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I really don’t know man. 🌈 27. She/her.
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The girl I met on hinge who I was consistently talking to all of last week hasn’t answered me since Monday lmao welp
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I like going out every once in awhile (and unfortunately most of my friends don’t like to at all) but I also like being home by 1 am, only having one drink, and don’t like absolutely packed places
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I enjoy going out every once in awhile (and unfortunately most of my friends don’t) but I’ve also realized I am too old for some of this stuff lol
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Anyways I really need a woman to pin me against a wall
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I’ve been on dating apps and looking at various queer events and organizations in the area thinking “wow this is such a great queer place to live” but I don’t think I could fully enjoy it bc I’m so connected to my closeted life here 😅
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There was a performative masc lesbian contest a week or two ago but I have no desire to go to these contests and just wanna party lol
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*hugs*

I live at home and am not out to my family but they’ll probably be fine when I come out but it’s more so the nature of all our jobs and the people we work with and know that have me just desperately wanting to move away lol
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Thanks it’s rough but also not the worst. I’ve found a way to still do things like go to gay/lesbian bars and pride but I so wish I could join one of the gay sports leagues and go to sapphic events without worrying 😩
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So I think it’s more just a competition rather than a party and I have no desire to be a contestant lol and also I just realized it’s on a Thursday so nvm I can’t go even if I wanted to 😩
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I live by one of the gayest cities and it’s so bittersweet bc there’s an incredible queer scene here but I don’t like knowing that I’m so entrenched in this city bc my parents, brother, and I know so many people here and I don’t want all these people to know I’m gay 😭
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Do you know how hard it is to live in a very very queer area that you grew up in but you have to be closeted due to various reasons and don’t think you could be comfortable being out bc you’re too connected to everything here lol 🙃
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Another dancer who was hired for the music video! There were like 10+ non-eras tour very well respected dancers who were hired (there were a couple who were Beyoncé’s dancers)
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I think they’re just showing the extended bit that was on YouTube?
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Yep like such an odd spot to put it unless it’s an identifier 👀
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I looked and this dancer uses emojis in all her captions and seems to be more of the free spirited type (I looked at her IG story lol) but using that rainbow emoji is an interesting choice 🤨
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My student interns have this issue where they take way too many photos and the one helping me today took over 1000 when they should’ve taken half of that at most 😐
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Do I go to the performative/evil femme party next weekend
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I grew up and live right outside of a major city so it’s just a different vibe than the rest of the state and there’s a half serious joke that we’ll secede from the rest of the state bc it’s so different 😭 (but it’s also where all the money comes from lol)
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Even the area where I live in is so different than the rest of the state that I have to differentiate it when telling people where I’m from 😭 and tbf I have no idea where any of the states in Australia are either lol
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Just wanted to remind everyone that Run Away with Me by Carly Rae Jepsen is one of the best songs ever (and so incredibly queer coded)
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I need more friends who like to go out bc I need a drink lol