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whenharmoniashines.bsky.social
but i don't think that all of the trying in the world will change the sickness in me.
whenharmoniashines.bsky.social
how many strangers remember me as some girl they used to know? am i still my siblings' older sister? do they know i'm a brother now? how many old friends pass me by and think, 'i used to know a girl with the same smile'?
whenharmoniashines.bsky.social
and now you ask me, "do you want to run away?"
my mind is racing - what am i supposed to say?
"if nothing holds you here, then you don't have to stay"
i want to say "okay" - i'm ashamed, but i'm suddenly afraid.
whenharmoniashines.bsky.social
is it a curse? is it a blessing?
it creates its own wound, then administers its own fucking dressings.
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"□□□, □□□, and □□□ are all gone. i am alone. i'm all that's left.
i can hear someone calling my name outside of the house. but i'm entirely alone. i should be alone. but someone's outside, calling my name in the fog."
whenharmoniashines.bsky.social
so. you get up. you keep moving. you ignore it until you can't. you rinse. you repeat. again. and again. and again. and again. and you call this "life."
whenharmoniashines.bsky.social
and i killed my brother. i had to. and i only wish i had washed my hands in the river. the water remembers for so long.
whenharmoniashines.bsky.social
never again will i be gentle. i will be bloodied knuckles and scuffed elbows. i will remain tough.
whenharmoniashines.bsky.social
squirm away, stupid leech boy, go and die now in the drain.
you speak only of your sadness, but are yet to feel true pain.
whenharmoniashines.bsky.social
she looks in the mirror & the same sunken eyes her mother wore stare back at her.
whenharmoniashines.bsky.social
?WON SI REHTORB RUOY EREHW WONK OUY OD ?EM REBMEMER ,DNEIRF DLO RUOY S'TI .OLLEH
whenharmoniashines.bsky.social
i am a demanding creature. i am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable. but i am your servant. when you starve i will feed you; when you are sick i will tend you. i crawl at your feet. for you alone i will be weak.
whenharmoniashines.bsky.social
he felt warm and familiar. he felt solid and safe. i wanted to cling to his shirt, bury my face into the warm curve of his neck, and never let go.
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I DON'T EVEN THINK I CAN CALL MYSELF SAD. BECAUSE IF I WAS SAD I COULD CRY. AND WHEN I THINK ABOUT MY PAIN I JUST FEEL AN UNCOMFORTABLE EMPTINESS, LIKE A SADNESS SO FAR I CAN'T QUITE GET TO IT. AND WHEN I THINK ABOUT CRYING I FEEL NOTHING.
whenharmoniashines.bsky.social
i was so desperate to be understood that i would grab people and shove them inside my heart where they stuck out like splinters, and it would hurt every time i felt anything.
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many claimed this to be a reference to something religious. i claim blasphemy-! no God has emerged from the tunnels, only □□ that disguise themselves as good and eat our men!