Marrón Mendoza-Murphy
@lagrimassepia.bsky.social
《I'm just so fucking tired! You've taken everything and still you think that you deserve our love, so ego goes.》
| (Written by Ice)
| (Written by Ice)
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Hiiii I'm moving everything over from the bird app slowly so if I lose everything it's not a 43.2k tweet loss and only a "this is annoying thing" loss
Hiiii I'm moving everything over from the bird app slowly so if I lose everything it's not a 43.2k tweet loss and only a "this is annoying thing" loss
... why were you jealous of me...? I-I... kinda suck at... all of this.
... I looked up to you a lot so...
... I looked up to you a lot so...
Yeah!! That's the spirit. Hehe, it's weird...it kinda feels like I used to be jealous of how good at this you were while I was crashing out, but now I'm reassuring you...but that just means that you'll climb out of this funk in time.
Ah... I-I didn't even... think of that. He's just so calm so much of the time, I-I didn't even think he could be scared right now...
I... guess I gotta try too. Even if it's...
... mm. You know.
[Another sip, but less hesitant.]
I... guess I gotta try too. Even if it's...
... mm. You know.
[Another sip, but less hesitant.]
December 6, 2025 at 4:54 AM
... why were you jealous of me...? I-I... kinda suck at... all of this.
... I looked up to you a lot so...
... I looked up to you a lot so...
Ah... I-I didn't even... think of that. He's just so calm so much of the time, I-I didn't even think he could be scared right now...
I... guess I gotta try too. Even if it's...
... mm. You know.
[Another sip, but less hesitant.]
I... guess I gotta try too. Even if it's...
... mm. You know.
[Another sip, but less hesitant.]
Mhm. Look at Alfonse. He's working so hard because he's scared of what might happen, so he wants to be as ready for it as he can. The way I've seen it...most of the heroes are, well. Heroic, because they fight even though they're scared.
You sure...?
December 5, 2025 at 4:32 PM
Ah... I-I didn't even... think of that. He's just so calm so much of the time, I-I didn't even think he could be scared right now...
I... guess I gotta try too. Even if it's...
... mm. You know.
[Another sip, but less hesitant.]
I... guess I gotta try too. Even if it's...
... mm. You know.
[Another sip, but less hesitant.]
You sure...?
Well, you're here. I thinkkk...a real coward would've run away as soon as things got serious. As someone who has bad memories of Nifl too, I think being scared is just...normal.
[Staring at it, then sipping so that it isn't unappreciated.]
I almost died in Nifl th-the first time. I-I'm just... scared, I guess...?
And now we...
...
I feel like a coward...
I almost died in Nifl th-the first time. I-I'm just... scared, I guess...?
And now we...
...
I feel like a coward...
December 5, 2025 at 4:25 PM
You sure...?
[Staring at it, then sipping so that it isn't unappreciated.]
I almost died in Nifl th-the first time. I-I'm just... scared, I guess...?
And now we...
...
I feel like a coward...
I almost died in Nifl th-the first time. I-I'm just... scared, I guess...?
And now we...
...
I feel like a coward...
[Putting one of their marshmallows in his with a longing look which makes it seem like they mulled over giving it up really hard....]
December 5, 2025 at 4:22 PM
[Staring at it, then sipping so that it isn't unappreciated.]
I almost died in Nifl th-the first time. I-I'm just... scared, I guess...?
And now we...
...
I feel like a coward...
I almost died in Nifl th-the first time. I-I'm just... scared, I guess...?
And now we...
...
I feel like a coward...
(( I put these on twt so heres the mirror post just for you Zonic bc my favorite thing is making edits matching the Zenith that Marrón has going on
December 5, 2025 at 4:19 PM
(( I put these on twt so heres the mirror post just for you Zonic bc my favorite thing is making edits matching the Zenith that Marrón has going on
[Taking it and staring blankly at it.]
... I think I-I'm going to die Kiran.
... I think I-I'm going to die Kiran.
[handing him some hot cocoa.]
December 5, 2025 at 4:18 PM
[Taking it and staring blankly at it.]
... I think I-I'm going to die Kiran.
... I think I-I'm going to die Kiran.
[Pulling breidablik away from his temple.]
Oh w-we had. Different ideas.
Oh w-we had. Different ideas.
December 5, 2025 at 4:11 PM
[Pulling breidablik away from his temple.]
Oh w-we had. Different ideas.
Oh w-we had. Different ideas.
IM GOING TO DO IT.
