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Nyx, a backup doll 🔞

@neurolognyx.bsky.social

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An inscription reads: "This doll has been made in the hope that it will never be used." She/They/It

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Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 12h

bleh. I’ll probably delete this later, but here’s my current face status

a selfie. I look emaciated, and like I haven’t slept in days

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Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 17h

mirror Nyx is looking ok at this point, but selfie Nyx isn't ready for prime time

Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 1d

looked in the mirror today and didn’t completely hate what I saw. Let’s see if it’s just a fluke

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Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 1d

folks in the biz don’t want you to know this, but most dolls are haunted. You gotta pay extra for a clean one

Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 1d

it apparently started right after my surgery, but it was really intermittent. It’s been near constant since last week

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Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 1d

which means that I can’t take a shower

*wiggles eyebrows* OW

Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 1d

the apartment still doesn’t have any cold water. I’d settle for room temperature at this point, but it’s all boiling hot

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Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 1d

sub who does locktober, but they’re wearing a different cage in every picture

Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 1d

you could *easily* torture that information out of me. Torture is one of my weaknesses

Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 2d

I’m only familiar with the meatwad technique

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Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 2d

voice training

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Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 2d

it still hurts to move my eyebrows much. I think I’ll be the first person to ever cry tears of joy after doing the dreamworks face

Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 3d

I am a sleepy princess and I need more cute pajama outfits

Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 3d

I have a system around goals where for each day that I make some progress, I put a happy emoticon on my calendar

and I just realized that I’m doing the equivalent of giving myself stickers

(real ones might actually be more effective)

Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 4d

yeah. Even the toilet is hot

Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 4d

taking a shower at an ex’s place because my apartment only has hot water

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Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 4d

nabokovian lactation memoir, or “Leak, Mammary”

Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 4d

I’m not going to say “subskeeting” I’m sorry

Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 4d

the best part of hooking up is subtweeting afterwards

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Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 4d

maybe my dysphoria is better, and I just have underlying BDD

Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 4d

people who see me in person say that I look great- like myself but a bit more feminine

but every time I look in the mirror I just see [redacted negative self talk]

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Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 5d

I’ve gotten really good at crying and sobbing silently, which is a normal skill to develop and hone

Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 6d

I’m way more embarrassed by my kinks irl than I am on here.

Like, I had to stop worshipping a girl’s feet because I felt like too much of a perv in the middle of it

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Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 6d

I hate it when people say “serotonin / dopamine is the happiness chemical”

Where do I even begin? It’s like saying “electricity is the force that causes Minecraft”

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Nyx, a backup doll 🔞 @neurolognyx.bsky.social · 6d

every morning I look in the mirror for a solid minute and then proclaim myself hideous

like a groundhog, it means 3 more weeks of recovery

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