starre 💫💗🎩 || StarreWagon 5th Year Anniversary
@starreduste.bsky.social
20+ | he/him | ∞ ˚｡⋆
୨୧˚♡ "just a casual speedwagon enjoyer" ♡˚୨୧
✦ JJBA fanartist + phantom blood truther (battle tendency too, but only because speedy's in it)
✦ oc x canon/self-ship positive
✦ ♡ ⇢ MLP, SDV, animals, historical fashion, cute stuff
୨୧˚♡ "just a casual speedwagon enjoyer" ♡˚୨୧
✦ JJBA fanartist + phantom blood truther (battle tendency too, but only because speedy's in it)
✦ oc x canon/self-ship positive
✦ ♡ ⇢ MLP, SDV, animals, historical fashion, cute stuff
Pinned
< "I never wanted a crown
I never wanted to lead
But I couldn't turn my back
On a nation in need"
"Sir, you were born to lead" >
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ #STARREWAGON #SPEEDWAGON #ROBERTEOSPEEDWAGON #SELFSHIP #OCxCANON ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
I never wanted to lead
But I couldn't turn my back
On a nation in need"
"Sir, you were born to lead" >
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ #STARREWAGON #SPEEDWAGON #ROBERTEOSPEEDWAGON #SELFSHIP #OCxCANON ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
I HOPE YOU ALL DIE THE SAME WAY I WILL: YOUNG, SCARED, ALONE, SEVERELY ILL, AND WITH NO WAY TO PAY FOR OR EVEN RECEIVE TREATMENT</333333
December 1, 2025 at 3:09 AM
I HOPE YOU ALL DIE THE SAME WAY I WILL: YOUNG, SCARED, ALONE, SEVERELY ILL, AND WITH NO WAY TO PAY FOR OR EVEN RECEIVE TREATMENT</333333
"they all have their own lives too"
ok but are they ***anything*** like **THIS**??????????????
ok but are they ***anything*** like **THIS**??????????????
December 1, 2025 at 3:05 AM
"they all have their own lives too"
ok but are they ***anything*** like **THIS**??????????????
ok but are they ***anything*** like **THIS**??????????????
i hate every single day of my "life" and i hate this stupid hateful world and i hate every single person in it why was i only born to SUFFER?!
December 1, 2025 at 2:45 AM
i hate every single day of my "life" and i hate this stupid hateful world and i hate every single person in it why was i only born to SUFFER?!
yeah having a literal w(hol)e horse in the movie was great and all -- but i personally loved that dumbass tomboy beaver with the southern country accent (affectionate) #zootopia2
November 30, 2025 at 1:29 AM
yeah having a literal w(hol)e horse in the movie was great and all -- but i personally loved that dumbass tomboy beaver with the southern country accent (affectionate) #zootopia2
i wish this was fucking fiction when i say this, but my mother ***LITERALLY*** laughs at me (mockingly) like a villain -- ALL THE TIME.
i'm just over here like 'pLEASE for the love of gOd -- STOP ACTING EVIL and just have a REGULAR, RESPECTFUL, PRODUCTIVE CONVERSATION with me, for **O N C E**!!@@!'
i'm just over here like 'pLEASE for the love of gOd -- STOP ACTING EVIL and just have a REGULAR, RESPECTFUL, PRODUCTIVE CONVERSATION with me, for **O N C E**!!@@!'
November 29, 2025 at 3:44 AM
i wish this was fucking fiction when i say this, but my mother ***LITERALLY*** laughs at me (mockingly) like a villain -- ALL THE TIME.
i'm just over here like 'pLEASE for the love of gOd -- STOP ACTING EVIL and just have a REGULAR, RESPECTFUL, PRODUCTIVE CONVERSATION with me, for **O N C E**!!@@!'
i'm just over here like 'pLEASE for the love of gOd -- STOP ACTING EVIL and just have a REGULAR, RESPECTFUL, PRODUCTIVE CONVERSATION with me, for **O N C E**!!@@!'
