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RabidRae
@rabidrae.bsky.social
I'm Rae. (She/Her) | Mixed - White/Puerto Rican | Bisexual

Writer, gamer, witch. Storyteller for a 15 year ongoing VtM campaign.

Coffee is life. Words are hard.

Twitch Affiliate: Twitch.tv/rabidrae
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New followers,

Expect to see cat pics, gaming things, VtM stuff, witchy shit, and random thoughts here.

Incoherently,
Rae
I shouldn't hate myself for fighting to be here when I have a super bad spiral, but here we are.

I'm having a hard time existing.

#depression
November 12, 2025 at 9:01 AM
NO ONE told me that the northern lights would be visible tonight.

I only found out because local folks were posting awesome pics after.

I ALWAYS miss them. I hate it.

And now I'm crying because it would have done so much good for my mental health to even briefly see any of it.
November 12, 2025 at 8:37 AM
Anyone else's discover feed suddenly get the horns?

Out of nowhere, kink, paypig, and milfs.

I... what?

I mean, you do you, but I come to social media for cats, games, and silliness.

Discover feed feeling frisky I guess. Lol
November 11, 2025 at 1:27 PM
Had a rock show and tell in a discord tonight. Have a sample. Ruby in zeosite.

#rocks #glowing #ruby #zeosite #geology
November 11, 2025 at 4:02 AM
FYI, if you do the "follow, unfollow, follow again" routine multiple times, it just looks like you are advertising in an annoying way and fishing for a follow back.

Doing that will just get you blocked.
November 8, 2025 at 11:01 PM
It sucks feeling selfish for prioritizing yourself when others are going through hard shit.

I want to help. I want to be there to support people.

Yet, my brain is mess. I don't take care of myself well.

I shouldn't feel bad for taking time for myself, but here I am. Full of sad and guilt.
November 8, 2025 at 11:02 AM
I said after last November's elections, that I had a feeling really good things would come after the chaos. I've been holding on to that hope.

Tonight feels like a glimmer in the right direction.
November 5, 2025 at 6:49 AM
No pact is made. Demon decides to infest and haunt the players soul instead.

Result: Random chaos rolls. Player occasionally must take a nat 1 during scenes until exorcism is acquired.
your player tries to make a pact with a demon... and rolls this.

you're the GM. what happens next? 👀
November 4, 2025 at 9:25 PM
It really sucks being the one person in a group of friends that can't do transportation easily, has no disposable income, is a night person, and legit can't go out and do so many activities due to chronic pain.

You get forgotten quickly.
November 4, 2025 at 11:00 AM
Reposted by RabidRae
Join me in a challenge this month.

It's called " November "

It's where we all just try to survive every day of November.
November 3, 2025 at 8:08 AM
VtM Session: "Hey, we get an extra hour of vamps tonight. Woo!"

*proceeds to game 6 hours extra than normal*

Oops.

#vtm #timechange #vampfuel #ttrpg #storyteller
November 2, 2025 at 5:38 PM
I dyed my hair. I have coffee.

Necesse?

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October 30, 2025 at 10:17 PM
What is everyone playing Fantasy TTRPG wise nowadays?

I know a lot of folks have moved away from D&D, so is Pathfinder the new hotness or what?

#ttrpg #fantasy #dmhasquestions
October 30, 2025 at 12:17 AM
Sometimes self care is bleach and hair dye.

It's been ages...
October 30, 2025 at 12:15 AM
No wonder they made the expansions free for New World...

Oof.
October 29, 2025 at 6:28 AM
If there was a Back to the Future remake now, the shitty car turned time travel machine would 💯 be a cyber truck.

And they'd still struggle getting to 88mph.
October 26, 2025 at 4:46 AM
Reposted by RabidRae
My least-hated novel is 3 bucks for the next week in ebook form, just search your device for 'This Book is Full of Spiders', it's like if the cast of Stranger Things group up and became bitter alcoholics and the town went to shit around them & the monsters kept getting weirder
October 24, 2025 at 2:50 PM
Random note, if you find a RabidRae on the shit site, it's not me. I never had that @, and deactivated my account there anyway.
October 23, 2025 at 5:52 AM
When you work vampire hours in a daywalker town, it really sucks to make appointments for anything.

Have to stay up late or get up way too early to get anything done.
October 22, 2025 at 1:26 PM
This is my dance about how much transphobes suck.
October 22, 2025 at 4:52 AM
There is a great horned owl somewhere in the neighborhood. I hear it every night and it makes me so happy.
October 22, 2025 at 4:42 AM
Sometimes folks reading horribly written things aloud is just the confidence booster you need.

Thanks @thefrekiwolf.bsky.social. I feel better now.
October 21, 2025 at 4:15 AM
Random #WitchSky question for the neurospicy ADHD witches:

What stones/crystals do you resonate with that help with focus?

I recently bought a nice vivianite, and the one day I actually held it in my hand, I got so much shit done. Further meditation investigation required. Dat energy surge though.
October 18, 2025 at 7:08 AM
Struggling to exist today. I don't want to be here.

It's not even outside. It's my own brain doing it.

It sucks to have your self worth so entangled with the idea of productivity and the inability to have an income.

To not create is to wither. To create, but not earn, feels like a failure.
October 16, 2025 at 6:12 AM
The voice work for npcs in New World's Nighthaven is... oof.

Too many "I'm reading the lines" voices with zero character flair.

Pretty sure "Lynette" is used to just reading instructional videos.

Super tempting to just turn npc voice off.
October 16, 2025 at 4:43 AM