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this account probably mostly serves to interact with other alt accounts

dni
nsfw/proshippers/18+ accounts

feel free to interact if we are moots/ friends on main

if you dont know what my main is
ask
scatteredbrained.bsky.social
a piano cover of my favorite song

the video is
*just* slightly older than me

i need to eep :3
scatteredbrained.bsky.social
like~

i want to know what happened before
i joined heptas server
before
i knew
you
and others~

people who
you were friends with before me
that i missed out on being friends with

people
that were before my time

its not really a logical desire tbh

meowmeoemoeme
scatteredbrained.bsky.social
its almost like?
i am more directly in control with how people see me

and ~ being hidden means i am

mostly
seperate from
the
gender binary (which i find empowering
scatteredbrained.bsky.social
4.
im scared of people irl knowing that im spectralgalaxy
and im scared of people who know spectralgalaxy of knowing
irl me

thats~
the logical part of why i remain anonymous for the most part

no voice no face

the illogical part is~

i
adore being less grounded
scatteredbrained.bsky.social
~
i adore
bittersweet

i find
“sad songs that are in some ways hopeful “
so
so
so
so
entrancing, its like
addicting~

some songs its just sad
like
motion picture soundtrack-radiohead
some its “happy”

like long time (intro) by carti

but

my favorite songs
are the ones that are sad and hopeful
scatteredbrained.bsky.social
3. i guess

i often find myself listening to the same song on repeat all day

the song then enters~ rotation
for at least 3 weeks

the really good ones stay there forever
but
not that many songs reach that
title
scatteredbrained.bsky.social
i worded this very
weirdly
please ask for clarification if you care
scatteredbrained.bsky.social
sometimes

actually alot of the times
i wish
i knew everyone
for longer~ because i have this

feeling
that i have missed too many things
and that im an outsider

less so like
i feel unaccepted
just
in the dark

i guess

i wish people talked about the past???
but thats stupid
and also selfish~
scatteredbrained.bsky.social
and the thing
is
im okay with that
because its not like they hate me
just
dont
necessarily
adore my existence~

im wording that last part badly
scatteredbrained.bsky.social
theres a few people
that i believe
dont?
really actually like
me
scatteredbrained.bsky.social
i have the sudden urge to post a barrage of sporadic thoughts

i will probably regret this
later
scatteredbrained.bsky.social
feeling?

despair that someone appears to be gone
and get
its despair

for someone i have never met

this doesntt make senseeee
scatteredbrained.bsky.social
asriel being an alvin knight believer..
interesting:3
scatteredbrained.bsky.social
856.
meiwmoemeow!1!1!1!1!
:333 >w<
u are all cute and silly :3
scatteredbrained.bsky.social
what i would have said if i wasn’t infected by the eepy