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🕰️✨meet me in my midnights diary - a look at taylor swift’s midnights music videos

🧵 this thread will explore the connections between taylor swift’s “anti-hero”, “bejeweled”, “karma”, & “lavender haze” music videos and how they paint a larger more cohesive story
a woman sitting on a small bench wearing a yellow sparkly top and resting her arm hold a glass on top of her knee
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yeah i go back and forth with tross but this has to be the loudest taylor’s been in a while abt lily other than any 127s with her jewellery
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wanna hang out. just not like that because i know i will be stressed and tired
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no literally, like i have to be in the mood to go out like that. i can’t be switched on all the time with that much energy, i barely have enough energy rn for the very “casual” days i have rn. it takes me a lot of energy to do things. and like you said, it’s not that i don’t wanna hang out, i do
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yeah i agree, i dont think we’re at the end yet. i think we’re right near the end as you said but we aren’t quite there.
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trueee, i could totally see her doing that for sure. like, creating space for artists like sabrina to step into as their more authentic selves early in their career like taylor wasn’t able to do is really cool
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like i’m trying to get better at communicating what i need to people but i don’t wanna sound annoying for doing so, idk :/
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thanks, yeah it’s just one of those things for me i think. i hate saying no to people but i also know what i need rn and its to not be out somewhere noisy surrounded by very drunk people. i texted them and they were chill abt it all but i still feel guilty about flaking on them?
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yeah it’s so normalised here, like every social event is centred around alcohol basically. i’m not against drinking but i’m just not in the best place health-wise to atm for that, if that makes sense? like, i texted them and they were cool about it but hate saying no to things last minute like that
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passing the torch to sabrina so taylor can step into the next chapter of her life would be so sentimental honestly and taylor clearly thinks very highly of her. as much as we’d love it to be, i dont think things will be the same popularity/career wise for taylor when she comes out, so it makes sense
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like, i said yes before i realised that it meant allocating a lot more energy then i have rn and now i feel like a flaky friend for saying no even tho i know if i went i wouldn’t have enjoyed it

idk if anyone else has that issue but im just like 🫠🫠🫠 i just wanna melt into my bed with my books rn
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having a mini rant bc i’m feeling sad rn after i bailed on my friends who asked me to go out drinking tn and i was just totally not feeling it and am really not ready for that yet at all but i feel shitty for saying no bc i know they just wanna see me now that i’m home but i don’t wanna drink rn.
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no they were talking about dating lesbian swifties and saying that they dated a lesbian swiftie once and she was psycho and all the people in the comments were either agreeing or dragging lesbians for liking taylor
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that would make bread the performance and wine the truth then maybe

her body is what she puts on show, her blood is what fuels it but can never show
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i think i’ve somehow ended up on taylor-anti tik tok bc tell me why i just saw a video from a lesbian creator hating on lesbian swifties and everyone shitting on lesbian swifties in the comments. like what is going on in the world 😭
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she mentioned it on her jimmy fallon interview here!
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it’s quite similar to what she’s questioning in elizabeth taylor. can she have the fame and the love? does she want both? also plays into the narrative that a few songs on tloas are actually about us & the fans

she’s grappling with her desire to break free and determination to stay the course.
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also, i wonder if part 14 could be about taylor as the showgirl noticing gaylors and wishing the general fans would actually pay attention to us. like, using the tour imagery as a metaphor for how she must perform in general all the time.
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that’s how it ends but the woman is still has to find her way home 🤷

it reminds me of giant ME! taylor walking home in the anti-hero music video
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when u read pt 11 it seems like the journey won’t be over yet

“Finally, she reaches a house that looks like all the others. But it is not like the others. Because it is hers. There are figures in the window, anxiously awaiting her return home… And as she watches, the flame🕯️ finally🕯️flickers🌬️OUT 🎃”
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this section of part 10 sticks out to me: Your heart beats red and hot and furious in your chest. Isn’t that a magnificent thing! A knock sounds on the door from the other side

❤️‍🔥 🚪
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just saw a tt with 2 million views ripping taylor for “intimidating” olivia rodrigo when she danced to her performance at the grammys and i-

they’re turning on her rn 😣
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the way she just keeps wearing it but hiding it is hurting my head. like the most recent pic from may with it turned combined with tay calming about turning her ring around at selena’s wedding 😵‍💫