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Sayorain

@sayorain.bsky.social

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I'm Sayo! She/Her Dancer 🔞only Life is a spectrum of emotional colors I want to embrace. I want to live and experience all of what life has to offer in its beautiful and fluttering moments. 🦋🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 #vrc #vrchat #vrcdancer

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · Oct 17

Hello, I'm Sayo. I'm a dancer in VR Chat.

Just like Twitter, you'll see a mix of VRC content related to dancing and events I partake in, random and sometimes intrusive thoughts, and personal thoughts.

For my friends, hi again. To new folks, pleasure to meet you.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 13h

It's a reflection of my own self. This is the reality within me.

Regardless of what happened last night, I have to face the consequences no matter what.

No matter how much it hurts.

No matter how much I destroyed those paths.

No matter how much remorse I have.

All because of my paranoia.

Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 13h

This paranoia, mixed with guilt and shame, will kill me one day.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 1d

I am alone.
You are here.

I am trapped.
You are digging.

I am hurting.
You are soothing.

I am invisible.
You are present.

I am doubting.
You are trusting.

I am breaking.
You are fixing.

I am struggling.
You are helping.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 1d

I see you.
You don't see me.

I hear you.
You don't hear me.

I feel you.
You don't feel me.

I need you.
You don't need me.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 1d

I hate this twisted side of me.

Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 1d

And yet it feels too good.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 1d

My splitting hasn't changed at all and it's repeating itself once again all over.

It's never enough. Never fucking enough. I've once again lack the skills to unsuppress and force the struggle to communicate. I still can't undo the paranoia that has chained me down.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 1d

Yeah I'm not okay.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 1d

I'm so sorry if anyone needs to deal with a BPD person. I'd kill myself too for constantly crashing out with all the suppressed brainworms that can't be shut down.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 1d

bruh

Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 1d

bruh

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 2d

"Washed asunder by the flooding cataclysm"

#vrc #vrcphotography #vrchatphoto
#vrchat #vrchatphotography
#マヌカ #Manuka

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 1d

I underestimated the brick morning lmaoooo

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vbm. @wini.bsky.social · 2d

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 1d

castration. cauterize.

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✾ @djlonelygirl.bsky.social · 2d

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Fairaday, your favorite bug doll @fairaday.is-extremely.gay · 1d

She's a 10 but she Wilhelm screams when she cums

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 2d

"Washed asunder by the flooding cataclysm"

#vrc #vrcphotography #vrchatphoto
#vrchat #vrchatphotography
#マヌカ #Manuka

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 2d

I AM VERY GOOD RIGHT NOW.

Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 2d

HABORDEEEE BRIKAROOOOO

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Chiitan🌈ちぃたん☆ @chiitan.love · 2d

Chiitan has a dream.
I hope that one day the term LGBT will become a thing of the past.
I will continue to spread my message until we live in a world where everyone can love freely and is free from persecution and discrimination.
Until then, let's all support each other🤍

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 3d

"Standing atop of the ruined civilization"

World - いつかの終末 by まる51

#vrc #vrcphotography #vrchatphoto
#vrchat #vrchatphotography
#マヌカ #Manuka

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gojo @animeman.us · 3d

😀

📸: @ovadu.bsky.social
🏃‍♂️: @rayman.on.computer

#vrchat

he is coming towards you

(my friend rayman walking forward towards the camera)

photo originally by ovadu!!!

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 3d

I reuploaded :|