Ruby Bloodthirst 🍉🏳️‍⚧️💕✨💖🦄🌸
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Hiii! :) I make music and have an unhealthy vampire obsession new thrash EP out now! she/they and very gay | FREE PALESTINE | minors DNI AI isn't art, but I am! https://ampwall.com/a/rubyrockatansky rubyrockatansky.bandcamp.com twitch.tv/ruby_rockatansky
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IT'S HERE

My debut progressive metal concept album is OUT NOW on BC and Ampwall!!

A huge thank you to all of you who have given me the motivation and support to see it through!!

Ampwall: ampwall.com/a/rubyrockat...

BC: rubyrockatansky.bandcamp.com/album/the-es...

#metalsky
album art depicting the profile of two women on either side looking at each other. the background shows a figure suspended in space in front of a solar eclipse and a transparent face sporting a glare.  top text reads "RUBY ROCKATANSKY" and the bottom text reads "The Estrogenesis Initiative: Althaea and Synthia's Quest for Romantic Vengeance Against a Vile Authority"
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ohhhhhh this is the last sentence I have written in the erotic short story I'm writing so that's why I had a dream about drowning in the middle of the ocean last night; it all makes sense now

talk about a *wet dream* ahaha whoa hey hey lmao bazonka
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"The girl’s chest rose and fell as ocean waves crashing along forbidden shores, each breath carrying the promise of an imminent tempest."

idk y'all I think I'm pretty decent at stringing words together
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I FOUND A LISTING ON REVERB FOR UNDER $700

apparently it was out on display at a music shop which is why it's reduced

fuck fuck fuck no no no no no do not impulse buy do not impulse buy

I don't even have half that much in my checking acct right now anyway lmao ;-;
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www.schecterguitars.com/Damien-8-Mul...
it's out of my price range but ahhh it's 8 strings and those inlays!!!

it's also the 8-string version of the guitar Micky G used for the DOOM soundtracks which I'm fond of

p'haps if my parents loan me some cash and my next album sells well I can consider it
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in the mood to be railed by a cute he/they who's half a foot shorter than me with slightly embarrassing fashion taste but who tastes great where it counts
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why do I let myself smoke and post
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you all want a potentially hot take? I don't wanna be rude about how people approach art, but honestly? tbh? tbQh, in fact?

I think any story or work that is designed to a deliberate allegory for the "seven deadly sins" is super fucking boring. like. why? most of them aren't even bad anyway.
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Personally I spend a great deal of time daydreaming and I struggle to think how I would be able to otherwise, but at the same time, I often wish I wasn't able to have such vivid dreams at all given the prevalence of nightmares ever since I was a kid. :( It's a double edged sword for sure.
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Interesting! I'm familiar with aphantasia, but I'd say I'm somewhere between a 1 and 2 on that scale, so my dreams are usually extremely vivid and intense.
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ya know?? Aside from the fact that the dream itself was unpleasant and scary, the actual premise would make for a pretty cool ttrpg or video game experience imo. It really had all the elements. A clear goal and stakes, multiple factions to deal with, a setting that fosters creative thinking, etc
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"Yo, you won't believe the dream I just had"

AND THEN I ACTUALLY WOKE UP for real

in my actual bed

fuck me

okay, post over. thank you for being my dream journal, bsky. still not sure if I'm going back to bed lmaol so good morning 🌸
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-sure enough, it was pretty much in the opposite direction of the sunrise, so that tracked! Good job, brain! You made the scary survival dream logic make sense! 🙃)

Anyways I failed miserably and drowned.
BUT THEN

I fucking woke up in my old house, met my parents in the main room, and was like-
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Long vivd dream short, me and my gf ended up scraping together a raft with the goal of getting to the mainland as fast as possible. By this point, it was just before dawn and the storm was visible in the distance (quick note, the captian annouced that the storm was arriving from the northwest and-
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-their designated "safe zones", to a suspicious degree.

So, we've got to avoid security *and* the apparently violent gang that's on board in an effort to find a way off of this giant ship/city in the middle of the ocean before the storm hits and kills everyone all while unraveling a conspiracy.
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-formed and is currently en route to make a direct hit to whatever this ocean structure is. Speaking to others on the vessel, it becomes clear that the general consensus is that the storm WILL cause this giant ship to sink. However, the captain and security crew are ADAMANT that folks stay in-
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-essentially a small town. Anyway at first everything is cool and calm, my character is hanging out with their girlfriend, it's a nice, sunny day, etc. Then an alarm starts goin' off and people start getting funneled into "safe zones" because a sudden, massively-powerful and tornado-producing storm-
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-game. The dream logic sort of applies a video game sort of logic to itself. So this "game" was one of those immersive survival type horror games, but the premise was that I and a shit ton of other people were all on this extremely large vessel in the middle of the ocean. SO large that it was-
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fuck me I'm awake two hours before I need to be and I dunno if I even wanna go back to sleep due to having one of the most intense and vivid dreams of my life

so a weird thing I've noticed is most of my dreams having the loose framing of being aware, to some extent, that I'm a character in a video-
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Girl did!! 😭 But it's okay, she found her way home ^.^
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IT ARRIVED????
Package was still sealed and everything????
omfg what a huge fucking relief
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what the fuck it looks like someone fuckin' straight up stole my estrogen prescription delivery right out of my mailbox

lmao enjoy the tits I guess
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fuck it I'm gonna record a vampire "asmr" RP audio of my own sometime next week, just for fun

I got the voice, the writing and acting skill, and audio production experience and resources

I got this

think I'll go with the "vampire gf accidentally drinks too much and helps you recover" sorta story
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Ooooh I need to give this album a listen asap!! The singles I heard were phenomenal and Testament are easily my favorite of the old school thrashies
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he complimented my eye makeup and this kimono sorta outerwear I picked up at Pride last month and he was clearly a little nervous about doing so which was reeeeally cute and idk now I almost hope he does actually ask me on a date ahh >.<
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awwww this cute guy who's a regular was just flirting with me soooo much but he was very respectful about it and didn't cross any lines ^.^ I think he's a bit young for me personally and tbh if he actually asks me on a date I'll probably say no but I'll at least consider it!!!