on the topic of j☆nawagon vs. starrewagon, these are my exact feelings now (direct quote from me btw):
"unfortunately, not all peak is created equally"
"unfortunately, not all peak is created equally"
November 29, 2025 at 2:10 AM
on the topic of j☆nawagon vs. starrewagon, these are my exact feelings now (direct quote from me btw):
"unfortunately, not all peak is created equally"
"unfortunately, not all peak is created equally"
i blame dio's (hate mob) stans for why i *****still***** haven't been able to access my actual twitter account
(i don't even get automated email confirmations for my support tickets anymore -- they've completely cut off contact with me</3)
(i don't even get automated email confirmations for my support tickets anymore -- they've completely cut off contact with me</3)
November 28, 2025 at 9:50 AM
i blame dio's (hate mob) stans for why i *****still***** haven't been able to access my actual twitter account
(i don't even get automated email confirmations for my support tickets anymore -- they've completely cut off contact with me</3)
(i don't even get automated email confirmations for my support tickets anymore -- they've completely cut off contact with me</3)
"Too long I've been afraid of/Losing love, I guess I've lost/Well, if that's love, it comes at much too high a cost(...!~)"
- Elphaba [ Wicked ] 💚💔🖤
- Elphaba [ Wicked ] 💚💔🖤
November 27, 2025 at 10:08 PM
"Too long I've been afraid of/Losing love, I guess I've lost/Well, if that's love, it comes at much too high a cost(...!~)"
- Elphaba [ Wicked ] 💚💔🖤
- Elphaba [ Wicked ] 💚💔🖤
i probably just beat the "experiencing transphobia on thanksgiving" speenrun record 'cuz we haven't even *started* eatin' yet- ,,,,,,,
November 27, 2025 at 9:24 PM
i probably just beat the "experiencing transphobia on thanksgiving" speenrun record 'cuz we haven't even *started* eatin' yet- ,,,,,,,
"with technology on our side, there's no **wAY** we can lose...!!"
- my old jojosona (probably)
- my old jojosona (probably)
November 27, 2025 at 7:58 AM
"with technology on our side, there's no **wAY** we can lose...!!"
- my old jojosona (probably)
- my old jojosona (probably)
i wonder all the time, if i (the REAL me) am a person that *THE* robert e. o. speedwagon could ever ***love*** like that.
like... would he notice and admire my delicate tenacity? or just overlook me?
how would a man of his orientation/station view me? would i manage to attract, or only repel him?
like... would he notice and admire my delicate tenacity? or just overlook me?
how would a man of his orientation/station view me? would i manage to attract, or only repel him?
November 26, 2025 at 7:50 PM
i wonder all the time, if i (the REAL me) am a person that *THE* robert e. o. speedwagon could ever ***love*** like that.
like... would he notice and admire my delicate tenacity? or just overlook me?
how would a man of his orientation/station view me? would i manage to attract, or only repel him?
like... would he notice and admire my delicate tenacity? or just overlook me?
how would a man of his orientation/station view me? would i manage to attract, or only repel him?
November 25, 2025 at 11:35 PM
".../He could be that boy/But I'm not that girl/..."
".../That's the girl he chose/And Heaven knows/I'm not that girl/..."
- Elphaba [ Wicked ]
".../That's the girl he chose/And Heaven knows/I'm not that girl/..."
- Elphaba [ Wicked ]
November 25, 2025 at 4:18 PM
".../He could be that boy/But I'm not that girl/..."
".../That's the girl he chose/And Heaven knows/I'm not that girl/..."
- Elphaba [ Wicked ]
".../That's the girl he chose/And Heaven knows/I'm not that girl/..."
- Elphaba [ Wicked ]
"alright JOHN. that's *enough*- you're getting way too close to mY ogre street ****BADDIE****"
- who do you think, **dumbass** ??? (/lh /j -- HSHSKJ;;)
- who do you think, **dumbass** ??? (/lh /j -- HSHSKJ;;)
November 25, 2025 at 3:15 PM
"alright JOHN. that's *enough*- you're getting way too close to mY ogre street ****BADDIE****"
- who do you think, **dumbass** ??? (/lh /j -- HSHSKJ;;)
- who do you think, **dumbass** ??? (/lh /j -- HSHSKJ;;)
#starrewagon (irlll<3)
Heaven Ain't Hard 2 Find
open.spotify.com
November 23, 2025 at 11:35 PM
#starrewagon (irlll<3)
who watches their kid slowly deteriorate over time and just goes "eh"
November 23, 2025 at 11:32 PM
who watches their kid slowly deteriorate over time and just goes "eh"
to be betrayed by a "parent", a "friend", a "community", a "government", a "leader", or an "ideal" ...
might as well rip my bleeding heart right out of my chest. pain unbearable as it is inevitable.
worst part -- the only person who never lied to me about it, was the very one who hurt me the most.
might as well rip my bleeding heart right out of my chest. pain unbearable as it is inevitable.
worst part -- the only person who never lied to me about it, was the very one who hurt me the most.
November 23, 2025 at 8:32 AM
to be betrayed by a "parent", a "friend", a "community", a "government", a "leader", or an "ideal" ...
might as well rip my bleeding heart right out of my chest. pain unbearable as it is inevitable.
worst part -- the only person who never lied to me about it, was the very one who hurt me the most.
might as well rip my bleeding heart right out of my chest. pain unbearable as it is inevitable.
worst part -- the only person who never lied to me about it, was the very one who hurt me the most.
thinking about the time my father told me something along the lines of "you have no real friends out there -- **no one cares about you**" (can't remember exactly, except for that last part)
...
as horrible as it sounds + he ***is***, i'm starting to think that he was right -- at least on this.
