its so hard to take ppl (fellow leftists) srsly when they dont show compassion & forgiveness to regular** ppl who are trying their best. We want to live in an abolitionist society that doesnt focus on punitive practices for humanity but we cant even stop trolling someone who speaks in good faith idk
i think im self aware enough to know that i consume antinatalism and childfree content bc having a child would be too much money and effort for a middle class lesbian couple in california + genuinely ethically dubious but its doing its job at convincing me i dont want kids anymore... probably LOL
i'm not even gonna lie i've been feeling so doomer about everything in the world lately, it's all so heavy. i just cannot believe how much evil there is and how common it is to be okay with it. i can't believe how many people feel the opposite way as me.
and ofc now what of the resistance.. the thought that the past 2 years were "punishment" bc of hamas act of tangiable resistance on oct72023 and now the hostages are freed and liberals can go back to ignoring colonization but what's next?
sure everyone can "return home" but now isntrealis get to continue to sleep in peace at night where gazans don't have homes or complete families to return to.. the psychological and physical damage, disability... it can't even be quantified. how horrific
thinking about the "official" "ceasefire" is making me so upset lol like thank god for the fact that there is some peace and aid for the people of gaza but at the cost of thousands dead.. all the time lost... all the buildings and culture lost.. it just breaks me to think about
i had a comically bad morning where i literally almost cried because every stupid thing was going wrong and ive just been feeling so bleh about life but being at the middle school honestly makes me feel so good jfdklgjdg working with kids and their emotions makes me feel so fulfilled i am so lucky<3
sorry for caring about pitbulls and muts and shelter dogs but god i hate when ppl buy dogs (period. lol) bc theyre weirdly obsessed with one breed ljgfdkljkdjg i wanted a bichon bc hypoallergenic so i googled "bichon rescue" and found paul thru a rescue. he wasn't a bichon but that's not the point..
mychal the librarian really is the embodiment of there being nothing easier than being yourself + being authentic / perceived will cost mockery from the insecure but an abundance of love and admiration from those who #see you
no disrespect to this person specifically but i (and many other CITR WARRIORS) understood that as a highschooler.. and was super confused growing up learning grown adults still feel that way about the book
my friend is running the NYC marathon and theres no way id be able to make it to cheer her on but i made myself cry just imagining her finishing it and greeting her at the finishline KMS
love california too much to ever move away (+ i want to be licensed 4 my career in this state so dont wanna deal with moving) & nor cal is even more expensive than here BUT i’d be open to moving from LA -> OC for a new adventure 1 day
its crazy that i just randomly know about sports now and know most nba players and teams and wnba too like damn. just unlocked this new "common knowledge" as a 28 yr old
friday night i got high and saw how virginia football fans rushed the field but i saw someone make a joke post saying that the other team's wide receiver got killed in the rush (What kind of joke ...) and i was having such a difficult time discerning if it was real or not and it was freaking me out
i think of it bc i follow a lot of really cool indian girls/influencers and its so lovely seeing them thrive and their close relationships with their family and theyre able to like.. express themselves and date whoever and dress however which is what differs from how my dads side of my family is
