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Screaming Into The Void

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Sometimes you just need to scream into the void all the things that trouble you even if they are stupid no nonsense things.

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Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · May 12

Don’t expect any interaction. Maybe I will, maybe I won’t. Depends on if you’re a dick in your comments. Sometimes you just need an outlet because you don’t have a real life one. So screaming into the void I go. Follow along or don’t. I’m going to scream regardless.

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Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 8d

Agreed slowing things down just a bit after the utter chaos and emotional turmoil.

Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 8d

Yeah it takes an interesting path for sure. I am glad you enjoyed the unexpected though. Weren’t they irritating?! I was so annoyed. I have read them 7 times and they still annoy me 😂

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Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 11d

Agreed 😊 I get so frustrated with the story when he’s “home” purely from Jason’s stand point and want to shake all the characters for being stupid and not listening and just being stupid but they are some of my favorite in terms of battling the moral compass and delivering such realness of emotions

Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 13d

I have to say though it’s a close race between Collin and Clive’s wife as to who the favorite is.

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Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 13d

You’re a speed reader like I am! I am so glad you are enjoying them 🩵🥰🩵

Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 13d

The best really 🤭

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Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 13d

I wish I could go full Jason. Man that would be glorious. My brains too slow on the processing, takes 3-5 business days for comebacks 😂

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Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 14d

This just makes my day. I am over the moon to know that you enjoyed it. The banter is definitely top tier and continues throughout the series. It’s so good 🥹 thanks for the updates they make me smile.

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Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 14d

I mean it really is better than the original name 😂 although the original name is a hoot 😂

Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 15d

The way I cackled the first time I read that (still makes me smile even after 7 read throughs 🩵)

Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 15d

Collin is great 🩵

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Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 15d

😱 oh my gosh you’re reading it!!! You just made my week 🥹

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Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 15d

They are my favorite. I hope to hear back on what you think 🩵

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Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 15d

My favorite is a cross/mix of Isekai and LitRPG. He Who Fights With Monsters by Shirtaloon. Best series in the whole genre imo. It’s a huge series but highly recommend reading if you are a reader

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Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 16d

18. Well I think it’s finally starting to break. That piece that cares about you so much. That wants to be your friend. There is only so much being pushed aside that I can take before the care breaks. I’ll still be nice cause that’s what I do. It will hurt like hell, but so does this.

Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 16d

No such thing as to much Isekai. I don’t watch them though, I read them. They’re amazing.

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Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · 24d

17. I really wish that I would stop breaking my own heart. I wish I could get a handle on my expectations when it comes to friends like I have with my family. It makes me feel so pathetic that I just want a friend so bad that I will ignore what people show me with not caring as much as I do.

Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · Sep 14

16. Id like to be worth the effort at some point. Worth the effort of being called on my I’m fine bullshit. I always am after all. No need to worry about me because I will be fine eventually. It would be really nice though to have someone to not be fine with.

Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · Aug 22

15. The cracks are mending albeit slower than desired. Caught myself in a moment of joy yesterday unburdened from the anxiety, sadness, and depression that fills the rest of the moments of the day. I’ll take the win and hope to keep the momentum going.

Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · Aug 18

14. The whispers get stronger every day. Do it. Just hide it and no one will know. You’ll feel so much better.
Let some of the chaos bleed out.
You’re already seeing them, this will make them go away. Do it.
No.
I won’t let them win. Even when it’s hard. I’m better than that. I’m stronger than them.

Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · Aug 17

13. I feel like I should apologize for all the bah humbug recently but I don’t have anywhere else to vent. I will probably keep venting until I am strong enough to fix the cracks. Hopefully soon. Hopefully.

Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · Aug 16

12. Why do I always pick the people to connect with that have the inability to connect back? They get all they need from me but I am not able to get back what I need from them. Do I ask for too much? Am I too needy? Am I unrealistic? I just want a friend who sees all of me and I can be safe with.

Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · Aug 15

11. Well, this is not the year for people to remember my birthday. I had hopes for this one but alas it wasn’t meant to be. I’m trying to make it not hurt so bad, but I am failing miserably. Friends (I guess they’re not really) can break your heart too. Hurts different but man does it still hurt.

Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · Aug 12

10. It comes in waves, these posts. A couple back to back then silence for months. Pretty sure it reflects when I’ve held things in for to long without talking about them. Burying things and putting on the expected facade. Then a crack appears, the misery leaks out before I can patch it back up.

Screaming Into The Void @scrmingin2thevoid.bsky.social · Aug 11

9. It’s my birthday this week and I haven’t told or reminded anyone because it hurts more when I tell them and they still forget than just having them forget. It would be nice for someone to remember without me saying anything. We shall see if this year is the year.