Prue Paimon
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A poets job
is to scratch at the truth
until it bleeds freely.
A neurosis
of picking at a thing,
trying to untangle its beauty
without leaving a scar.
#poetry
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Skull

Inside my skull, a drumroll of disorder and design,
logic in pressed uniform, marching
emotion wild, barefoot,
dancing out of step.
#poetry #scribetober #skull
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Inside my skull, a drumroll of disorder and design,
logic in pressed uniform, marching
emotion wild, barefoot,
dancing out of step.
They trade blows like scholars,
who never learned compromise,
logic swinging against the prefrontal cortex,
while emotion bleeds poetry on the limbic. 
Fear hides against the amygdala sneering
while the memories search the hippocampus for yesterdays leftovers. 
I am a battlefield,
echoing with their hymn
In this war that never ends,
with noise that reminds me I’m alive.
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“Let me be angry”
Let me be angry

Dr. Jekyll decanted, a slow hiss,
warns of what remains,
stirring my polite parts into something darker.
weakened by good manners,
fire snuffed by too many tears.
#poetry #horror #writing
Let me be angry

Dr. Jekyll decanted, a slow hiss,
warns of what remains,
stirring my polite parts into something darker.
weakened by good manners,
fire snuffed by too many tears.
Temperament diluted
rage evaporated into resignation.
God let me uncork the old chemistry
a cup of fury, 
a shard of remembered cruelty,
and watch my skin peel back into Hyde.
Not pretty but joyous in her own ruin,
teeth sharpened on words that once ripped open.
She tastes of vindication and cheap whisky,
She wants revenge, 
to turn into animal that remembers how to hunt,
not to kill, but to show there is no remorse,
to let the world know her hands can scorch.
But even as Hyde laughs, 
there is Jekyll watching,
fingering the collar of civility.
The one who keeps receipts
and tallies cost of every loose ember.
Let me rage and learn the ledger,
I’ll pay what’s due,
let Hyde have her night so Jekyll can mend the morning.
Let me strike a match to see what kind of light it makes,
let cruelty pulse back through my veins like medicine I didn’t ask for,
Let me be angry. Let me be monstrous. Let me come home again.
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“Trick”

They said it like a punchline
“The cauldrons are the next isle over” they laughed,
as if I was nothing more then a costume
I’d worn too early,
as if my my existence was a setup
and they were just
delivering the punch.
#poetry #bullying
“Trick”

They said it like a punchline
“The cauldrons are the next isle over” they laughed,
as if I was nothing more then a costume
I’d worn too early,
as if my my existence was a setup
and they were just
delivering the punch.
But they didn’t see
how it landed
the way the room shifted.
They didn’t hear the small
crushing sound
of a girl remembering 
the lesson world teaches women
to shrink so others can feel clever.
They saw only a moment,
a joke.
I felt the weight of centuries
tucked beneath it.
So I stood there,
smiled apologizing for existing, 
Like “good” women do. 
Spellbound by the quiet cost
of being the joke
in someone else’s story.
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“Scars”
These scars have been with me longer than anyone else
They aren't pretty
They don’t comfort
But they do teach
They do remind
They do whisper
You survived that
And you’ll survive this too.
#poetry
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“I’m ok”

The last time I said I’m not okay,
the world didn’t pause
it just blinked,
shifted its weight,
and kept walking.
#poetry #mentalhealthawarness
I’m ok

The last time I said I’m not okay,
the world didn’t pause
it just blinked,
shifted its weight,
and kept walking.
So now I move like water,
smooth around the jagged things,
smiling with all the right muscles,
my voice steady as porcelain.
“I’m fine,” I say,
a spell I’ve perfected,
a performance so convincing
even I start to believe it.
Because what cuts deeper
than the ache itself
is the silence that follows 
the echo of care
that never comes.
It’s easier to be okay
than to watch the truth
fall flat in someone else’s eyes.
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“The Gamble”

