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nothing worse than waiting for the other shoe to drop.
November 11, 2025 at 5:27 PM
nothing worse than waiting for the other shoe to drop.
i don’t need their closure to find my peace.
my peace starts now.
my peace starts now.
November 10, 2025 at 9:31 PM
i don’t need their closure to find my peace.
my peace starts now.
my peace starts now.
inhale: i am protected
exhale: even in uncertainty
exhale: even in uncertainty
November 10, 2025 at 4:34 AM
inhale: i am protected
exhale: even in uncertainty
exhale: even in uncertainty
i think i’ve put a lot on my friends with this situation i’m going through.
i’m gonna step back a little.
i’m gonna step back a little.
November 9, 2025 at 10:49 PM
i think i’ve put a lot on my friends with this situation i’m going through.
i’m gonna step back a little.
i’m gonna step back a little.
i hope this isn’t my last night sleeping on my couch.
November 9, 2025 at 10:44 PM
i hope this isn’t my last night sleeping on my couch.
how i feel is packing my shit,
putting everything in storage,
and moving forward.
putting everything in storage,
and moving forward.
November 9, 2025 at 10:41 PM
how i feel is packing my shit,
putting everything in storage,
and moving forward.
putting everything in storage,
and moving forward.
having to move >>>>>
but
new beginnings >>>>>
but
new beginnings >>>>>
November 9, 2025 at 10:37 PM
having to move >>>>>
but
new beginnings >>>>>
but
new beginnings >>>>>
i want this process to be easy.
November 9, 2025 at 9:51 PM
i want this process to be easy.
i wish these people on the 11th hour would tell me they are giving up this apartment so i can finally have peace.
November 9, 2025 at 7:05 PM
i wish these people on the 11th hour would tell me they are giving up this apartment so i can finally have peace.
i struggle with asking people for help,
which causes me to feel isolated.
which causes me to feel isolated.
November 9, 2025 at 4:30 PM
i struggle with asking people for help,
which causes me to feel isolated.
which causes me to feel isolated.
learning to sit in stillness is always terrifying to me.
my brain always tells me i’m
doing something wrong or the other shoe is going to drop.
it always has me on guard even when nothing is happening.
that is no way to live.
my brain always tells me i’m
doing something wrong or the other shoe is going to drop.
it always has me on guard even when nothing is happening.
that is no way to live.
November 9, 2025 at 1:38 PM
learning to sit in stillness is always terrifying to me.
my brain always tells me i’m
doing something wrong or the other shoe is going to drop.
it always has me on guard even when nothing is happening.
that is no way to live.
my brain always tells me i’m
doing something wrong or the other shoe is going to drop.
it always has me on guard even when nothing is happening.
that is no way to live.
i dont want to see these people ever again.
November 9, 2025 at 12:05 AM
i dont want to see these people ever again.
God,
i’m always asking for what i want or need. begging even. right now, i give up control and im asking for you to provide what you want for my life. you know what is best for me and i don’t want to cry for things that aren’t good for me. i’m open to better. surprise me.
i’m always asking for what i want or need. begging even. right now, i give up control and im asking for you to provide what you want for my life. you know what is best for me and i don’t want to cry for things that aren’t good for me. i’m open to better. surprise me.
November 8, 2025 at 2:07 PM
God,
i’m always asking for what i want or need. begging even. right now, i give up control and im asking for you to provide what you want for my life. you know what is best for me and i don’t want to cry for things that aren’t good for me. i’m open to better. surprise me.
i’m always asking for what i want or need. begging even. right now, i give up control and im asking for you to provide what you want for my life. you know what is best for me and i don’t want to cry for things that aren’t good for me. i’m open to better. surprise me.
i am in the surrender phase in this whole debacle now.
i’m giving it all to God and whatever he wants to do for my own good,
i will allow it.
i’m giving it all to God and whatever he wants to do for my own good,
i will allow it.
November 8, 2025 at 1:55 PM
i am in the surrender phase in this whole debacle now.
i’m giving it all to God and whatever he wants to do for my own good,
i will allow it.
i’m giving it all to God and whatever he wants to do for my own good,
i will allow it.
i am filled with fear.
November 7, 2025 at 7:54 PM
i am filled with fear.
okay devil, not today.
November 5, 2025 at 1:27 PM
okay devil, not today.
today feels heavy for some reason.
November 4, 2025 at 6:37 PM
today feels heavy for some reason.
i’m really tired today.
didn’t sleep last night.
went to sleep at 4 and woke up at 6.
may need an afternoon start.
didn’t sleep last night.
went to sleep at 4 and woke up at 6.
may need an afternoon start.
November 4, 2025 at 1:50 PM
i’m really tired today.
didn’t sleep last night.
went to sleep at 4 and woke up at 6.
may need an afternoon start.
didn’t sleep last night.
went to sleep at 4 and woke up at 6.
may need an afternoon start.
i would love to take a nice vacation.
November 4, 2025 at 1:26 PM
i would love to take a nice vacation.
let’s see how this battery life is gonna be today with ios 26.1.
i was forced to download this against my will and battery life has been in the dumps.
i was forced to download this against my will and battery life has been in the dumps.
November 4, 2025 at 12:11 PM
let’s see how this battery life is gonna be today with ios 26.1.
i was forced to download this against my will and battery life has been in the dumps.
i was forced to download this against my will and battery life has been in the dumps.
nothing is scarier than having to stay still and trust God.
November 3, 2025 at 9:44 PM
nothing is scarier than having to stay still and trust God.
had to take a mental health day after EDMR today.
i’m glad i’m past the hard part now.
i’m glad i’m past the hard part now.
November 3, 2025 at 7:11 PM
had to take a mental health day after EDMR today.
i’m glad i’m past the hard part now.
i’m glad i’m past the hard part now.