finlay 🔜 paxu
@finlayis.bsky.social
game center mfa '27 | former middle school sped teacher | programming squad @ geeks out | victorian history, ducks & frogs | they/them 🏳️⚧️
"When grand romantic gestures require industrial equipment and municipal permits, you've crossed a line."
Timeless advice from Engineer Seraphin's advice column courtesy of @loottheroom.bsky.social
Timeless advice from Engineer Seraphin's advice column courtesy of @loottheroom.bsky.social
Aunt Seraphin's Very Good Advice
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November 12, 2025 at 2:54 PM
"When grand romantic gestures require industrial equipment and municipal permits, you've crossed a line."
Timeless advice from Engineer Seraphin's advice column courtesy of @loottheroom.bsky.social
Timeless advice from Engineer Seraphin's advice column courtesy of @loottheroom.bsky.social
What a sentence, what a world
omfg THE POPE WAS THE CREATOR OF TRIANGLE AGENCY!?? I'm losing my MIND
November 12, 2025 at 3:13 AM
What a sentence, what a world
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I got a very moving Ask about avoiding defeatism on the forbidden website, and I wanted to share it because it's something I believe very strongly
November 12, 2025 at 12:58 AM
I got a very moving Ask about avoiding defeatism on the forbidden website, and I wanted to share it because it's something I believe very strongly
I can’t believe how much more bandwidth I have for doing life stuff now that I’m not making 1000 microdecisions every day.
Today: made coffee, did a 3d printer training, transcribed interview, had class, went rock climbing, walked home.
Teaching is brutal.
Today: made coffee, did a 3d printer training, transcribed interview, had class, went rock climbing, walked home.
Teaching is brutal.
November 12, 2025 at 3:01 AM
I can’t believe how much more bandwidth I have for doing life stuff now that I’m not making 1000 microdecisions every day.
Today: made coffee, did a 3d printer training, transcribed interview, had class, went rock climbing, walked home.
Teaching is brutal.
Today: made coffee, did a 3d printer training, transcribed interview, had class, went rock climbing, walked home.
Teaching is brutal.
Explaining to my professor why it’s very important that I leave class for the o/u closing ceremonies
November 11, 2025 at 12:58 PM
Explaining to my professor why it’s very important that I leave class for the o/u closing ceremonies
All we have is the light we make together
Fiery hearts in the cold deep void of space
Like seeds, we grow, entangled with each other,
with leaves stretched out toward the sun's embrace
#over/under filk out here making me misty-eyed
Fiery hearts in the cold deep void of space
Like seeds, we grow, entangled with each other,
with leaves stretched out toward the sun's embrace
#over/under filk out here making me misty-eyed
The Rise of Dawn (Feat. Satah), by Taiko Montgomery
from the album Under the Dream
taikom.bandcamp.com
November 11, 2025 at 12:01 AM
All we have is the light we make together
Fiery hearts in the cold deep void of space
Like seeds, we grow, entangled with each other,
with leaves stretched out toward the sun's embrace
#over/under filk out here making me misty-eyed
Fiery hearts in the cold deep void of space
Like seeds, we grow, entangled with each other,
with leaves stretched out toward the sun's embrace
#over/under filk out here making me misty-eyed
hey everyone!!!! I need you all to stop and be in awe of the art that @thebetteradversary.bsky.social did for our game concept. 🤩 they seriously knocked it out of the park
November 10, 2025 at 5:02 PM
hey everyone!!!! I need you all to stop and be in awe of the art that @thebetteradversary.bsky.social did for our game concept. 🤩 they seriously knocked it out of the park
I can’t believe #over/under is actually going to just…end. I feel like I barely played at all but I’ve had so much fun watching the chaos and joy around the ship unfold. I wish I’d had more bandwidth to get involved in the church or one of the projects but so it goes.
Happy last cycles, dreamers ✨
Happy last cycles, dreamers ✨
November 10, 2025 at 11:53 AM
I can’t believe #over/under is actually going to just…end. I feel like I barely played at all but I’ve had so much fun watching the chaos and joy around the ship unfold. I wish I’d had more bandwidth to get involved in the church or one of the projects but so it goes.
Happy last cycles, dreamers ✨
Happy last cycles, dreamers ✨
Mood tanked suddenly around 9 tonight, and I just realized why:
For the last few weeks I’ve been almost totally focused on a few big projects, which have now ended. It’s a caring comedown.
For the last few weeks I’ve been almost totally focused on a few big projects, which have now ended. It’s a caring comedown.
November 10, 2025 at 3:50 AM
Mood tanked suddenly around 9 tonight, and I just realized why:
For the last few weeks I’ve been almost totally focused on a few big projects, which have now ended. It’s a caring comedown.