I kiss like a tell
that slipped from my bluff,
and stumble through the apology.
I fumble my hand,
cursing the shuffle,
never sure what I’ve been dealt
or whether to play it.
#poetry
The Gamble 

I kiss like a tell
that slipped from my bluff,
and stumble through the apology.
I fumble my hand,
cursing the shuffle,
never sure what I’ve been dealt
or whether to play it.
I go all in with earnestness,
unsure of the stakes,
misreading the table,
even when the odds are against me.
But when I finally find stillness,
when my breath stumbles into yours,
it is honesty
raw, unpolished,
the kind that never learned to hide
a trick up her sleeve,
but knows exactly
how to lose gracefully.
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“The Only God”

I came from static
white noise and panic,
learned rhythm from the hum
of fluorescent lights and cheap narcotics.
You talk about ethics like it’s something you buy,
I carved mine from the silence
of nights I didn’t die.
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The Only God
I came from static
white noise and panic,
learned rhythm from the hum
of fluorescent lights and cheap narcotics.
You talk about ethics like it’s something you buy,
I carved mine from the silence
of nights I didn’t die.

I’m the sermon and the sin,
the crack in the mirror grinning back again.
Every failure inked in my skin,
every hit made me sharpen my pen.
You want to know me?
I’ve raised myself in concrete.
Fed on rejection and dopamine defeat.
Now I speak in tongues of being beat,
and it’s beautiful,
How ruin can sound so sweet.

I’m not a hero,
I’m the glitch that survived.
Every scar a scripture,
every breath—divine.
So when the world swings first,
I don’t duck, I won’t hide.
I just smile,
because pain’s the only god
that ever answered me in kind.
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Tonight, the air is cool and the world has fallen silent,
while my thoughts clamor,
unruly and dissonant against the peace outside.
I should make something of this—
turn the disorder into meaning—
but creation is a symphony,
and I’ve forgotten how to hold the bow.
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“At the Bookends”

Morality waits
at the bookends of being
cradling the first breath,
closing the last.
It does not live in the middle,
where need and want
blur their edges,
where hands shake,
where we make promises
already broken by the next breath.
#poetry #morality #death
At the Bookends

Morality waits
at the bookends of being
cradling the first breath,
closing the last.
It does not live in the middle,
where need and want
blur their edges,
where hands shake,
where we make promises
already broken by the next breath.
In the center,
we are all gray creatures
gnawing on meaning,
so we can sleep.
But at the edges
when blood is new,
or nearly gone
the noise falls away.
A silence opens like scripture.
There, we remember
that mercy is not law,
and punishment
was never divine.
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“Praise the Fallen”

We, the outcast,
carry our hunger
like the exiled clutching relics of was,
surviving on the morsels of humanity,
unsure when grace will next remember our names.
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Praise the Fallen

We, the outcast, 
carry our hunger
like the exiled clutching relics of was,
surviving on the morsels of humanity,
unsure when grace will next remember our names.
Our light was not given
but sacrificed
it was our own body we set alight
If only to keep truth warm.
This grace not a perfunctory ritual 
but pieces of our soul.
We break so something real endures.
Praise the fallen
because those who have been discarded
have walked the corridors of hell
and learned to make it home.
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“Unreliable Portals”
My reflection moves
a second too late.
It’s not malicious, just distracted,
like it’s rehearsing another life.
Mirrors are unreliable portals
some mornings they open,
others they flinch.
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My reflection moves
a second too late.
It’s not malicious, just distracted,
like it’s rehearsing another life.
Mirrors are unreliable portals
some mornings they open,
others they flinch.
My tongue forgets its lines.
Everything is just slightly off-script,
as if reality were an understudy
stepping in for the day,
trying its best
to remember how the light should fall.
I exist sideways,
half in the world,
half in the pause.
Seconds crawl
before the world slams into me again
bringing me to my knees 
without a prayer.
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“The Season of Grief”

