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It’s weird to know that you’re loved but to not feel loved at all. You’ve survived all your bad days, be proud of yourself. I am that one nigga in 10 thousand
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· Oct 22
I want everyone who found this account to heed this, I’m fine. No matter what I put here I’m fine. This is just knee jerk reactions I have to stressful shit. The bad thoughts and conversations I have reactions to. Nothing different than anyone else living life. I’m not responding to y’all.
I reached porn enlightenment. Its art to me now.
December 25, 2024 at 9:03 AM
I reached porn enlightenment. Its art to me now.
sighing incredibly loudly in the club thinking about how pointless everything is. I want everything to be ok and don't know how to make that for myself. this is going to be a very lonely christmas. self inflicted. I want it all to be over
December 23, 2024 at 10:13 PM
sighing incredibly loudly in the club thinking about how pointless everything is. I want everything to be ok and don't know how to make that for myself. this is going to be a very lonely christmas. self inflicted. I want it all to be over
you really don't have to accomplish anything meaningful in life. The pressure of actually having goals or an ambition is unfair to most people that want to live an average life well fed, housed and comfortable without too much effort.
December 23, 2024 at 7:46 AM
you really don't have to accomplish anything meaningful in life. The pressure of actually having goals or an ambition is unfair to most people that want to live an average life well fed, housed and comfortable without too much effort.
The enduring human spirit fucking sucks
December 21, 2024 at 10:18 PM
The enduring human spirit fucking sucks
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December 18, 2024 at 8:36 PM
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Isolating oneself is a really fucked coping mechanism
December 18, 2024 at 7:42 PM
Isolating oneself is a really fucked coping mechanism
Anyway I want to throw up
December 15, 2024 at 4:10 AM
Anyway I want to throw up
Either way some people are too far gone to be helped but others tend to do much better when they feel they have someone they can reach out to or consider a close friend to change their frame of mind
December 15, 2024 at 4:08 AM
Either way some people are too far gone to be helped but others tend to do much better when they feel they have someone they can reach out to or consider a close friend to change their frame of mind
“Why is loneliness self inflicted?” Should be dissected rather than pointing at some dumbass shit lord and saying this is why you all deserve to be miserable and I’m happy about it.
December 15, 2024 at 4:04 AM
“Why is loneliness self inflicted?” Should be dissected rather than pointing at some dumbass shit lord and saying this is why you all deserve to be miserable and I’m happy about it.
The two are often conflated when they shouldn’t be associated at all but catch all terms are easier to passively use instead of dissecting the differences and reasons as to why so many people are the way they are this day and age
The male loneliness epidemic isn’t real. Those people are depressed su*cidal and hate themselves. The people that are the problem aren’t lonely they are just terrible people
December 15, 2024 at 4:00 AM
The two are often conflated when they shouldn’t be associated at all but catch all terms are easier to passively use instead of dissecting the differences and reasons as to why so many people are the way they are this day and age
The male loneliness epidemic isn’t real. Those people are depressed su*cidal and hate themselves. The people that are the problem aren’t lonely they are just terrible people
December 15, 2024 at 3:58 AM
The male loneliness epidemic isn’t real. Those people are depressed su*cidal and hate themselves. The people that are the problem aren’t lonely they are just terrible people
My life generally sucks i have nothing going for me. I lounge around everyday being unproductive waiting to die.
December 15, 2024 at 3:56 AM
My life generally sucks i have nothing going for me. I lounge around everyday being unproductive waiting to die.
I’m being earnest in my desire to no longer be here. Maybe I change my mind. Right now it’s what’s on my mind. It’s the easiest way to avoid life and living with myself everyday. Changing is hard and I’ve failed several times already. I don’t like me. I don’t want to live with this person any longer
December 15, 2024 at 3:54 AM
I’m being earnest in my desire to no longer be here. Maybe I change my mind. Right now it’s what’s on my mind. It’s the easiest way to avoid life and living with myself everyday. Changing is hard and I’ve failed several times already. I don’t like me. I don’t want to live with this person any longer
Last thing to do is get high 1 more time. Haven’t smoked in a while so its gonna hit goooood
December 15, 2024 at 3:51 AM
Last thing to do is get high 1 more time. Haven’t smoked in a while so its gonna hit goooood
Keep good people close and reach out when you need. I’m not taking that advice but it’s nice and works
December 15, 2024 at 3:42 AM
Keep good people close and reach out when you need. I’m not taking that advice but it’s nice and works
I do. I do. I do.
December 15, 2024 at 3:33 AM
I do. I do. I do.
Bank blocking the transaction due to potential fraud
December 15, 2024 at 3:31 AM
Bank blocking the transaction due to potential fraud
I give myself another month before I say fk it and find a way out of nothing to end it or have a complete mental breakdown. Honestly I could just go purchase with a credit card.
December 15, 2024 at 3:14 AM
I give myself another month before I say fk it and find a way out of nothing to end it or have a complete mental breakdown. Honestly I could just go purchase with a credit card.
Congrats assholes you win I’m not strong enough
December 15, 2024 at 3:03 AM
Congrats assholes you win I’m not strong enough
Even if it’s legitimately someone’s else’s fault or some system put in place that makes my life the way it is I don’t care. I don’t want to fight anymore. I’m just tired everyday
December 15, 2024 at 3:03 AM
Even if it’s legitimately someone’s else’s fault or some system put in place that makes my life the way it is I don’t care. I don’t want to fight anymore. I’m just tired everyday
I use to envision myself in these exact circumstances when I was younger. Not su*cide but the life I would live at this age of mine. I saw this coming and didn’t know what to do about it. I’m tired of blaming people, circumstances whatever else I don’t care anymore about why I ended this way
December 15, 2024 at 3:01 AM
I use to envision myself in these exact circumstances when I was younger. Not su*cide but the life I would live at this age of mine. I saw this coming and didn’t know what to do about it. I’m tired of blaming people, circumstances whatever else I don’t care anymore about why I ended this way
If I had a gun I’d pull the trigger tonight. If I was serious I’d find a way regardless but honestly even in pursuing death I want the easiest least painful quickest way I can imagine.
December 15, 2024 at 2:58 AM
If I had a gun I’d pull the trigger tonight. If I was serious I’d find a way regardless but honestly even in pursuing death I want the easiest least painful quickest way I can imagine.
The experiment known as ______ _____ _____ is a failure. Brain and body not built for what this life has to offer or sustain through its struggles. I’m glad I never had kids. I couldn’t imagine putting myself or them through that.
December 15, 2024 at 2:56 AM
The experiment known as ______ _____ _____ is a failure. Brain and body not built for what this life has to offer or sustain through its struggles. I’m glad I never had kids. I couldn’t imagine putting myself or them through that.
I just don’t see a point to anything I do. My life or purpose. I’m an abject failure of a person.
December 15, 2024 at 2:54 AM
I just don’t see a point to anything I do. My life or purpose. I’m an abject failure of a person.
I’ve died once before. There’s nothing no afterlife. If you’re resuscitated you’re back to the same place. I didn’t die intentionally I kinda just did. I was gone for 4 mins. I didn’t even realize I died. I thought I woke up at the hospital after napping in the ambulance
Going on on a beautiful peaceful winter night to good music really ain’t that bad
December 15, 2024 at 2:52 AM
I’ve died once before. There’s nothing no afterlife. If you’re resuscitated you’re back to the same place. I didn’t die intentionally I kinda just did. I was gone for 4 mins. I didn’t even realize I died. I thought I woke up at the hospital after napping in the ambulance