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Jadey💜
@jade9846.bsky.social
20 y/o trans girly just trying to do right by herself and others 😋
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October 28, 2025 at 2:15 PM
EVRYBODY SHUT TF UP

MY HIGHSCHOOL BAND DIRECTOR CAME VISIT ME AT MY COLLEGE FOOTBALL GAME

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
(Def was not absolutely geeking the rest of the game😋)
October 19, 2025 at 6:04 PM
Why do i have to remember what their perfume smelled like? Literally tearing up in the gym before pregame.

I'm ridiculous... any way football time 😋💜
October 18, 2025 at 7:00 PM
Also, It's not like anyone here actually knows me, so this might not come off right, but I am so fucking happy that I'm basically the over worked mom of the trombone section this year. I have gotten to help the freshmen with basically everything and help support morale. It's a great feeling 🥰💜
October 18, 2025 at 4:31 AM
Oh lord, so I died again. Sorry for that, I've been so caught up in classes to even think about posting anything here. BUT...
I've been taking some time out of my day for me lately hopefully meaning I'll use this more. Helps me not take my signature "OMG I WAS ASLEEP FOR HOW LONG" naps.
October 17, 2025 at 11:02 PM
Reposted by Jadey💜
its tough out there but so am i
September 28, 2025 at 5:58 PM
You know, I've been looking at and thinking about stuff this semester. Obviously... but specifically rn how some things don't change. Even if life feels like it's been all over the place for me, the same car shows still happen, the caf food is still meh, and a local burger joint still has good food.
August 27, 2025 at 4:13 AM
Im still tiredddd, ughhhhhh. Practicing rn, but i also just got my new roomy. He setup his side of the room really odd but I fuck with it kinda. We'll see ig, but he seems cool.
August 24, 2025 at 8:22 PM
LORDDDDDD. I forget why I like to call band camp hell week lol. Finally over though, only thing left is helping a freshman learn more of pregame and passing off my music by Monday.

Unrelated I recorded myself for like 40 min the other night. Basically my poor woman's therapy session.
August 23, 2025 at 4:16 PM
Alright little people in my phoneeeee. I wrote some music to deal with the good ole emotion chemicals in my brain, might post later idk. As for now, I think im gonna get some sleep. Belle has been looking at me with sleepy eyes, and the bed beckons me💜
August 11, 2025 at 3:56 AM
AGHAGAGHAGAGGGGHHHHHHH. My brain feels like the dumbest thing on planet earth. I've never been more confused and upset by someone, but also remembering how much I loved their laugh. Not the normal chuckle but the silly awkward laugh they had when something made them genuinely happy. My brain man...
August 11, 2025 at 2:04 AM
On a more light hearted topic

Broken broken gone gone broken broken gone

Thanks for listening to my T.E.D(dy) talk
August 9, 2025 at 6:11 AM
Late night tonight, obviously, but it just means I had a long time to stew on something that I got told today. Someone told me today that they respect me...

The same person that I came out to, trusted, and became accepted by, who then misgendered me via tweet.
Of all the people I thought that would
August 9, 2025 at 5:59 AM
You know, it's funny I thought I could trust someone, when that person has lied and hurt me so many times before.
Honestly it's quite funny at this point.

Alsoooool... Mako Mori from pacific rim has me like 😍
August 8, 2025 at 1:35 AM
Now im not sure how to put this in words properly, butttt a long time ago (even longer in my brain) I sat down at this restaurant with someone very special to me. Things have happened since and as a part of my journey to get past them, I came back to enjoy some tacos where we once did.
August 3, 2025 at 8:04 PM
Mannnnnn. I kinda wish I could take a stuffed animal (stuffy) with me tomorrow...
I have to get a filling and lidocaine is like torture to me. I know it's going to majorly suck and one of my peeps would feel nice to hold. But anywaysssss...
August 1, 2025 at 4:46 AM
I do this thing where something happens every few months and it sparks me using this as a diary, and I think im okay with that, but id like to me more consistent.
I'm gonna see what happens, a few more days of work left and then band camp, so kinda unpredictable tbh, but id like to.
July 28, 2025 at 8:22 PM
Muh brain has been on super speed for the last few days. Trying to put my ducks in a line and re focus. Been cleaning and getting some small stuff done, which has helped.

Sometimes I really wish my brain had an off button though. To just sit in silence and draw, it would be so niceeeee🙄
July 28, 2025 at 2:37 AM
RAHHHHHHH.
I had to talk to the fuck you guy today.
Went on a drive after. It helped
Just trying to be positive and remind myself to love myself and give me grace.💜
July 26, 2025 at 3:56 AM
Guys am I cooked if I automatically self insert as the girl in every song I listen to. In a good way.

Shout out T-Pain's bartender for helping me come to this realization.

I should like go back to working💜
July 7, 2025 at 1:24 PM
Mannnn. Thinking is hard. On one hand, the body I dream of having pictures perfectly in my mind. On the other, sad...
June 22, 2025 at 2:10 AM
There's a nissan racecar, and then there's a nissan RACECAR.

Vroom Vroom💨
June 20, 2025 at 1:20 PM
EEEEEEEEEEE, I GOT A HAIRCUTTTTT. AND I LIKE ITTTT.

(says trans girl for the first time)

It's a wolf cut ish thing, and I'm gonna have to learn to style it properly, but I'm so happy with it. I can't help but smile when I look in the mirror 😁😁
June 12, 2025 at 4:29 AM
I simply do not understand my brains ability to see someone who utterly ripped my heart out, as anything but evil. Yet I sit here daily, wishing I could hold their hand one more time, look into their eyes and know that I love them unconditionally, and feel loved.

I am so, so tired.
May 25, 2025 at 4:52 AM
Life's kinda weird tbh. Just thinking about where I could be in a years time if I wanted to with the opertunities I've got rn. Idk I think I'm doing pretty good, I just find my mind wandering to *cough cough* other things durning the day making it hard to be as positive as I want to be.
May 21, 2025 at 4:15 AM