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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Sep 12

I have a job interview on Monday, potentially starting an evening course to become a counselor on Tuesday.
I have things that may positively change my life.

Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Sep 12

I just start getting the negative thoughts appearing, and that's when I know I'm having a blip. Thoughts like "I'm so stupid" or "I hate myself" but then I realise, I don't actually. I'm just having a moment

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Sep 12

It is sad that after your therapy sessions are done, you have to fend for yourself and continue using what you've learned.

My mental health is dipping, but I am more self-aware. And I know why it's dipped. Being too busy and not having time to relax triggered it.

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Aug 26

Maybe cause of all the trauma I've been through. I just want to look after cats 🐈

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Aug 26

I have noticed that everyone i went school with have kids and are married.

I don't even have the dream of having kids and I'm 30 next year. Getting married yeh when it happens. But having kids, I don't expect to have any. I'm quite content with how my life is now

It might change but yeh

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Aug 26

Maybe it's anxiety. Maybe it's being scared if i get it wrong. Maybe I'm just a ball of mess 🥲

Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Aug 26

If I'm put on the spot as someone asks me a question, I forget everything that I know, even if it's someone's face.

I remember this happening in school, and I couldn't point out the guy who was bullying me cause I forgot what he looked like despite him doing it every day 🫠

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Aug 24

Gimme a tree, let me sit, let me chill, let me feel their energy 🌳

A orange hair girl sat on a branch of a tree with Ghost vest, shorts and trainers, looking to the right

A orange hair girl sat on a branch of a tree with Ghost vest, shorts and trainers, looking at the camera infront

Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Aug 24

I have to give myself a proper bedtime routine but at the same time I can't be arsed doing it but again at the same time, I struggle to sleep after a productive day and I just want to sleep 🙃

Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Aug 22

Finished Season 1 of Iron Blooded Orphans. I think this series is my favourite up to now!

Onwards to season 2

#gundam #ironbloodedorphans

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Aug 21

Created a green and blue Gundam deck. Participating in a win a box on Saturday. Will this deck help??? I hope so 🙏

Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Aug 19

Oooh that's pretty neat!! I need to get more cards but I'm excited for the next decks. Plus the GD02 booster box. I want to make a mean deck too xD

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Aug 18

I'll be trying Seed Strike on Wednesday! But I do enjoy Zeon Rush a lot. Replaced some cards in the deck with other cards so gonna see how that works out

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Aug 17

Hyper fixated on Gundam 🤖
Spent today sorting my cards into my binder and improving/creating decks. I currently main Zeon Rush deck. I've got Seed Strike and made a Heroic Beginning deck from the cards I collected.

Which decks are you currently playing Pilots??

#gunpla #gundam #tcg #bandai

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Aug 5

If anyone is interested Twitch.com/leemyghoul

Twitch

Twitch is the world

Twitch.com

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Aug 5

I completed my first stream back on Twitch and it was a lot of fun! I'm in a better mental state i think to try it again.

Stay tuned for next stream this Friday 4pm BST!

Picture of me with a monster energy drink and my pc monitor with dead by daylight playing and my prints on the wall

Me smiling and saying thank you to those who turned up to my stream and feeling good

Dead by daylight is shown on my pc monitor with art prints on the wall.

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Jul 16

Since coming off Venlaflaxine and moving onto Mirena Coil, I've lost the weight and returned back to my appetite of not eating enough 🙃

Looking at food, eating food, makes me feel icky again 🙃 and I thought i got over that

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Jul 3

Then my partner jolts in bed making me jump 🙃

Anxiety is fun

Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Jul 3

Anxiety likes playing tricks on me when I'm sleeping in another country or just any new place. Always alert with weird noises, thinking something is going to happen when there isn't 🙃

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Jun 29

I think after my holiday to Italy and Switzerland, I'll be ready for cold weather to return.

Kinda miss wearing cardigans and hot chocolate 🍫 I won't miss the depression that'll come with it tho 😅

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · Jun 29

I really don't like bags that you have to hold.

A backpack or over the shoulder bag is perfect for me, but there are really cool handbags that I wish I could use without getting irritated holding it 😭

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · May 25

Silly Billy xD

Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · May 23

I'm glad to hear!

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · May 23

I hope you feel better soon Halvarr

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Leemy @leemyghoul.bsky.social · May 23

😂😂😂