i actually kinda had a mini meltdown Friday night, that I just became non-verbal and everything was too much but hhhhhhh forced myself to get out of it so i can work through Saturday and then didn't get to sleep again and sunday then monday meltdown and theni just didn't get a break
November 10, 2025 at 1:32 PM
i actually kinda had a mini meltdown Friday night, that I just became non-verbal and everything was too much but hhhhhhh forced myself to get out of it so i can work through Saturday and then didn't get to sleep again and sunday then monday meltdown and theni just didn't get a break
so many ideas for horror and im just too sick again to move
November 10, 2025 at 1:30 PM
so many ideas for horror and im just too sick again to move
i am trying to rationalize my feelings and i am mutely terrified of going back to extreme apathy that i might end myself
November 10, 2025 at 11:02 AM
i am trying to rationalize my feelings and i am mutely terrified of going back to extreme apathy that i might end myself
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I slept more so my crankiness will lessen
November 10, 2025 at 10:08 AM
I slept more so my crankiness will lessen
... im trying to remember if i ate smth last night
November 9, 2025 at 1:00 PM
... im trying to remember if i ate smth last night
I think my body got used to just eating once a day because i was working so hard, i just don't feel hunger much anm
I sleep a lot tho. Brain stuff still happening and im just so tired.
I sleep a lot tho. Brain stuff still happening and im just so tired.
November 9, 2025 at 12:58 PM
I think my body got used to just eating once a day because i was working so hard, i just don't feel hunger much anm
I sleep a lot tho. Brain stuff still happening and im just so tired.
I sleep a lot tho. Brain stuff still happening and im just so tired.
why am i always having a meltdown so bad whenever it rains that i am always just so so mmmm
November 4, 2025 at 7:47 AM
why am i always having a meltdown so bad whenever it rains that i am always just so so mmmm
ako na tatapos sa sarili ko, no need to make the world work hard to kill me nyeta
November 4, 2025 at 7:45 AM
ako na tatapos sa sarili ko, no need to make the world work hard to kill me nyeta
bruh bakit ba naman kasi same ng hiwa ung luya and ung karne haahha
November 3, 2025 at 4:34 AM
bruh bakit ba naman kasi same ng hiwa ung luya and ung karne haahha
//whines tiredly
grabe parang di na ako aabutang buhay sa sabado ah
grabe parang di na ako aabutang buhay sa sabado ah
November 1, 2025 at 2:28 PM
//whines tiredly
grabe parang di na ako aabutang buhay sa sabado ah
grabe parang di na ako aabutang buhay sa sabado ah
i am so exhausted wtf
November 1, 2025 at 12:47 PM
i am so exhausted wtf
im gonna throw up ;-;
why do i get more work when i am literally so ill puking levels
why do i get more work when i am literally so ill puking levels
October 29, 2025 at 3:23 PM
im gonna throw up ;-;
why do i get more work when i am literally so ill puking levels
why do i get more work when i am literally so ill puking levels
this is depressing as fuck but being ill, my brain not getting any better, and i have a fever again, i am miserable, crying again, im so fucking tired
October 27, 2025 at 3:12 PM
this is depressing as fuck but being ill, my brain not getting any better, and i have a fever again, i am miserable, crying again, im so fucking tired
replayan mo na ako, or seen mo ung message ko kasi nasisiraan na ako ng bait if aabot ba hahaah
October 27, 2025 at 1:01 PM
replayan mo na ako, or seen mo ung message ko kasi nasisiraan na ako ng bait if aabot ba hahaah
I am so excited to have this thing be over because wdym this project consumed almost a YEAR of my life managing it hahahaha
October 26, 2025 at 4:45 AM
I am so excited to have this thing be over because wdym this project consumed almost a YEAR of my life managing it hahahaha
I got myself something
October 25, 2025 at 3:24 PM
I got myself something
So much self-disgust in this mortal flesh
October 25, 2025 at 5:02 AM
So much self-disgust in this mortal flesh
when my bsky is like my diary of grief
October 25, 2025 at 4:01 AM
when my bsky is like my diary of grief
I don't think my health can take it if I lose a loved one again this year.
Morbid as it sounds but I hope I go first before anyone else.
I fainted the last time I lost someone and then lost so much time in my head out of grief. I was insane for months.
Morbid as it sounds but I hope I go first before anyone else.
I fainted the last time I lost someone and then lost so much time in my head out of grief. I was insane for months.
October 25, 2025 at 3:58 AM
I don't think my health can take it if I lose a loved one again this year.
Morbid as it sounds but I hope I go first before anyone else.
I fainted the last time I lost someone and then lost so much time in my head out of grief. I was insane for months.
Morbid as it sounds but I hope I go first before anyone else.
I fainted the last time I lost someone and then lost so much time in my head out of grief. I was insane for months.
I burned myself out working on that illustration for days on end and I was dumb because I forgot to eat and now I have another 2 huge illustrations due next week and I'm just so tired :(((
October 24, 2025 at 6:41 PM
I burned myself out working on that illustration for days on end and I was dumb because I forgot to eat and now I have another 2 huge illustrations due next week and I'm just so tired :(((
came back from the grave for this lmao
October 24, 2025 at 6:04 PM
came back from the grave for this lmao
let me just survive this week, I'll survive next week too
October 15, 2025 at 8:22 AM
let me just survive this week, I'll survive next week too
i keep on distancing myself from people whenever i become this angry at the world because like clockwork, i kinda spread the plague of being unlucky if I get irritated at someone in particular.
it's not scientifically correct nor is it a proven causation but I still get
it's not scientifically correct nor is it a proven causation but I still get
October 14, 2025 at 10:43 AM
i keep on distancing myself from people whenever i become this angry at the world because like clockwork, i kinda spread the plague of being unlucky if I get irritated at someone in particular.
it's not scientifically correct nor is it a proven causation but I still get
it's not scientifically correct nor is it a proven causation but I still get