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VeronicaLighthouze 🏳️‍⚧️
@transgenderdeer.bsky.social
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If nothing changes by tonight then I’m ending my life I don’t have any other purpose not to and the person who was my last thread of hope this is gone
But I, I am only to be used then thrown away. I do not deserve compassion anymore. I do not deserve support because all I do is suicide bait all day so I?
All I ever do is suicide bait right? All I do is be depressed with no merit right? I was never hurt before. I was the hurter right? Do you think I don’t miss you everyday? Do you think I miss when everyone on here didn’t hate me? How do you think it feels to be left alone abandoned every time?
I truly wish i could say I am tried of this suffering and I’m going to kill myself but there are no words anymore
It reminds me how truly no matter what people say I am truly alone in this life
I wrote notes and no one checking back on them no one seemed to care or react to it at all
It was my first full on attempt since January
I walked into a street and attempted to kill myself and the only person who cared was the person who slowed down
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@sammystylez.bsky.social
I loved and cherished every second with you, i truly did. I don't know what happened or why you didn't feel the same way, but well, i guess that what life is, people floating in and out, looking for happiness, and leaving when they dont find it, ill miss you sammy :)
@spoookypumpkin.bsky.social
You we're nice, truly nice i don't think I've ever seen you hurt a soul, i wish i could of been like that, i regret rejecting your silly little hug emojis, i see you truly meant them and you only wanted me to be happy & safe, im sorry i failed on both of those degrees.
@ralsei6659.bsky.social
You we're truly amazing, for the time we're together i love'd you so so so much, and admittingly still do to a degree, I'll miss you, truly i will. somenights i wished that it would of worked out and we we're together, time has pas though and people move on i supose
none of you people can accept id rather be gone from this world then have to go through this same painful loop over and over again
i wasnt really talking about in spefic them but atleast if they stabbed me they would still be with me
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If nothing changes by tonight then I’m ending my life I don’t have any other purpose not to and the person who was my last thread of hope this is gone
“Is it so wrong to be selfish for a change”
seemingly a lot of people decided to just leave me especially the ones who “cared”
so I don’t think most will grieve and the ones who will I guess should of cared more
I don’t think you understand how much it is worth it for my own sake
If nothing changes by tonight then I’m ending my life I don’t have any other purpose not to and the person who was my last thread of hope this is gone
why did it all happen then if I’m wantable
i just wanted someone and I thought I found someone who I could care about someone I could love and then they just
block me