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@smolmews.bsky.social
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Commission info! #commissions #commissionsopen #digitalart
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I have 14 euros yipeeeee 🥲
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Maybeeee I don’t know 🥲 now I don’t know what he’s gonna gift me on our 2 year anniversary:,)
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Turns out he won’t 🙂 aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
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I’m glad you ditched that shit like omg you deserve the best in the world 😣🩷🩷
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That’s so messed up wtf like fucking bonkers :((
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YOU DESERVE THE WORLD WTF 😭😭😭😭 YOURE LIKE THE SWEETEST PERSON EVER I WOULD NEVER CANCEL ON YOU BBYYY
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I feel like my bf pitys me too frrr. I just want to have a girls night but like where do I get friends that actually want to spend time and care about meeeee
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He measured my finger and also showed me rings and I said no & yes to them. :333
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We have been friends for longer, we met in 2021
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Im getting A black cross necklace like A really good one (He knows) for our 2 year anniversary. He might propose…I’m really not sure. If I do YEYYYY if I don’t then that’s ok too because I love my bf so much <3
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Just had a meltdown I’m gooooooood 🙂
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I’m in a gc with 2 girls I was friends with in primary school and I do want to meet them but one of them always says come to “”. I would say that’s too far and she would reply saying well I went to Germany to see “other girl in the gc” . Like thanks for letting me know you really dgaf about me
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So now my only friend is my bf :(
And “friends” that text me every blood moon. (Irl friends).
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I have always been the third wheel in every fucking friendship so I also don’t see the point in making friends irl that literally just leave me for someone else. I hate how I crave that feeling of having a friend but also am torn of the thought of being left behind
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It’s been like this for years and that is also the reason I cannot hold a connection.

Also. People would literally see their other friend and would just leave me there standing and listening to them talk or they would leave me completely alone and walk away with that said friend
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And the “friends” that I have..have always had other friends that they like and are close to way more than me and I get so jealous that I cannot have that person to myself
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Like I really want friends irl but I cannot hold up a conversation for long and I literally forget they exist for a period and then I’m like oh I haven’t texted them in a while.
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Commission for @kumquats.bsky.social very pretty ghost #commission #art #commissionsopen #digitalart
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So commissions would be so good rn
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I won’t be making good money for a few months as there are too many workers at my job and ofc I’m left out as I’m the last one to join :(( so I’m getting tossed around different stores for me to get the minimum hours
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My sister’s birthday is coming up :3c