Funny Realization: my therapist never took it serious that I want to quit job and get a PhD, CUZ she thought it requires a GRE score.

Aren't the real problems a research topic, publication records, social anxiety, knowing an advisor with funding, and yes again social anxiety, and yes again funding?

My flesh begins to melt, and then I become flowing crimson.
I ache to thread my blood into the veins of others; each confluence only sharpens the thirst.
My form is a manifold of possibilities—dispersing, gathering—and my touch leaves a memory that refuses to fade.

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He, the Extinguisher of all Stars—
the Mourner of the Seven Rivers—
the blade unsinned, unguilted, unflawed.

He knew for whom he would be wielded, whose edge he longed to become, and which place he would call home. This vow he could never break, and the Seven Serpents’ curse would never befall him.

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[Description] His words grew more forceful. His actions ever sharper. His will ever stronger—yet I know all the emptiness and futility within.
[Role] This is you.
—Since I started a Secret Cult, Ch. 451

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@lulumen.bsky.social hi & happy holidays!
I created a 7-hr English intensive reading video series based on your akeshu fic. I know this is weird... but hope to let you know. Plz feel free to raise any question/preference/objection. Check my ao3 comment for details 😖
Link to 1st video b23.tv/yScnAPb