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Zylex47
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https://linktr.ee/Zylex47 ⬥ OFFICIAL ⬥ ⬥ Music producer | Bad pianist & artist | Photographer | Birder《UTC 11pm—8am》 (eBird: Dusky Thrush) ⬥ my timezone: UTC+9 - not really active in here, but I'll still try to check DMs
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introduction post! if the font is difficult to recognize then id recommend you to scroll a bit to the bottom, which is the basis of this post. (1/3)
11-05 eBird Checklist (Suncheon Bay National Park)
ebird.org/checklist/S2...
- First media observation of the Eurasian Spoonbill
《Platalea leucorodia(image)》! Finally a new species in fucking ages ;-;
#birds #birdwatching
うん、私は愛みたいなものをもらう資格がないから
it's never too late to quit producing electronic music and create a metal band with people you know
10-27 eBird Checklist
ebird.org/checklist/S2...
- img: Asian Tit/Japanese Tit《Parus cinereus》
- First brambling observation(on my own)! It was a very lucky day today.
#birds #birdwatching
10-23 eBird Checklist
ebird.org/checklist/S2...
- img: Great Cormorant《Phalacrocorax carbo》
#birds #birdwatching
- I finally got my soft cast removed. According to the doctor, I cannot run but small walks are still okay.
+6 weeks since surgery(image 2).
it seems to be difficult to shine bright in this world of ash. how cruel
making the cover art for the 30 minute extension!
⬥ New Track | Failure seduce me, death corrupt me, filth absorb me

improvised for less than 2 hours. hope you enjoy!
⬥ YouTube: youtu.be/EWQ0cJ3Hgqo
⬥ Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/zylex47/fsm-...
⬥ Bandcamp: zylex47.bandcamp.com/track/failur...

#piano #musicproducer #emotional
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Late night birdcam bonus video from May 26th.

BIRDFIGHT!

Rose Breasted Grosbeak vs Baltimore Oriole

Boys will be boys.

#birds
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Another cute, chubby, little Finch at breakfast, trying to stay awake.

Birdcam #birds
⬥ New Track | my own 0 and 1s of, noise.
⬥ YouTube: youtu.be/wK_JbW2jkUQ
⬥ Soundcloud: ​ soundcloud.com/zylex47/my-o...
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The first birdcam video today is a Finch who checks out the yard.

#birds
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Mr Finch gets a fly by from another Finch and tweets through all of it.

Birdcam #birds
I can't believe in myself anymore.

I don't understand why my friends are being so kind.
They aren't even sure if I'm lying or not, whether if I'm a real person or not, and if I'm just reflecting others as what people would think it's "based".
It might be difficult to get over the depression, the 150mg of pristiq, the 25mg of lamotrigine, the PTSD, and the past scars, but I'll have to try instead of disappearing. I'm grateful. Thank you all.
Don't get me wrong though, I'm grateful you are. I'm just not trying to be aggressive enough to let everyone down and give up on me trying to be better
Hence, I could even lie about myself and all my "attempts" succeeding, and I could even be a 2nd clone, reincarnated from my dead self.

and yet you still choose to believe me. even if nothing is believable. even if you didn't witness the bullying, cyberbulling, self-harm, etc.
I can't believe in myself anymore.

I don't understand why my friends are being so kind.
They aren't even sure if I'm lying or not, whether if I'm a real person or not, and if I'm just reflecting others as what people would think it's "based".