Lily
@lilypheria.bsky.social
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lvl 30+ | nsfw | she/her | ffvii | sefikura, zakkura, zangeal & others | fic author | reading | gaming | https://archiveofourown.org/users/lilypheria
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And my excitement for FFVII is finally coming back and I'm so happy about it
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First I binged @errantnight.bsky.social's fics (top tier, definitely recommend everything from them!!) and then finished reading Traces of Two Pasts. Today has been a really good reading day and now I'm excited to write 🥰
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Finally finished reading Traces of Two Pasts
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Before I moved to my own apartment I spent hours sprawled on the floor in my sister's room, writing stories in my notebooks, while watching her play. Oh those times
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Nothing is more nostalgic than watch @kanassus.bsky.social play our childhood games again
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Managed to write 2,2k today 🥰 I'm satisfied with that
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DRAGON SEPHIROTH—

(obviously two 🥺)
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Iron supplements have been acquired and started. I really hope they'll help with getting more energy back lol
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I'm trying... it's not easy lol
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It's absolutely hilarious bc my sis @kanassus.bsky.social also sports a very low ferritin rn 😂
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My ferritin is 26 (when its 13-150) so. I hope I can find something that won't mess up my stomach
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Gonna go buy iron supplements today lmao
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Yeah 😭 I'm actively working through stuff but it's not easy when my mental health in general is so bad

Thank you 🩷🩷 I hope this'll start to improve
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Thank you 🥺🩷
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I'm fairly sure it's partly bc my depression hasn't been this bad in a while but... yeah. I just feel hopeless rn
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I KNOW what the issue is. I know it's my own fault. But my brain just fucking refuses to make this better
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I need to learn to write for my own enjoyment again but I have absolutely no idea how to do that. I was so excited to write last night, this morning it all went down the drain bc I hadn't gotten a single comment while I'd been sleeping
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I had such a genuinely good idea to continue writing and I haven't done a thing for it. Sigh
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les amis 🥺❤️‍🩹

#clairobscur #expedition33 #monoco #verso #esquie
group hug by the clair obscur expedition 33 characters Verso, Monoco and Esquie
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I just woke up, I'm on my period and I'm more emotional than usually but still. This stings so much rn
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I'm trying SO HARD. So hard not to let it bother me or discourage me. I only updated yesterday so more comments probably will still come.

Still it doesn't feel good when I got ONE after posting. One. I still keep feeling like I'm a shit writer lmaoo
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I guess I just have to learn not to rely on comments so much lmao
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I was reading sefikura and was just suddenly struck with an epiphany

I need Sephiroth's POV in Love Pretend. Gonna add them as interludes hehe