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🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard

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sei fan / 28 / 🇻🇳 ⚧️ dicksmasher t.* jones making operas that wiggle your dick as you cry. just some evil twink-hating twink staging violent and seductive operas about the truth of three suicide kings @ swanchime.itch.io *the t stands for trauma

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🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 5d

me as a gingerbread cookie 👻

ghost gingerbread cookie with gingerbread letters rearranged (and an R shaped cookie cutter added) to spell MFER

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🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

it is not 0 (currency) it is "I am 0% confident there will be food with food left over, I will not gamble"

🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

be FORCED to starve. so without PLENTIFUL ABUNDANCE there is only the starvation mindset where if you can't be sure enough to Bet All Food just All Food At All with food left over. you must prepare to starve because u will not gamble on famine

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🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

which results in wartime strategies and disaster shortage measures) if there is no feast there is famine. you have never lived under these conditions, but if you have ever survived a famine, an "unsteady / insecure / unreliable supply" still requires rationing measures bc you know what it means to

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🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

to me it is as good as zero currently bc I'm not talking about "0 American Dollars In Your Bank Account" but the gambling odds of success/failure (are they high enough to bet on the secure abundance necessary for peacetime Or are they low enough / v likely to fail

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🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

I was so deep in the mega uber hell I was like time to think extensively about how I would like to kill myself down to the smallest logistic

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🧶🥤🧙‍♂️ slurpee mage @june-tree.bsky.social · 4h

it's u

Plushie of the Pokémon quagsire. Blue little salamander guy with a silly face.

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🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

it's me!

🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

but being with me out in the world enables me to cast a wider net and someday a hub of some sort

🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

ur wife rn is ostensibly Barely Not That Addict Begging On The Street but has the same employment ability as him. you have very very little in material terms you can spare customers who expect to pay for high level math tutoring (C's get u degrees)

🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

you have Nothing you can spare bc every meal you can afford rn has the potential to be the last real one I eat before it becomes so long I can't even remember anything other than watered grain

🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

we have Negative Security (im a huge money sinkhole) and An Extremely Bleak Future so you have nothing to spare financially but just walking out into the world with me (it's possible for me to be in more places now) lets u by default / partnered with me help ppl I talk to and see

🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

yea but rn you have 0 and giving what you don't have secure would put u (me) into No More Food Forever instead of Maybe A Little Silly Drink Now And Then. this is I care if my wife starves or eats. not hmmm I COULD be a little richer (already have hundreds of thousands and my future assured)

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🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

(that are considered dead meat) but also everyone participating in this economic exchange of client vs. professional is expecting to pay to play (participate in society) and the matter of how much or little often isn't Life or Death. it's pass/fail an exam. unlike the 20 dollars u give the homeless

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🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

I feel like professional ethics is a luxury bc most professions are justified in order to create an underclass (unable unproductive leeching scum) by creating a socioeconomic divide rewarding Professionals with Reputation and "Money" (usable currency) and the have-nots have worse than nothing: lives

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🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

I think this is bc they never had them in the first place and also the distance between love and utter disappointment (ABANDONMENT) is not as great in most people's hearts as they'd like to esteem themselves of being

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🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

some people are. Emily (shiragiku) and Lake were

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🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 4h

wife cast AMNESIA and eeped more than Negative Exhaustion from Ultimate Nightmares that was re-triggered by dad shaming me for buying plushies, pikachu grill, pokemon curtains, and ball bearings to weight pressures. after sleep wife is no longer as extremely disturbed and is only > regular disturb

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🌌 🤡 💫 clown wizard @swanchime.itch.io · 5h

I like to shout SHAME, SHAME, MOCKERY, SHAME @ you when ur dick is out in the hallway but this is just a game in mimicry of the horrible and absurd way people seriously take these things. I like showering together a lot and think we should do it more