 lbs away from) i was growing out of the xl size

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 29d

xl is still a straight size and you cant even stock much of that? im just supposed to look through the smaller sizes and feel the hatred of myself grow? to tearfully envy people who can wear them? i miss being a medium. i miss it so fucking bad. the convenience... the styles... the price point...

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 29d

im so fucking tired of myself. i went to a department store today and looked in the XL area (theres no plus size for juniors) and there was like a handful of clothes... none i wanted. but the medium and large sections were FULL of clothes. i dont get it. ik im big but wow bro

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 29d

and anytime i give myself a small treat... there is a change of over-indulgence. its a prison. i cant give myself a small treat. but i also want to because i know its healthy to sometimes do so. i have no control right now

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 29d

i dont even understand why i put myself through all of it. i hate being smelly bc of my farts.... i hate being in pain... i hate feeling like shit. why am i so addicted to sugar??? whyyyy i dont get it!!!!!!!! and carbs!!!! it feels impossible to stop because food is essential

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 29d

like (tmi) my farts have been lethal... i think i may have developed an intolerance to sugar bc they never used to be this bad when binging. but lately its been terrible. and i just had another episode of my leg hurting from inflammation i think? cuz i ate so much sugar

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dollie's spam ₊˚⊹♡ @hungerdoll.bsky.social · 29d

im back up to 202 lbs so ive gained like 15-20 lbs lmfaooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i need to lock in so bad i hate myself. idk why its been so hard to not binge. i dont get it. why am i so addicted to food. why am i addicted to sugar. i keep eating sugar and it makes me so unwell

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