Zero @ Joshua Bright stanning hours
@rezeroed.bsky.social
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My name is Zero | 30+ | aroace | she/her/they/them I like otome, vns, jrpgs, bl, etc. I love problematic stuff. Joshua/Estelle OTP phase is so back. Trails in the Sky truther. Minors DNI. Only 25+ please.
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#promosky

hello, my name is zero and I am your problematic fave (when it comes to fiction.)

i like
-trails in the sky
-odin sphere
-jack jeanne
-digital devil saga
-ffxiv
-a lot of otome in general
-idk what else

i am a cat mom of 2. no i don't want to discuss politics. gtfo.
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what do you mean girls don't just like sappy shoujo romances that at unrealistic?

what do you mean girls want yandere men in their fiction?

(and then tell guys, no we don't want that irl because we separate fiction from reality...)
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tbh, i almost want to get the bunny costume dlc just so i can laugh
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#zeroshf will be my future tags for silent hill f.

it will probably be 95% just live posting what a baby i am. but i figured if i made a tag it would encourage me to live play and you can all point and laugh at me. probably can only play 30 minutes a day given what little i could handle lmfao
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and while it may not be like "holy shit record number of sales" there will be more than enough realize there is a thirsty audience and we're shallow
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Between Trails in the Sky and Silent Hill f, I am hoping some people out there see girls are thirsty for fucked up romance.
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My cat just curled up next to me like when I have bad anxiety.

Okay. Yeah I’ll try silent hill again tomorrow

For now Battlefield Waltz
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i can't believe silent hill f is actually gonna cure my seasonal affect disorder

holy shit like i was here all "wait i'm not depressed anymore"

.....well then
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found a video walkthrough and found out how to do it.

wanted to go back but my heart said "fuck you" and so we're just gonna go play battlefield waltz now.
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aaaaand until i can figure out how to get past this house part i'm gonna put the game down lol
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but yeah when i see the health gauge pop up it prepares me for a jumpscare.

which means this game does not rely on them thank god.
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>presses pause
>puts down the game

okay. okay okay i'm figuring stuff out. yes game is scary lmfao.

at least i can pause as i cry that they key i found didn't work orz

time for a walkthrough
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and it seems it does not rely on jumpscares. my health popped up before i noticed there was an enemy and i appreciate that.
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ANYWAY i got to the part in the live play i watched where i had to turn it off. i was correct, it was the music and sound effects that got to me. so if you turn those down, the game isn't scary.
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OF COURSE I'D SOMEHOW MANAGE THE IMPOSSIBLE PERFECT DODGE IN SILENT HILL F WITHOUT THINKING.
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I’m not ready but at least I will be the first to admit I’m a wuss.
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Mom: if you call me at midnight crying, then I know what happened.
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I bought it.
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if i come home tomorrow with silent hill f, please do not judge me.

i am a weak person.

i will find a way to get through the scary parts even if it means putting my speaker out in my living room and putting upbeat music on.
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Told my mom I want Silent Hill f and why. I saw those judgmental eyes.
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I will be fine. Damage control me went “yo! You seem like you’re trying to spiral into depression. Remember it’s just your condition. It’s your bipolar. It’s not you and people don’t hate you. Deep breaths and get a good night’s sleep.”
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okay i'm going to bed early* tonight. the usps thing was the straw that broke the camel's back and i'm just doing everything to not cry right now. this week was not fun and it was overstimulating and overwhelming.

*on time basically, not letting myself stay up late.
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okay i'm going to bed early* tonight. the usps thing was the straw that broke the camel's back and i'm just doing everything to not cry right now. this week was not fun and it was overstimulating and overwhelming.

*on time basically, not letting myself stay up late.
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i read some lore and spoilers in hopes that would satisfy me.

instead i learned it's silent hill: the otome
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if i come home tomorrow with silent hill f, please do not judge me.

i am a weak person.

i will find a way to get through the scary parts even if it means putting my speaker out in my living room and putting upbeat music on.
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-yes it's essentially a love song
-once again, yes Trails in the Sky is ultimately a love story