is this hurt no comfort 💔🥀

i know you'll be with me when I walk down the aisle. I try not to be sad, but it hurts. I hope you know you're my hero. I love you so much, daddy. Can you see me? I miss you, daddy.

I try not to cry, daddy, but it's hard. I really miss you, daddy. Can you see me? It's been ten years daddy, I'm in highschool. I made honor roll. I hope you're proud of me. I'm also on the soccer team. Can you see me on the field? I started thinking about colleges, do you think I could be a doctor?

I can even open my eyes when I'm underwater. Can you see me? I miss you, daddy. It's been five years daddy. I'm in fifth grade now. I really like computers, but math is hard. Mommy lets me sleep in one of your tshirts, I think it still smells like you. i dont need to sleep with the light on anymore.

It's been a year daddy, I really really miss you. Mommy says your safe now, in a beautiful place called heaven. We had your favorite dinner tonight, and I ate it all up, even though I don't like carrots. I learned how to swim this summer.

i just found atyd from james's pov pls dont do this to me rn

ao3 are you there
make a noise if you can hear us