For the last few weeks I’ve been almost totally focused on a few big projects, which have now ended. It’s a caring comedown.
Kicking off our final game design project with a group field trip to the interactive art/game installation in the 34th street subway station! 🚇
November 9, 2025 at 1:46 PM
Kicking off our final game design project with a group field trip to the interactive art/game installation in the 34th street subway station! 🚇
First free-feeling time in weeks, so I cracked the seals on Hades 2 and hollow knight at last.
Games good 👍🏻
Games good 👍🏻
November 8, 2025 at 2:51 PM
First free-feeling time in weeks, so I cracked the seals on Hades 2 and hollow knight at last.
Games good 👍🏻
Games good 👍🏻
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To be very clear, The Gauntlet is an unabashedly queer-centric publisher, our games put themes of queerness and gender front and center, and our founder and operator (me) is a gay POC. Our values are in every single page of our games.
November 7, 2025 at 3:22 AM
To be very clear, The Gauntlet is an unabashedly queer-centric publisher, our games put themes of queerness and gender front and center, and our founder and operator (me) is a gay POC. Our values are in every single page of our games.
i love shrimp! 🍤🍤🍤 goty imo
Finishing up a small incremental game about shrimp fishing, coming pretty soon!
November 7, 2025 at 2:56 AM
i love shrimp! 🍤🍤🍤 goty imo
i went climbing on tuesday for the first time in ages and it has truly humbled me.
yesterday i was a soggy noodle who couldn't hold a pen.
today my everything hurts.
guess i'll have to go back next week or something.
yesterday i was a soggy noodle who couldn't hold a pen.
today my everything hurts.
guess i'll have to go back next week or something.
November 6, 2025 at 1:38 PM
i went climbing on tuesday for the first time in ages and it has truly humbled me.
yesterday i was a soggy noodle who couldn't hold a pen.
today my everything hurts.
guess i'll have to go back next week or something.
yesterday i was a soggy noodle who couldn't hold a pen.
today my everything hurts.
guess i'll have to go back next week or something.
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What the fuck happened in o/u while I was watching survivor? Why are there battlebots in church???
November 6, 2025 at 3:56 AM
What the fuck happened in o/u while I was watching survivor? Why are there battlebots in church???
Can’t wait to read this!!
In my upcoming book, I look at experimental games by Fluxus artists. These have been touchstones for game studies scholars like Mary Flanagan and Ian Bogost, but usually only in a cursory way. I thought it might be fun to take a look at a couple of examples.
www.upress.umn.edu/978151791622...
www.upress.umn.edu/978151791622...
The Impossible Reversal
Tracing the cultural history of play—from Fluxus to SimCityGames and gamified activities have become ubiquitous in many adults’ lives, and play is widely...
www.upress.umn.edu
November 5, 2025 at 10:48 PM
Can’t wait to read this!!
This is so fascinating bc in theory, something like this should fuck up the game. Like, people shouldn’t be able to rp real people on a fictional spaceship and have it work. And yet. O/U embraced the frame breaking nonsense and now it’s part of the game.
There is someone roleplaying as Anthony Bourdain in #OVER/UNDER, just going around doing monologues in the various public spaces, and it's truly.... so good.
![[Image of stylized Anthony Boudain in front of a magenta cyberpunk background]
And this is where every twisting corridor of the dream ends: the city core hits me like a hangover that never really ended. Everything’s too bright and too dark at the same time: holo-ads bleeding through clouds of coolant steam, promising pleasure, relief, and escape in six-second loops nobody’s really watching anymore. I can feel the hum of the station beneath my boots, like a tired animal breathing slow, or maybe it’s the low rumble of the fighting league. It’s all stacked metal and patched wiring here; architecture built by a committee of welders and dreamers who never spoke the same language. Probably several committees.
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Down on the streets I watch a drunk token miner yell at a vending machine that won’t take their credits. Somewhere above, a train rattles the ceiling as it leaves for a better, safer block that’s probably equally as tenuous. It’s loud, dirty, alive, and, in its own broken way, honest. You can’t gentrify vacuum, as much as this station tries. Holographic ads hawk enigmatic augmentations, political slogans that go out of date in an hour, or a good time of the sapphic variety. Smashing. that explains why the air tastes of android coolant. There’s the ever present hint of politics and commerce everywhere, inside the market, outside on the street; anyone not selling something seems to be planning, kneeling or squatting against walls, on the floor, in the street, whispering information or shouting it. This looked exactly like the Prospero Dreams of my fevered imaginings: dead drops, brush contacts, burst transmissions, betrayals.
