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@bpdorexic.bsky.social
“this is fine” dog but the fire overtaking my house is the diagnostic criteria for bpd
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kota 🎃
@bpdorexic.bsky.social
· Jul 29
planning future body mods not 24 hours after getting a new piercing because it’s the only way i can imagine a future where i’m alive
it’s 3:20 and i can hear people “talking” (yelling) and laughing outside should i blast no cock like horse cock out the window
October 26, 2025 at 7:20 AM
it’s 3:20 and i can hear people “talking” (yelling) and laughing outside should i blast no cock like horse cock out the window
WHY CANT YOU ADMIT WHEN YOURE WRONG ITS O-FUCKING-KAY TO BE WRONG ABOUT THINGS SOMETIMES AND IT REALLY FEELS LIKE YOU DONT RESPECT ME ENOUGH AS A PERSON TO ACTUALLY SAY “YEAH YOU HAVE A POINT” AND APOLOGIZE
October 6, 2025 at 2:15 AM
WHY CANT YOU ADMIT WHEN YOURE WRONG ITS O-FUCKING-KAY TO BE WRONG ABOUT THINGS SOMETIMES AND IT REALLY FEELS LIKE YOU DONT RESPECT ME ENOUGH AS A PERSON TO ACTUALLY SAY “YEAH YOU HAVE A POINT” AND APOLOGIZE
i got boba and they sent a cake??? thing?? i’m not sure what it is bc the packaging is entirely in chinese but i’m loving “lactic acid bacteria flavor”
September 30, 2025 at 10:57 PM
i got boba and they sent a cake??? thing?? i’m not sure what it is bc the packaging is entirely in chinese but i’m loving “lactic acid bacteria flavor”
be so fr am i giving blue hair and pronouns or just a cool guy
i think this may be my new go to hair color i love it so much
September 29, 2025 at 4:06 AM
be so fr am i giving blue hair and pronouns or just a cool guy
i think this may be my new go to hair color i love it so much
September 29, 2025 at 4:02 AM
i think this may be my new go to hair color i love it so much
whenever i drink directly from a two liter bottle i feel like a toddler who has been granted his special big boy drink
September 28, 2025 at 11:57 PM
whenever i drink directly from a two liter bottle i feel like a toddler who has been granted his special big boy drink
losing my mind a little at this interaction
September 27, 2025 at 5:08 AM
losing my mind a little at this interaction
look what i bought my partner for his birthday isn’t it so fun
September 19, 2025 at 6:25 PM
look what i bought my partner for his birthday isn’t it so fun
i brought my loops to work with me and they’re actually helping a lot but i am worried the supervisors are gonna think they’re earbuds and get mad at me
September 13, 2025 at 8:07 PM
i brought my loops to work with me and they’re actually helping a lot but i am worried the supervisors are gonna think they’re earbuds and get mad at me
the fact that i have to work on my birthday should be illegal
September 11, 2025 at 10:35 PM
the fact that i have to work on my birthday should be illegal
everyone abandons me it keeps happening maybe i should just give up on holding onto relationships and let it all fail maybe if i run away to kill myself i’ll finally make people happy maybe i was never meant to make it
September 8, 2025 at 3:14 AM
everyone abandons me it keeps happening maybe i should just give up on holding onto relationships and let it all fail maybe if i run away to kill myself i’ll finally make people happy maybe i was never meant to make it
really feeling like the best option for everyone is for me to kill myself
September 7, 2025 at 9:47 PM
really feeling like the best option for everyone is for me to kill myself
i remembered i needed to go to the atm so i acquired my new lighter
i need a lighter with a safety but i don’t have any i took them all off and i don’t wanna go buy a new one
September 7, 2025 at 7:56 PM
i remembered i needed to go to the atm so i acquired my new lighter
i need a lighter with a safety but i don’t have any i took them all off and i don’t wanna go buy a new one
September 7, 2025 at 7:04 PM
i need a lighter with a safety but i don’t have any i took them all off and i don’t wanna go buy a new one
me hyperventilating trying to convince myself not to sh: i’m obviously faking it
BITCH WHERE??? NO ONE ELSE IS HOME!!!!!
BITCH WHERE??? NO ONE ELSE IS HOME!!!!!
September 7, 2025 at 5:04 PM
me hyperventilating trying to convince myself not to sh: i’m obviously faking it
BITCH WHERE??? NO ONE ELSE IS HOME!!!!!
BITCH WHERE??? NO ONE ELSE IS HOME!!!!!
i sent this to my friend last night and i’m still laughing about it
September 1, 2025 at 4:48 PM
i sent this to my friend last night and i’m still laughing about it
i’ve been really struggling with my heart failure symptoms these past couple months and guess what it took to help me feel better actually no i’ll just tell you they gave me lasix and i peed four times in an hour and i was actually able to walk up stairs again
September 1, 2025 at 6:08 AM
i’ve been really struggling with my heart failure symptoms these past couple months and guess what it took to help me feel better actually no i’ll just tell you they gave me lasix and i peed four times in an hour and i was actually able to walk up stairs again
hhhhhhh i have aches,,,,, in me bones,,,,,,,,,
August 25, 2025 at 5:54 AM
hhhhhhh i have aches,,,,, in me bones,,,,,,,,,
freaking out! in the target fitting room
August 25, 2025 at 1:01 AM
freaking out! in the target fitting room
so i’m not used to edibles working and i took 100mg of d9 thc last night just to try and i think it actually did do something because i was a little high in therapy whoops
August 22, 2025 at 2:19 AM
so i’m not used to edibles working and i took 100mg of d9 thc last night just to try and i think it actually did do something because i was a little high in therapy whoops
am i a bad vegetarian if i sometimes eat gelatin (usually on accident but my gel caps of acetaminophen have it too)
August 21, 2025 at 2:41 AM
am i a bad vegetarian if i sometimes eat gelatin (usually on accident but my gel caps of acetaminophen have it too)
is it problematic that i lowkey wanna be (CONSENSUALLY) drugged and used like a fuck doll? not necessarily enough that i black out (i’ve had sex blacked out and it wasn’t bad i just don’t remember a lot of it) but like??? please use me like a toy daddy i’m only here for your pleasure
August 20, 2025 at 5:29 AM
is it problematic that i lowkey wanna be (CONSENSUALLY) drugged and used like a fuck doll? not necessarily enough that i black out (i’ve had sex blacked out and it wasn’t bad i just don’t remember a lot of it) but like??? please use me like a toy daddy i’m only here for your pleasure
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one of my triggers is literally what does the fox say and i’m so angry about it like that’s so fucking stupid
August 20, 2025 at 4:26 AM
one of my triggers is literally what does the fox say and i’m so angry about it like that’s so fucking stupid
maybe i should just kill myself
August 19, 2025 at 4:22 AM
maybe i should just kill myself