December 5, 2025 at 4:04 PM
IM GOING TO DO IT.
Hey Kiran. U-update.
December 5, 2025 at 4:12 AM
Hey Kiran. U-update.
Oh, th-that's Jean's friend...
[Fun fact, Marrón has a Jean ship.]
[Fun fact, Marrón has a Jean ship.]
@evelavrenti.bsky.social @windsofaskr.bsky.social @lagrimassepia.bsky.social @anmarkmidalfr.bsky.social(Who?) ...
Summoners. I'm requesting you summon this guy pronto.
Summoners. I'm requesting you summon this guy pronto.
Let the two of us explore all the ways in which two men may grow ever closer. -Louis (Engage)
December 2, 2025 at 10:24 PM
Oh, th-that's Jean's friend...
[Fun fact, Marrón has a Jean ship.]
[Fun fact, Marrón has a Jean ship.]
Reposted by Marrón Mendoza-Murphy
[ Tone of suicidal intent ]
November 20, 2025 at 6:09 PM
[ Tone of suicidal intent ]
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Frolicking! Yippee ! Yippee ! Y ippee !
November 20, 2025 at 6:09 PM
Frolicking! Yippee ! Yippee ! Y ippee !
...
If we are but amusement we will give Rune the worst filler arc ever.
November 20, 2025 at 5:58 PM
...
We're supposed to frolic...?
November 20, 2025 at 5:54 PM
We're supposed to frolic...?
... dang it...
[patpatpatpat.] no emotion erasing until after new years.
... got it. Erasing my emotions again I-I can alter my contract with Læraðr anyway okay if I start thinking about everything Rune did I might actually do it :)
November 20, 2025 at 12:22 AM
... dang it...
... got it. Erasing my emotions again I-I can alter my contract with Læraðr anyway okay if I start thinking about everything Rune did I might actually do it :)
RUNE HIRED HIM TO START SHIT BETWEEN ASKR AND EMBLA FOR FUN DIDN'T HE!!!! GOD FUCKING DAMMITTTT
November 20, 2025 at 12:19 AM
... got it. Erasing my emotions again I-I can alter my contract with Læraðr anyway okay if I start thinking about everything Rune did I might actually do it :)
........
OK... I get it.
I'll ask Læraðr to remove my emotions again so I can ignore my broken heart and um... lock in...
OK... I get it.
I'll ask Læraðr to remove my emotions again so I can ignore my broken heart and um... lock in...
Let's GO. Small wins. Anyway, um...real talk, as someone who's fallen down over and over, mostly in the same ways you have admittedly,, it really does help to focus on the task at hand. No point panicking over what you can currently effect, and all.
Y
Yeah...
Yeah...
November 20, 2025 at 12:15 AM
........
OK... I get it.
I'll ask Læraðr to remove my emotions again so I can ignore my broken heart and um... lock in...
OK... I get it.
I'll ask Læraðr to remove my emotions again so I can ignore my broken heart and um... lock in...
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[ Too busy drooling over a ship she already liked going toxic to respond. ]
November 19, 2025 at 9:42 PM
[ Too busy drooling over a ship she already liked going toxic to respond. ]
Do you think Rune thought it'd suit like... an enemies to lovers thing to betray me like that.
November 19, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Do you think Rune thought it'd suit like... an enemies to lovers thing to betray me like that.
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Y
Yeah...
Yeah...
Oh you can age now!!!!
Kiran I only just became able to age.
November 17, 2025 at 4:18 PM
Y
Yeah...
Yeah...
Kiran I only just became able to age.
Well, uhm, in a weird way of thinking, er, she'll inevitably become Seidr, so in a couple years?
I dont have that Kvasir is just dead...
November 17, 2025 at 4:16 PM
Kiran I only just became able to age.
I dont have that Kvasir is just dead...
And look at me. My infinite timeline snake gf who kills me is now my singular timeline snake gf who likes me. It works out.
But you have a. Similar issue n-no?
November 17, 2025 at 4:11 PM
I dont have that Kvasir is just dead...
But you have a. Similar issue n-no?
tthey won't all be like this.
Kvasir died. Rune is Alfaðör. Hríd wants me dead anytime I approach Ylgr. It's o-over for me Kiran I think I'm cursed.
November 17, 2025 at 4:05 PM
But you have a. Similar issue n-no?
(( for context ivy and I were planning a ship
November 17, 2025 at 3:54 PM
(( for context ivy and I were planning a ship