When I finally leave the market, the blocks are dark, and I pass a few buildings lit by flickering electric light. Broom closet-sized alleyway stores and restaurants serving mysterious narcotics and hot meals for a few credits, flickering LEDs barely revealing the silhouettes of seated figures reading bratva literature. There are cryptic …](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:wda5bmzr3db5dwkc4m2vm46k/bafkreifhtg2noex4lf3t62yjz3jn3s7kcxnoclijlgnvrji7nhdxg3qhga@jpeg)
November 5, 2025 at 10:45 PM
This is so fascinating bc in theory, something like this should fuck up the game. Like, people shouldn’t be able to rp real people on a fictional spaceship and have it work. And yet. O/U embraced the frame breaking nonsense and now it’s part of the game.
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this is such a great encapsulation of why this race feels existential even to people outside NYC. Cuomo as the final boss of everything wrong with the current Democratic Party, Mamdani happily grabbing the third rails everyone’s told are too dangerous to touch (trans people, Muslims, socialism)
It's uncanny how Cuomo has been laser-focused at appealing to the absolute worst qualities in people - their insularity, their tribalism, and now their fear. A campaign monumental in its cynicism, a colossal bet by this man and his billionaire backers that people are basically bad.
This isn't a closing election argument, it's Vidkun Quisling explaining why surrender is better than resistance.
November 4, 2025 at 5:45 AM
this is such a great encapsulation of why this race feels existential even to people outside NYC. Cuomo as the final boss of everything wrong with the current Democratic Party, Mamdani happily grabbing the third rails everyone’s told are too dangerous to touch (trans people, Muslims, socialism)
Agree in principle but not in specific, and what I’ll say here is the last time I found myself in conflict w one of jays takes it was resolved by remembering that deep down I’m a dadaist conceptual art weirdo.
pointing at a game and saying "this is not a game" means you're saying it shouldnt be thought of as a game, it shouldnt be compared to other games, and it shouldnt be respected like a game. it's a tool of dismissal and erasure
November 4, 2025 at 11:24 AM
Agree in principle but not in specific, and what I’ll say here is the last time I found myself in conflict w one of jays takes it was resolved by remembering that deep down I’m a dadaist conceptual art weirdo.
it’s true
only a complete fool would write about games
November 3, 2025 at 10:16 AM
it’s true
after spending god knows how many hours writing a paper about over/under, it feels like a cruel joke that this week's lecture response topic is social interaction, communication, and player motivation in MMOs. i think i should be exempt.
November 2, 2025 at 10:11 PM
after spending god knows how many hours writing a paper about over/under, it feels like a cruel joke that this week's lecture response topic is social interaction, communication, and player motivation in MMOs. i think i should be exempt.
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It's some weirdo game freaks birthday today!
If you want to get into your feelings you should play The Time We Have
If you're feeling goofy you should play Rom Com Drama Bomb
If you want to explore something spooky you should play Project Ecco
Happy birthday @moreblueberries.bsky.social
If you want to get into your feelings you should play The Time We Have
If you're feeling goofy you should play Rom Com Drama Bomb
If you want to explore something spooky you should play Project Ecco
Happy birthday @moreblueberries.bsky.social
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Indie TTPRGs and Art!
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November 2, 2025 at 6:03 PM
It's some weirdo game freaks birthday today!
If you want to get into your feelings you should play The Time We Have
If you're feeling goofy you should play Rom Com Drama Bomb
If you want to explore something spooky you should play Project Ecco
Happy birthday @moreblueberries.bsky.social
If you want to get into your feelings you should play The Time We Have
If you're feeling goofy you should play Rom Com Drama Bomb
If you want to explore something spooky you should play Project Ecco
Happy birthday @moreblueberries.bsky.social
omg done yaaaay
2 min late and probably over the word count but DONE
thank you again to everyone who contributed to this project, o/u players are truly the best and i'm so glad to have had the chance to work/play with you all
2 min late and probably over the word count but DONE
thank you again to everyone who contributed to this project, o/u players are truly the best and i'm so glad to have had the chance to work/play with you all
Letter to past self: don't do it. This isn't a 1500word paper, this is an article at least, a book at most. There is no punchy thesis that's going to feel right. Flee, flee while you can.
(Paper is due tonight, wish me luck)
(Paper is due tonight, wish me luck)
I got the ok from my prof to write about #over/under for my midterm paper. If you’re playing and want to chat about it, please message me!
November 2, 2025 at 4:09 AM
omg done yaaaay
2 min late and probably over the word count but DONE
thank you again to everyone who contributed to this project, o/u players are truly the best and i'm so glad to have had the chance to work/play with you all
2 min late and probably over the word count but DONE
thank you again to everyone who contributed to this project, o/u players are truly the best and i'm so glad to have had the chance to work/play with you all
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today's Lynda Barry comic is required reading for any kind of teacher.
November 1, 2025 at 8:39 PM
today's Lynda Barry comic is required reading for any kind of teacher.