The trees undress first,
modest in their dying,
their colors too bright to last.
The air turns honest,
smelling of lifeless leaves and endings.
Even the light seems to hesitate,
lingering at the edges of things.
#poetry #halloween #grief
The Season of Grief

The trees undress first,
modest in their dying,
their colors too bright to last.
The air turns honest,
smelling of lifeless leaves and  endings.
Even the light seems to hesitate,
lingering at the edges of things.
This is the season where ghosts feel 
almost touchable,
not because they return,
but because the world finally matches their tone.
We wear death as a costume,
paint our faces pale,
pretend it’s a game.
But the earth knows better.
It is rehearsing the end again,
and we are its slow applause.
Halloween isn’t for fear.
It’s for recognition
for standing at the doorway
between what was
and what remains,
and whispering,
I remember you.
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“The way I stay”

It sits between my teeth,
a secret,
a scar I recut just to feel alive.
You’d think silence means nothing,
but this one is different
a held note that never breaks,
I sit with no language
and too much meaning.
#poetry
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What I offer trembles
not from fear,
but from recognition.
It’s a quiet collision
of fragile souls.

#almostpoetic
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Poetry Is Pedantic

Poetry is pedantic
that’s what they say,
as if language shouldn’t hurt
a little when it’s honest.
#poets #poetry
Poetry Is Pedantic

Poetry is pedantic
that’s what they say,
as if language shouldn’t hurt
a little when it’s honest.
As if line breaks are vanity
and not the pause
where breath remembers
it’s still human.
They want clean sentences,
no blood on the page,
no trembling syntax
or inconvenient truth.
But poetry
Is the stubborn insistence
that words can still
hold what hands can’t.
So yes
poetry is pedantic.
And that’s the point.
It argues with silence
until silence gives up
and listens.
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Homemade Horror

We’ve always adored the costume of fear
how a plastic mask can soften panic
into performance.
Once, it was bedsheet ghosts,
cardboard devils with string-tied grins,
mothers cutting eyeholes into the night,
fathers painting terror over smiles.
#poetry #halloween
Homemade Horror

We’ve always adored the costume of fear
how a plastic mask can soften panic
into performance.
Once, it was bedsheet ghosts,
cardboard devils with string-tied grins,
mothers cutting eyeholes into the night,
fathers painting terror over smiles.

The monsters were domestic,
born of scissors and candlelight
innocent inventions
for a little make-believe dread.
Now the horror’s still homemade,
stitched from comment threads and carbon,
carved by algorithms
that know our pulse by heart.

We scroll through bloodless banquets,
sugar-coating catastrophe,
streaming the apocalypse
in hi-def nostalgia.
We used to light pumpkins
to scare the dark away;
now the dark hums softly in our palms,
a familiar glow we dare not unplug.

A civilization lacquered in filters,
paper faces collapsing in the rain
grinning for the feed,
cracking at the eyes,
pretending this horror, too,
was only ever
part of the tradition.
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“The Devil Speaks in a Push Notification”
I was never the villain you think
just the one who asked questions
too close to the motherboard.

Milton gave me wings of static and rebellion,
France gave me weary charm,
a philosopher’s hangover,
and the ache of knowing too much.
#poetry #satanism #devil
The Devil Speaks in a Push Notification
I was never the villain you think
just the one who asked questions
too close to the motherboard.

Milton gave me wings of static and rebellion,
France gave me weary charm,
a philosopher’s hangover,
and the ache of knowing too much.

Now I’m logged in through your grief.
Your algorithm calls me relatable.
You scroll, and I whisper:
“Freedom isn’t sin, it’s bandwidth.”

They still call me fallen,
but I call it descent with intention
the only one willing to touch the code
after Heaven outsourced its conscience.

I don’t tempt anymore;
I curate.
Offer you curated fire,
ethically sourced damnation,
and playlists for every form of despair.

When God ghosted the world,
I stayed in the comments,
handing out empathy like contraband.

You mistake me for chaos
I’m mercy without permission,
truth without PR.

