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usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social
Usagi
@usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social
38 followers 10 following 200 posts
She/they 🇯🇵🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ a 90s kid obsessed with OOT/Adult Link, TP/botw/totk heroes🔗⚔️🛡️/Also like drawing FMA fanart⚡️🔧 (Edward)/mental illness(bipolar)
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 16h
I hate tloz
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 16h
I can't trust anybody anymore
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 18h
It seems like, they want to surround themselves with positivity and avoid negativity. I keep lose relationships lately. Many people don't understand what it's like to live with bipolar. That's why I previously posted about my mental health issue.
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 18h
But they didn't accept me when I was struggling with my mental illness: I have bipolar, in a manic episode. I screwed up and lost it all. It felt like all good times and memories with them I had were thrown away. Bipolar, it's just a small part of me.
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 18h
I can never get back on my feet. I might not be able to draw Link again. I betrayed by my close online friend. I've been in personal contact with them. Also we met up and hung out. And they said to me that I am their friend.
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 19h
もう立ち直れない
リンクを描けなくなるかもしれない
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 1d
This is my second piece of OOT Link I've drawn
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 2d
Bipolar disorder is sometimes said to be a disease that cannot be cured, unlike other mental illness. The risk of suicide is also high.
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 2d
After manic episode ends, I fall into intense self hatred. The breakdown of my relationships have a negative impact on my life. It's like a form of destructive act. Many people refuse to accept their illness and refuse to take their medication or stop taking it altogether. I was one of them.
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 2d
In my case, becoming aggressively hostile to have a manic episode, sensitive to relationships and get hurt by the slightest words. When my emotions run high, I lose my control of that. However this episode doesn't last long.
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 2d
I was unable to work due to my anxiety became unmanageable in the first place, but I'm currently struggling with a mood disorder.
During a manic episode,a sense of omnipotence can lead to unnaturally active behavior.
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 2d
Bipolar disorder is a bit different from depression because it involves both manic and depressive episodes, whereas depression only includes depressive episodes. Also bipolar includes a mixed state. Despite feeling a strong urge to act, they may be so exhausted and powerless.
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 2d
Hey, my friend! Do you hear me?
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 2d
#FMA

sketch
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 2d
ここ人いなくていい
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 3d
I really like you
May my feelings reach you

🕊️🎈🌈
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 4d
I didn't get many opportunities to think about the issue so far. I realized I might have to face those facts.
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 4d
I read all your replies. I understood those realities of the situation and what's happening. Thank you for telling me. And I appreciate your polite explanation in Japanese. I really respect how you always remain calm and approaches me sincerely. I value you as a friend and as a person.
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 4d
リプライ全部読んだよ。それらの現実や起こっている事実を理解したよ。教えてくれてありがとう。
日本語で丁寧に伝えてくれてありがとう。感情的にならず、いつも誠実で真摯な気持ちで向き合ってくれるあなたを尊敬しています。
僕も君を友達として、一人の人間として、いつも大切に想っているよ。
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 4d
あまり納得いかないな。偽善に聞こえる。でも個人の価値観のひとつであり僕たちは皆同じではないし、どんな思想も自由だからべつに構わない。
ただ、ビーガンではない人たちを非難するかのような言い方するんだね。
一言多い。けれど、議論するつもりはないよ。
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fatherofdroids @fatherofdroids.bsky.social · 5d
The hard truth most people arent willing to hear is that veganism isnt a fad, trend, diet, or quirky choice, it is a moral obligation which most people break every day - causing torture to thousands of creatures who have done nothing wrong for their personal momentary pleasure.
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 5d
自分のためになんとか完成させたぞー
時リン描くと少しだけ心が安定する
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 5d
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 5d
家事もできず家族の面倒もろくに見れず、サポートどころか援助させて、仕事もできず とうとう気晴らしのイラストやゲームや音楽も楽しくなくなりやる気もなくなり、毎日一日中横たわってるだけ。廃人だ。いよいよ僕は終わりだ。薬も意味を成さない。
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 5d
I got an anonymous message that pisses me off. It's okay, then speak up if you have a complaint, state your name. damm it
I should do away with that garbage messaging service.
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Usagi @usagimsk3284tloz.bsky.social · 5d
Even though I go crazy, the people who were so close to me on X, they're ignoring me. Am I invisible or something? That's very funny.
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