Lightnews — Scholar-powered news

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️

@serenameridian.bsky.social

41 followers 21 following 110 posts

Personal account for me to share thoughts, feelings, etc. Will also serve as a sort of transition diary. Vtuber stuff will stay on main, this is the real me. 🌷She/Her 🌷Might be NSFW sometimes? 🌷I still swear a lot.

Posts Media Videos Starter Packs

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 1d

Because I love you I will protect you from ever finding out ❤️

Reposted by Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️

Satan @thedevil.bsky.social · 1d

4 280 1.3K

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 1d

Okay digging through act 4 currently and I still feel like I can quit whenever I want but I'm at least starting to see why this got as big as it did? I think? At the very least I'm curious about what happens next.

Also I love these 4 little dorks. Jade makes me unnecessarily happy ❤️

1 2

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 1d

Maybe I open up to people too fast. That could be a big reason...

Hm 🤔

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 2d

I just realized I can refer to the protagonist as John Homestuck and people can only get so mad at me XD

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 3d

I feel like I should have been informed at some point that reading Homestuck was a side effect of HRT.

1 4

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 2d

LA CREATURA

Meeeeeeee :3

AzulCrescent @azulcrescent.bsky.social · 15d

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 3d

All I do is work, sleep, and run errands for other people.

It's all I have time to do.

Kind of hate my life rn

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 3d

"Oh, you wouldn't enjoy $Thing"

Okay, but I didn't want to hear that from someone who went to $Thing and clearly enjoyed it. I would rather go to $Thing and decide that for myself. Even if I decide I don't enjoy $Thing, I at least want the experience.

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 3d

Also I just finished act 2 and have no fucking clue what's going on but it's fun lol I feel like I'm not too far gone YET

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 3d

I AM BLAMING THE ESTROGEN AND YOU CANNOT STOP ME

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 3d

I feel like I should have been informed at some point that reading Homestuck was a side effect of HRT.

1 2

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 4d

This was a mistake lol everyone on there's kinda awful XD

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 19d

Joining Grindr is an awful idea that won't actually fix any issues I'm having.

Did I do it anyway? Sadly yes. If you see me and you're nearby I'm desperate and lonely lmao hmu

1 2

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 4d

*Wearing pajama pants and a t-shirt just like I used to do pre-transition*

It's not boymoding, it's Comfort Maxing™

Also I'm starting to look more and more feminine dressed like that as time goes by >:3

Reposted by Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️

wren @tropical-rouge.bsky.social · 5d

7 32

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 5d

Oh.

Ohhhhhhhh.

So THIS is what a broken heart feels like.

That's... new.

Reposted by Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️

Himb(i)o(logist) @himbiologist.bsky.social · 6d

Legit went out and saw people and socialized today and I still feel lonely now that it’s the evening 🫩

4 2 72

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 6d

I feel gross but it's so much easier to actually shower and take care of myself when I feel like I have some sort of reason to.

Going to work tomorrow means I HAVE to, but I don't really consider it a reason to (fuck my coworkers), so it's still hard.

:/

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 11d

Are... are they too big to sleep on my stomach now?

Have I finally reached that point???

Surely not, surely I was just laying weird last night... Right?????

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 13d

This is not in reference to any specific conversation or event, but it's the general vibe I've gotten from a decent number of people in my life.

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 13d

"You're a very intense person."

Okay, I'll chill out then. I'll learn to drop topics, not be accusatory, and generally be okay with things as they happen.

"You're still a very intense person."

...Says people who refuse to let topics go, aren't okay with things, and throw accusations.

🙃

1 1

Reposted by Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️

HedronFairy ⭐❤️🦋 @hedronfairy.vvixens.com · 13d

WHY THE FUCK AM I ON HERE TWI-

Anyway hi jumping on the #skircle trend because why not amirite? :3

idk how accurate this actually is lol ^^;;

1 1 9

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 14d

Also turns out thrifting is a lot of fun when you don't hate your body anymore and actually enjoy putting effort into your appearance. The further I get into my transition, the more I understand why it's a stereotype that women love shopping so much it's FUN :D

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 14d

Also it's a kate spade. You have my permission to be jealous. :3

Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️ @serenameridian.bsky.social · 14d

A few weeks ago I was at a thrift store and picked up an actual purse, which I must say carrying it around has been one of the most gender-affirming things I have ever done ^^

Making a lil shopping list now because I can keep ACTUAL STUFF in there! Cannot tell you how excited that makes me :D ❤️

1 1 2

Reposted by Serena Meridian 🏳️‍⚧️

HedronFairy ⭐❤️🦋 @hedronfairy.vvixens.com · 14d

Today is the first day in like over a month where nothing needs my attention. Off work, no family to help, roommate's not here, no pressing responsibilities.

I slept like 12 hours last night.

...I kinda feel better now? Like a little bit? Still kinda waiting for the other shoe to drop lol

1 4