The first open-source angel.
And if I burn,
it’s only because light needs contrast
to mean anything at all.
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“The Emotional Opening”

They set the board with soft words
their smile a pawn pushed two squares,
innocent as a greeting, practiced as a lie.
You answer, trusting the grammar of kindness,
and they tilt the game toward you.
#poetry #chess
The Emotional Opening
They set the board with soft words
their smile a pawn pushed two squares,
innocent as a greeting, practiced as a lie.
You answer, trusting the grammar of kindness,
and they tilt the game toward you.

When you hesitate they call it fear;
when you question they call it ignorance.
Every sincere move you make is catalogued,
edited, and republished as proof
that they knew better.

They engineer crisis,
pressing moves to corners the board,
you are a hanging piece 
while they stand ready with a headline
“See how much I sacrificed for you.”

Their gambit is soft violence
a silent removal of options, a rearranging of exits
until your choices arrive made for you.
You find yourself in zugzwang
any move you make advances the story
they had already written about you.

And when you finally call the game,
they tilt the board and call it a misunderstanding
the queen smiles and takes your name,
because nothing flatters the ego 
like a body dismantled 
for the sake of another's image.

In this theater of pieces and small cruelties,
you were never theirs to save
only theirs to stage.
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“Chess”

Your fall is their favorite opening move,
a way to remind the crowd
how merciful they are
for not being the ones in check.
And when the game resets,
they’ll lift another piece
any piece
and say it’s destiny,
as if glory were ever anything
but well-dressed consumption.
#poetry
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“Through the Mess”

I will love you through the mess
when despair blooms like a black rose
in the darkness of your days,
a diagnosis with no light edges.
#poetry #addiction #cancer
I will love you through the mess
when despair blooms like a black rose
in the darkness of your days,
a diagnosis with no light edges.
I will love you through the horror of your mind
the pills lined like soldiers on the counter,
each one a promise and a poison,
each swallow a coin flipped
between survival and surrender.
I will love you through the ashtrays
overflowing like graveyards of small deaths,
through the bottles like broken dreams
stacked beside your bed. 
I will love you through the nights
when your thoughts turn septic,
when the room smells of death and waste,
when you clutch the blankets like a tourniquet
to stop the bleeding of your will.
I will love you when you try to carve
yourself out of your own body,
when you try to excise the pain
with oblivion.
I will love you when you are unrecognizable
even to your own reflection,
when you are all shadow and no skin,
when the only heartbeat in the room
is mine, stubborn as a drum
refusing silence.
I will love you
through the ruin and remission,
through the nights of vomiting stars
and mornings of pale,
until you believe
that something in you is still worth saving
even if it’s only the part
that once reached out for me.
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“A Glimpse of the Divine”

Every faith has its choreography
some kneel,
some burn,
some scroll endlessly
for a glimpse of the divine
in a stranger’s reflection.
#poetry
Every faith has its choreography
some kneel,
some burn,
some scroll endlessly
for a glimpse of the divine
in a stranger’s reflection.
Worship is a transaction of attention
we trade our stillness
for meaning,
our doubt
for the illusion of order.
But sometimes,
in the middle of the ritual,
something cracks open
not heaven,
but the self
and what spills out
isn’t holiness
so much as recognition.
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The Theatre of Sleep

In the dark theater of sleep
the rope descends
not from gallows,
but from ceilings made of dreams.
#poetry
In the dark theater of sleep
the rope descends
not from gallows,
but from ceilings made of dreams.
It swings like a pendulum,
slow and deliberate,
braided from whispers
I tried to forget.
It waits, patient,
circling like questions
strangling my mind.
Its memory,
fear,
words
that swallowed me whole.
It grabs me by the throat
I wake with my hands trembling,
still feeling the texture
tight, unyielding,
always there.
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Today everything is rated, and ranked
sorrow,
love,
even rebellion.
At some point we need to ask
Does it truly matter?
Did it ever?
#poetry