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iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Nov 12

anyone who follows from the twt->bsky tool, please follow @livingshadow.bsky.social instead, i will not be posting on this account but would love to find people again ;;

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Nov 12

anyone who follows from the twt->bsky tool, please follow @livingshadow.bsky.social instead, i will not be posting on this account but would love to find people again ;;

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Aug 6

not me genuinely crying myself to sleep over raid disappointments

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Aug 5

book gives the bi girl a male love interest: 💤
next chapter gives a guy a vampire love interest: 👀

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Aug 5

yay yay new Beetlejuice movie coming out right on time for my bdayyy

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Aug 5

the fucking irony of being in two statics but everyone else is STILL clearing before me INCLUDING STATIC MATES PFING AFTER STATIC RUNS🧍wish i hadn't wasted a day crying in bed

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Aug 4

tried untangling and laying out all my pothos's vines and um. girl. jumanji.

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Aug 2

therapist said i should use my wol plush to help with affirmations and calming from anxiety attacks i officially have a fucking emotional support catboy

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iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Aug 2

i wish i was one of those ppl who just posts art with no caption and nothing else

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Aug 2

yea we're fucked, the bad brain thoughts are in a hamster wheel like i dont belong here > my negativity is unpleasant to be around > they don't like me > i'll stay away from them > now im a bad friend > that's too negative > they don't like me > i dont belong here > 🤸

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Aug 1

love how people's varied experience of DT is showing who's 8 years old and unable to reconcile other people having different opinions. like. NONE OF YOU HAVE TO BE "RIGHT" OR AGREE WITH EACH OTHER TO STILL BE FRIENDS ??????

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iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Aug 1

dw len, clearing is an optimistic aim! but you're a v good player and i'm absolutely certain you'll be ready to clear VERY quickly too! are you able to make the sunday? if not, i'll do my best to find time to pf with you if you're up for it!! I STILL WANT TO RAID TGT!!!!!

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Jul 30

thanks for encouragement!! 🥲💜 i want to post more, just deciding where and finding a bit of sense of purpose

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iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Jul 30

the spooky storm noise in my horror podcast was actually so relaxing gn

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Jul 30

thank u, i appreciate your respect for this kind of thing. ig it's on me to not feel like my absence means that i'm...losing friend points?? or smth lmgjgdhgf

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Jul 30

i figured out one thing. the urge is for someone who can relate. sometimes there's only so much you can say with someone who has never experienced something alike. not having anyone near who truly empathizes makes the pain lonely. platitudes and sympathy from the wrong people seem to salt the wound.

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Jul 30

it does feel like the bad thoughts bload up 4 no clear reason lately... brain chemical nonsense maybe. idrk what to ask for or what to do, but i hope that you're right and what i'm perceiving is just bad brain, cuz i also dont want to isolate and burn a perfectly good bridge 🫠

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Jul 29

MY STATIC OFFICIALLY FILLED WITH ALL MEN. FUCK ☠️

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Jul 29

dammmnnnn i want ppl to care abt my OCs but that requires me telling ppl about my OCs but that requires me first believing that anyone cares enough for me to tell them about my OCs do u see my problem

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iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Jul 29

hard to say, it could be just my perception?? schedule diff is tangible for sure. ik i don't rly banter/play the same way as everyone so i feel a bit outside of that? which happens like every day--i just dk how to respond is all. been told before that im cold n i don't want to be cold/absent to yall

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iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Jul 29

it feels hard to ask for, but it helps to hear sometimes, so thank you!! ik you're going thru shit too; i notice & appreciate your effort to be a bright presence for others :'3 i'm thankful to you for welcoming me... i feel we've all changed a bit but i hope i havent alienated myself from everyone.

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iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Jul 28

not me having a super realistic dream where my relatives told me im fat and made me put down snacks they had offered me???? i mean damn that's basically just a memory 🤨

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Jul 28

i learned, or had it reiterated to me i guess, that some people don't have the internal voice that actually SAYS the words in your mind. god maybe having that 3D apple brain shit is actually a horrible curse cuz that voice destroys me daily

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Jul 28

a tita took a photo of me and i see myself doing That Pose where you're trying to make yourself look small/disappear which does not work AHAHAHA i want to turn into dust.

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iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Jul 28

ok i am watching,

iya @ persisting horrors @undeadrebirth.bsky.social · Jul 27

had such a horrible bloody nightmare of my dog what da FUHHHHHH 💔 i checked and he's ok