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Scottie Nia Rose

@scottieniarose.bsky.social

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Doing everything that I ever wanted to do and making my every dream come true. 💛 #SNR #SNRAL #Author #Entrepreneur + SHOP 📙: Poems About Me / Songs About You by Scottie Nia Rose *** Full videos on Facebook @ ScottieNiaRose

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Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 9

Ready for my new life! This is the season of #MSMHMH 5 to 7! 🙏🏿🙌🏿

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 26

I'm sad. I miss what I was building in Memphis in 2021. I messed it up and I didn't mean to now I'm wondering if I will ever get that back. I go back and forth about it but I 100% losing something I worked so hard for. And I'm tired of losing the things I've earned. 💔

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 25

I literally recorded a video about where I'm at and how I'm feeling so I don't forget when I get out of this place! I have videos and notes of things I been going through but I never looked at them. I need to look at all the evidence of why I can't go back like why I have to focus with intention!

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 25

If I could do it different I would've focused on future me.

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 25

situations it's crazy. 🤦🏿‍♀️I literally don't see anything but that, the fact that I have to get through and I guess an end. Not that I don't day dream about my the life I want (now), have desires but it's just a disconnect between what's actually here and the rest.

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 25

I think about all the things I could've did different even going back to when I was in college like I should've been involved on campus, made friends, etc. but I'm realizing that both my skill and my flaw is my ability to put my head down and tunnel vision through. Cause I'm so used to surviving

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 25

It's really a fact that I do better when it's just me. I just don't be having the right job to sustain it.

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 25

It's been a month and 16 days since my job ended and while I was ready for it to end cause I knew it couldn't be long term and all that I have to say as always I miss my freedom. I miss being alone, in my own space, independent, consistent money coming in without question.

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 23

Like one thing I'm definitely doing for my family when I got it like that is a family vacation or paying for this Christmas trip to the cabins that they been tryna do for years 🤦🏿‍♀️.

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 23

I know childhood trauma (and ongoing) f*cked me up a lot as kid to where I used to swear my life was best lived alone and I didn't need anybody but today I know that's only partly true. I have a lot of healing to do cause I know my brothers & aunts DESERVE! Gotta repay them 😭

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 20

I miss me when I'm on that. But I just gotta find a way to be able to see it. Cause I know when I'm the best version of me. I just... get too caught up.

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 20

Me not even realizing all the work I put in over these last two years (2023-25). Like back to back type shit. And it's only because with all the work I put in I still was left empty. Couldn't see what was right in front of me. Was just trying to make it another day 🤦🏿‍♀️💔

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Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 14

I'm not with the feeling of having to convince people to see me, like me, etc. cause I don't even do that in real life.

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 14

I don't have anything to give to social media. I'm not an actress or sales person or pranker or influencer or content creator or none of it. I'm a regular person just trying to do what I love with authenticity, peace, and pride.

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Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 14

It's crazy how when one side of my face gets a bump or whatever the other side in the same exact location gets it as well. 😮

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 14

Trying to sell this book! Being a self published author is harder than I even thought! 😭

Purchase Poems About Me/ Songs About You DIRECTLY from me! For $10 Support the author not these mega billion dollar platforms!

Email me: [email protected] or DM now to order the EBOOK

#SNR #PAMSAY

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 13

If I'm paying rent IDC what the amount is I'ma be at home! As much as possible! I even wanna work from home.

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 13

It really eats me up inside that the life I want is something I've never seen done before in real life, in person.

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 13

In summary if I could do anything at all to afford being alive like just let me write. I don't mind being at home, alone, not talking to anybody 24/7. I just want to create the realities I wish to see 😭.

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 13

When I was in middle school I wrote a persuasive essay about how math was not needed in school (haven't been proved wrong). In high school I wrote an alternate ending to one of my favorite books, articles about tattoos & autism, and a fictional personal essay about emancipation.

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Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 13

Let me try to pray and see if it works

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 12

I wanna get paid for healing my trauma, my anxiety, all the cycles that I'm currently stuck in, etc. I want to be paid for being quiet, still, and alone as I become my best self.

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 12

I think I'm afraid that whatever I do is going to leave me empty. 😢

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 12

I cannot wait until the method to my madness is revealed! 😭🙃

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 12

But I'm just going to be grateful because I bought groceries yesterday and get to eat cupcakes tomorrow. Thank you God!

Scottie Nia Rose @scottieniarose.bsky.social · Sep 12

When you think you have more money than you actually do. 🤦🏿‍♀️

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