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I deserve this
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Losing it! 😩

The art of slow passionate kissing 🥺 the little intimate moments when you catch each others breath, pulling away slightly and they pull you in closer, kissing down your neck, grabbing booty, biting lips, tongues dancing 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Gosh I absolutely love kissing intentionally 😩
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If I go to therapy , I’m talking that persons head off 😭😭😭😭

I don’t need to talk about my feelings, I need to do the therapy that helps you tap into your emotions and feel out your feelings — starts with an S
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No seriously. I told my friend that the last make out session I had healed so something in me.

I was so damn happy for days still thinking about it 😭
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Tbh I think being a bad kisser is a hard no for me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

If I don’t feel a tingle down my spine when our lips touch, it ain’t it 😭
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It’s so powerful 😭😭
Maybe it’s the Disney girl in me but like kisses literally breaks spells and reveal true love 😭😭😭😭😭

I know that’s super dramatic but it’s really that great even done right!
justlovekayla.bsky.social
I get it, I love it, I need it!

It’s really such a fun activity with someone you really really really like
justlovekayla.bsky.social
My grandma got married to the love of her life in her 40s, my mom is getting married to the love of her life as she turns 50. My aunt got her masters degree close to 60. My aunt (that I forementioned) just bought her first house at 38 🥳

plenty of examples showing me that life gets better with age!
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And that’s why I’m apart of the minority of people who actually loves getting older. I want to get older. I don’t wanna be 17 forever. High school was not my prime. I don’t wanna be young and naive forever when I can be wiser and successful 🥺

I just keep getting better and better with age.
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My aunt who’s 11 years older than me, gosh I love her so much. She made being in her twenties look like sooooo much fun! When I was 12-15 she was 23-26, going out with her friends, having a job, getting her first apartment 🥺

I didn’t care that my life sucked… I wanted to get to my twenties to LIVE
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My childhood was not that bad. It’s just… the bullying almost made me suicidal & the only thing that made me keep going was the idea that it would get better when I’m older. I had hope that my life would be better…

Adulthood seemed like the best escape.
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I basically give myself therapy when I psychoanalyze myself and my past…

It’s not easy and the revelations sometimes come out of nowhere but I need it.
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girllll… I might have a gift lol

I’ve been told I could write a book, the way I story-tell intimacy, fantasy, and sex 😭
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She was one of my first real girl crushes though. So I’ll never forget that.
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If you’re wondering, I didn’t tell her that I had a crush on her in middle school. I didn’t think it was necessary to say lol
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through them — we weren’t friends in middle school, but it was so nice to hear her side of things…

She actually mentioned how she didn’t like the way the kids treated and spoke about me in school. She remembered… that was a shock to me but it was nice to hear.
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Then funny enough, he started to date the girl I had a crush on later on in 8th grade.

I reacquainted with that girl this year. She booked a session w/ me. She asked me if I had a crush on him fr. I said yeah. She said he was the worst 😭😭 omg she still had her middle school yearbooks so we went
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to get a reaction out of me… eventually I snapped and told them it’s not funny and to leave me the hell alone, and they thought I was being overly dramatic bc it was just a joke…

Fuck I really forgot all of this until recently. You couldn’t pay me to be in middle school again.
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time had stopped me outside of math class and told me she overheard them talking about the prank in the hallway…

We all took the bus together, so when I got on the bus, one of his friends sat next to me and asked me about the note and I completely ignored her. She was calling me all types of names,
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The pranks were so mean.

His friends would log onto his Facebook and message me, fake flirt with me, which made me think he actually liked me… I didn’t know it was all fake until I did.

Had him give me a note, asking to go out on a date, I was so excited, I was like 13. My best friend at the
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I realized that I’ve subconsciously associated liking someone with the feeling of embarrassment bc when I was younger… kids teased me and pulled pranks on me when they found out I had a crush on someone.

It was so embarrassing & its had an effect on me subconsciously