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Mes ๐Ÿฆ‡
@mesenoth.bsky.social
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Hi! I'm Mes. Illustrator, art supply goblin, and dark fantasy enthusiast. I vent a lot dont mind me That one recepcionist that draws at work โค๏ธ Videogames, comics and art! About me! https://mesenoth.straw.page
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I'll never forget that one time a patient came in with a Joestar tattoo.
Me: cool tatoo
Her: thanks! Actually it's from a show-
Me: Jojo's, I also like it
And I yeeted myself out of the waiting room
We released Pipa from her prision! Her leg is free from bandages!
I feel sick. I miss her a lot.
Now I'm familiar with this kind of sadness, but her absence still feels very weird. Just go to sleep.
Working on some designd before going to sleep
Thank you so much, it means a lot
โš ๏ธCW: pet loss.
I wish I had something more cherrful to share. Thank you for the idea, drawing helps me release everything bottled up inside. #makeaterriblecomicday2025
It's been a week. I've lost track of time
My first thought in the morning was to check on Mika since she was not in bed with me... Then I remembered.
I think I'm getting used to her absence and it terrifies me. It's like she wasn't really there if I don't feel her absence anymore.
Had some fun with friends from Valorant :) feeling a bit better
Drawing is my way to understand the world around me. I never expected it would help me process grief. Interesting.
The day she passed, I stayed with her body for around 20 minutes and memorised her exact pose. I drew her today from memory on my planner, in the page dedicated to that day. You can see a little birthday cake peeking through the next page, (which was my bday) what a sick joke.
I am very sorry for venting this much on this app. It's the one where my friends don't follow me or don't use it.
Waking up without feeling her warmth next to me, gaming without her in my lap, drawing in my desk without her pacing around, not hearing her meowing for our attention when she wakes up from her nap...
Her absence is too much to bear.
Pipa gets twice as much love now. I think I'm starting to accepting it
It's 3AM. I dont wanna stay alone with my thoughts. I've been playing with friends to keep me distracted...
The day before my birthday. That was fucking mean.
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I still don't believe it.
She is gone. And I don't know how to handle the grief. I stayed with her even after she stopped purring, after her little heart stopped beating. For way longer than I had to. I just couldn't process it.
Goodbye, Mika. I love you.
I drew the baby before going to the hospital. Reminder that comms are open to help paying the bill! ๐Ÿ–ค
#cat #sketch #art #commission