lex
staticinstability.bsky.social
lex
@staticinstability.bsky.social
a place for me to vent into the void
December 9, 2025 at 4:36 AM
sick
December 9, 2025 at 3:14 AM
hurt me i want it
December 8, 2025 at 1:52 PM
something sharp to cut through it all
December 8, 2025 at 3:48 AM
i just want to feel something which is weird because im feeling too much
December 8, 2025 at 3:48 AM
wish i could hide the scars
December 8, 2025 at 3:45 AM
cleansed in fire
December 8, 2025 at 3:43 AM
like if it all collapsed id be free from any expectations
December 8, 2025 at 3:43 AM
sometimes i just want everything to go to shit
December 8, 2025 at 3:42 AM
am i really such a horrible person
December 7, 2025 at 7:28 PM
control your fucking kids
December 7, 2025 at 7:24 PM
i want to rip my hair out
December 7, 2025 at 3:43 AM
was it a lull or did i trigger myself
December 7, 2025 at 3:38 AM
i wish i could just smear across everything and thin out to nothing
December 7, 2025 at 1:41 AM
i hate this responsibility i just want to stop caring
December 7, 2025 at 1:38 AM
but now to to go into the i was never sick and i made it all up phase
December 5, 2025 at 3:34 AM
there is a part of me that gets a thrill about an episode but at the same time they scare me
December 5, 2025 at 3:33 AM
so i made it out the other side it seems
December 5, 2025 at 3:32 AM
im felling better now i think
December 3, 2025 at 10:15 PM
your eyes are beautiful
to bad they cant see me
December 2, 2025 at 4:13 AM
touch me like you want to take responsibility
December 2, 2025 at 4:12 AM
im sorry
the buzzing in my head drowned you out
say again
December 2, 2025 at 4:11 AM
a broken touch
a careless word
a distracted glance
and my heart breaks
December 2, 2025 at 4:09 AM
i want to scream out for attention but i dont want to be observed
December 2, 2025 at 4:05 AM
i feel like im buzzing
December 2, 2025 at 4:00 AM