...
as horrible as it sounds + he ***is***, i'm starting to think that he was right -- at least on this.
November 23, 2025 at 8:03 AM
thinking about the time my father told me something along the lines of "you have no real friends out there -- **no one cares about you**" (can't remember exactly, except for that last part)
...
as horrible as it sounds + he ***is***, i'm starting to think that he was right -- at least on this.
...
as horrible as it sounds + he ***is***, i'm starting to think that he was right -- at least on this.
#starrewagon
(wip??? don't know when or if i will ever finish it)
(wip??? don't know when or if i will ever finish it)
November 23, 2025 at 4:11 AM
#starrewagon
(wip??? don't know when or if i will ever finish it)
(wip??? don't know when or if i will ever finish it)
i should be on suicide watch.
November 23, 2025 at 3:06 AM
i should be on suicide watch.
... and then the most beautiful piece of art will appear 💔
November 22, 2025 at 3:24 PM
... and then the most beautiful piece of art will appear 💔
i'm so scared of wasting time (and tears) on people who aren't worth it, that i don't even try to talk to anyone anymore...
no new friends either. just polite conversation with an acquaintance or passerby if it strikes -- then *right* back into strict isolation i go. i'm pretty much a hermit now...
no new friends either. just polite conversation with an acquaintance or passerby if it strikes -- then *right* back into strict isolation i go. i'm pretty much a hermit now...
November 22, 2025 at 2:48 PM
i'm so scared of wasting time (and tears) on people who aren't worth it, that i don't even try to talk to anyone anymore...
no new friends either. just polite conversation with an acquaintance or passerby if it strikes -- then *right* back into strict isolation i go. i'm pretty much a hermit now...
no new friends either. just polite conversation with an acquaintance or passerby if it strikes -- then *right* back into strict isolation i go. i'm pretty much a hermit now...
wouldn't it be nice if reo speedwagon -- the band, their music, was like... a face. a body. personified. a man of some sort... with the same name... perhaps even,, , **robert**... e. o. speedwagon...
and like... i could,, like... *marry him*, or some shit...
wouldn't that be soooo cool...... 👉👈
and like... i could,, like... *marry him*, or some shit...
wouldn't that be soooo cool...... 👉👈
November 22, 2025 at 4:44 AM
wouldn't it be nice if reo speedwagon -- the band, their music, was like... a face. a body. personified. a man of some sort... with the same name... perhaps even,, , **robert**... e. o. speedwagon...
and like... i could,, like... *marry him*, or some shit...
wouldn't that be soooo cool...... 👉👈
and like... i could,, like... *marry him*, or some shit...
wouldn't that be soooo cool...... 👉👈
the fact that i've probably been out as trans longer than some of these young men... but also likely found out *sooner* than a lot of elders in the "community" as well
it's so fucking sad... where is the respect (two-way street btw -- deny my experience & existence, you get none i'm afraid) </333
it's so fucking sad... where is the respect (two-way street btw -- deny my experience & existence, you get none i'm afraid) </333
November 22, 2025 at 3:30 AM
the fact that i've probably been out as trans longer than some of these young men... but also likely found out *sooner* than a lot of elders in the "community" as well
it's so fucking sad... where is the respect (two-way street btw -- deny my experience & existence, you get none i'm afraid) </333
it's so fucking sad... where is the respect (two-way street btw -- deny my experience & existence, you get none i'm afraid) </333
Reposted by starre 💫💗🎩 || StarreWagon 5th Year Anniversary
my level of dysphoria (nowadays) entirely depends on how i am *treated* -- not how i physically look & feel anymore.
so in conclusion, the **WORLD** and its attitudes toward gender & sexuality need to change. not the people.
(CHANGEIFYOUWANTTOBUTFORREALDUDE,,I'MJUSTTRYINGTOLIVEHAPPILYJUSTLIKEYOU-)
so in conclusion, the **WORLD** and its attitudes toward gender & sexuality need to change. not the people.
(CHANGEIFYOUWANTTOBUTFORREALDUDE,,I'MJUSTTRYINGTOLIVEHAPPILYJUSTLIKEYOU-)
November 21, 2025 at 12:52 AM
my level of dysphoria (nowadays) entirely depends on how i am *treated* -- not how i physically look & feel anymore.
so in conclusion, the **WORLD** and its attitudes toward gender & sexuality need to change. not the people.
(CHANGEIFYOUWANTTOBUTFORREALDUDE,,I'MJUSTTRYINGTOLIVEHAPPILYJUSTLIKEYOU-)
so in conclusion, the **WORLD** and its attitudes toward gender & sexuality need to change. not the people.
(CHANGEIFYOUWANTTOBUTFORREALDUDE,,I'MJUSTTRYINGTOLIVEHAPPILYJUSTLIKEYOU-)