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Purble 🔞
@purbblee.bsky.social
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Draw things occasionally. Working on motivation and consistency.
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Mar 4
Expect me to switch between humorless snob and facetious rambler.

I clearly have some form of mental illness.

I also might say controversial things. I'm sorry in advance if it stuns you. I genuinely don't mean to be this way. Im normal in person, but being online triggers me.
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · 2d
Especially just not losing energy. im very low energy. For obvious reasons. Also audhd not helping a bit. I'm reading books on motivation and habit building. I need to embody and identify as someone who's changing for the better. Not just "working on it". The language i use is important
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · 2d
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I'm working on consistently talking to people. Very hard to do for me. In the past, i could do it, but very very very slowly and lost interest of people quickly. Now, i need to work on being quicker and more spontaneous. Also less anxiety. Im realizing just how much work that is
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · 2d
Im still working on finishing other stuff, i just wanted to say that here without coming empty handed
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · 2d
talking to ppl is hard. Here is art of celeste madeline
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Sep 11
Have paramedics on speed dial /j
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Sep 3
I'm learning that I have a lot of issues that can't be fixed easily. Also learning to talk less about them. Irl and online. Not to say that i'm going for a professional look, but moreso bc its not healthy to air things out in front of others like that. So will work on that.
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 28
putting it here so i remember and finish it sometime soon
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 28
sonic wip i never finished
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 25
I also tend to immerse myself into social scenarios and begin to think like other people to fit in. This explains why its so easy for people to engage in drama and why it was so hard for me to for so long. I think its an autistic thing. I'm not proud of that either.
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 25
I've noticed that the more I learn to socialize, the more I act like someones perceiving me even when i'm alone. No one reads these but I act like someone is anyway. Apparently that's a legit thing people do all the time. The more i socialize, the more i develop it. Idk if i'm proud of it
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 25
this isnt the stupid thing i drew btw. I finished that thing and wasn't happy with it. I said i'd do a daisy comic, but i'll just do a short set instead. Then back to studies i think, which I should've done.
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 25
I need to work on my faces. Also perspective drawing
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 14
imma draw something stupid n see how i feel ab it
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 14
Leg and feet study. Not very good. Messy, too blocky, not pleasant to look at. I rarely draw the lower half and this is the first time i rendered it, so not surprising. I also wanna do more than just anatomy studies
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 14
Day 2
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 14
I want bad things to happen to those people. Thats it, im just saying shit
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 14
I've been feeling kinda bad recently so i've been looking online to see what other people are going through, Was reminded that when people reveal experiences that affected them, its very common to be met with people justifying or even being amused with what they went through.
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 13
Im gonna start doing daily studies. Inspired by this one person who drew daily until they landed a job. Starting with a simple value study as a warmup. Proportions need work.
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 13
Day 1
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 11
i thought id be cool with drawing less explicit nsfw but i dont think thats the case either. Wouldve colored them if i didnt need to sleep. Regardless, i wanna try something afterward.
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 11
camila
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 8
I don’t think that new bills saying what ppl think it is.
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 6
I don’t have any of these reservations towards actual sex either. Just drawing it. It’s different. I can do it with another person, but drawing it requires so much more premeditation and prolonged interest. It also feels voyueristic. I don’t judge other ppl, bc it’s just a me thing, but nevertheless
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 6
I don’t even have hate toward nsfw artists, I’m just venting to nobody ab my own thoughts on it…I have a handful of wips I just threw out cuz it made me feel bad looking at. i get it “just lose the shame, it’s normal” but whenever I do that, I still hate the product. Oh well.
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Purble 🔞 @purbblee.bsky.social · Aug 6
Side note, uhhhh, drawing nsfw is fucking hard. Not because it’s more work than sfw, but because it’s like,,, it’s uncomfortable sitting alone by urself drawing sex. It feels so…pervy. I feel alone in that thought. Mostly cuz most nsfw artists are straight pervs and just cool with it.
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