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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 17m

based?!?!

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

Because like. My sexuality is so close to just being lesbian. Saying im pan feels so disingenuous because like 95 percent of my attraction is to women.
Why couldnt i have just been slightly different, enough to be able to actually call myself a lesbian without it being this huge mess?

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

I wish i could sand off my rough edges. Retcon the crushes i had on guys i when i was younger, burn the attraction out of my mind so i could finally belong.

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

What am i supposed to do? I wish i had community but i cant slot cleanly into any of the boxes for labels of who actually belongs.
Was i just made to always be an outcast?

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

Am i just a liar? Is there no community out there i can actually belong in? Can i even call this impostor syndrome at this point?

What's wrong with me?

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

And wouldnt someone whose actually trans have put in the effort to get back onto hrt instead of wallowing in dysphoria, too scared to make a phone call?

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

Is any of me even real? Cant call myself a lesbian because i find men hot sometimes, cant call myself pan or bi because i dont want to actually be with a man, cant relate to a lot of ace people because kink has a lot of importance to me.

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

Romantically.
Trans woman but also still exploring the idea of genderfluidity.
And also off of hrt for a bit now, not by choice but. But i keep procrastinating going to a doctor to get back on because of anxiety.

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

The more i think about this the more it bothers me.
Im ace but not sex repulsed, and do enjoy kink topics.
Somewhat aro but i spent so much of my time growing up obsessed with romance.
Not interested in anyone sexually, aesthetic attraction regardless of gender, but only interested in women-

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

Its literally just terf shit slightly repackaged to look more progressive.

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

I have been hurt so fucking often by cis people. Ive reached a point in my life where i only really feel like i can trust other trans women. I dont like feeling this way. I didnt want to feel this way. This sucks.

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

Frankly i dont know if i want to hear the term "girlcock" come out of a cis person's mouth ever again, and the amount of cis women using the term "cissy" in kink spaces makes me genuinely nauseous. Taking a trans trauma and repackaging it for cis submissive pleasure is so fucking vile.

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

And it happens with chasers too. Ive seen so many "trans inclusive" kink spaces where trans women are objectified, and cis women also do that shit.

The amount of repulsive, awful shit cis women who "accept us" have said still makes me feel queasy.

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

One of the most famous and dangerous transphobes out there is a wealthy cis woman.

Trans women grow up learning about a feminism that will never include them. We're taught to flinch at the concept of feminism, and to this day are treated like a part of us is poisoned and predatory by nature.

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

Ive seen so many people say that men are the only ones to blame for transphobia and as a trans woman thats just. Blatantly not true.

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

Also while im on my soapbox and getting things off my chest, im really irritated with how much people minimize the harm cis women can inflict on trans women.

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

Yeah. I mean so many of these people will gleefully tell people that are very frequently trans women that they "cant call themselves lesbians" with zero awareness of how that sounds.
Im fucking tired.

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

And if you come in here to tell me that im actually just pan or that im just lesbian, know youre no fucking better than people who would tell me to "just pick a side".

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

Actually fuck it ill say this too. If youre one of those people that gets really fucking weird about people using the term "pan lesbian" or "bi lesbian" get the fuck off my page, leave the identity policing to tumblr.

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

Yeah. I mean this is a slightly different issue but on tumblr and discord ive seen so much harassment because pan and lesbian are both important labels to mu sexuality. Im so fucking tired of people being harassed over such insignificant shit.

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

Online harassment culture is fucking awful and perpetuating it reeks of 4chan.

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Jester! @jestergirlhrt.bsky.social · 2d

Since people are talking about it again just to make my stance clear, proship/anti discourse is the most terminally online waste of time ive ever seen.

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Juniper "Not BB" Abaddon @juniedreamcast.bsky.social · 2d

I'm sorry to keep boosting this, but things are getting rough and I really need some help, especially considering I don't get paid until next week. I'm starting to run out of options.

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